FREYA'S P.O.V -

"You were with Eleanor?!" Ally gaped at me.

"Yeah, don't tell anyone though. About the break up." I hissed.

"I won't." she stopped. "I don't get it why everyone near me is breaking up with their partners. Is december is a month for break ups? First Taz broke up with Chad, then you broke up with Niall and now Eleanor and Louis?" she laughed.

"We both broke up with each other and the rest, I don't know. Daniel is coming here though." I responded.

"Daniel?! Is he here? In Manchester?!" she panicked.

"Yes. Didn't you see him last night at the party?"

"No, I didn't. What the fuck!" she laughed to lighten the mood. "And you allowed him to come here?"

"He..." I contemplated on telling her about him crying over the phone, but what's the point when he's gonna come and she will eventually see it? "He was crying over the phone and said that he wanted to see me, so I didn't deny. I couldn't."

"That asshole was crying? Surprise surprise!" she laughed.

"Don't call him that." I hissed, lowly.

"He basically made you break up with your boyfriend which I may remind you, loved you more than anything in the entire world. And here you are, defending him like a psychopath."

I looked at her in disbelief.

"Fuck you." I spit and walked back to my room in anger and slammed the door shut.

Who does she think she is? In sophomore year of school, she convinced me that Daniel might had feelings for me and now I'm the psychopath?

A knock on the door of my room made me look towards it where Ally was standing. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have called you a psychopath. But I'm not sorry for the rest of it."

"Whatever." I snapped and looked away, opening a random book to read.

"Um, Daniel is here..." she then walked back.

He's here.

I walked downstairs to see Daniel sitting on the couch, his shoulders slumped and his face covered by his large hands. I cleared my throat to catch his attention.

"Hey, um..." his voice trailed off, mouth open, staring at me.

"What are you doing here?" I came directly to the point. I now have nothing to do with him and his games.

Or do I?

"I missed you." he scooted to make room for me on the couch.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Why did you leave London?"

"I asked you first." I narrowed my eyes.

"And I asked you second." a small smile played on his lips.

"Why were you crying?" I asked after seeing his lips swollen and eyes red.

"You wouldn't believe it." he sniffed.

"How can I believe if you won't tell me?" I asked.

"No leave it. It was a stupid idea to come anyway." he stood up from the couch.

"Daniel." I pressed.

He sighed. "I'm sorry but I can't control it." he looked down.

"Control what?" I inquired.

"I... Like you, like a lot. I can't help it." he sniffed again and looked down.

Is he joking or is he serious?

"I don't... Understand?" I asked dumbfounded.

Without any word, he pressed his lips on mine and I backed a few steps. He held me by my waist tightly, fearing that I'll pull away. But really, I was going to pull away before he finished the kiss and rested his forehead against mine.

A gesture which reminded me of Niall and his kisses.

Stop, Frey. Stop right now.

"Please don't reject me this time." he sniffed again.

"I-"

"Shh, now. Please, please be my girlfriend. I want you to be mine. Please." he plead and my heart began to soften.

Hold it back. He ruined your relationship with Niall. Don't let him get to you.

I pulled away from his embrace. "I, I- I can't. I'm sorry."

"I can't be away from you. I just..." he searched for words until I sub consciously spoke.

"Then don't."

"What?" he asked. "How can I? You just rejected me."

"I rejected because I don't want any relationship yet. You can still try, if I want to be with you a week after or maybe two, I would give you a chance."

I knew I sounded like an obnoxious bitch who plays with men on the tip of her finger but I didn't have a choice. Daniel wants me to be his girlfriend but I don't want to hurt him either.

"So you're saying that you wanna play me?" the look in his eyes is pure doubt.

"Look, I don't want to hurt you by rejecting you completely. We could still be civil."

"I know you're still upset over the break up, but I-"

"How did you know about my break up?" I asked, panicking.

"Its not the point here. What I'm saying is that I will not treat you the way he did. I will never go behind your back, even just to talk. Please give me a chance." he said.

"How do you even know about this all?!"

"It doesn't matter! All that matter is you. Your happiness. You deserve to be happy Frey and you know it that he never made you happy."

I started to search my mind for the memories.

"He did make me happy. This one time when he put my picture as his wallpaper and when he took me to date and when he..."

"I can make you happier that you couldn't even count it." he said, staring at me.

I was speech less. What do I do now? How would you feel if your long termed crush would want you to be his girl friend after being the reason you broke up with your loving boyfriend?

"Look, I don't want to hurt you but I can't... do this." I said, backing away. "And if you don't remember, you practically forced me to have a dance with you when you were drunk. Here you are, talking about making me happy."

"I'm so sorry. I was wasted." his eyes soften.

"How can you assure me that you'll never hurt me while you drink?"

"I told you I'm sorry. Please just-" he stopped and sighed. "You used to love me."

"I never loved you! It was just affection!" I hissed loudly.

"I know you have feelings for me, yet you dated Niall fucking Horan."

"Don't call him that." fucking déjà vu.

"What? You know he's a love pussy. All he does is talk to Kiarra behind your back and promises to love you for fucking ever." he spat.

"Daniel don't make me regret not to hurt you. You of all people should know how much I care about him." My phone started ringing but I ignored it.

"All I'm asking for is a chance. I swear you will not regret it." he looked at my phone in my hand. "It's annoying. Answer it."

I was pissed. "Don't tell me what to do." I said and answered the phone while I heard Daniel chuckled.

"Hello?" I said over the phone.

"Are you okay? I called Niall and told him to call you and please don't be mad at me but I don't want you to date Daniel. I don't like something about him. Call me if he does anything. Okay bye." Ally said in a rushed voice and hung up.

I blinked and shrugged.

"Who was that?" he asked.

"See? We're not even together yet you are being a nosy boyfriend." I was pissed and I said what the hell ever came in my mind.

"Boyfriend? Do you see me as your boyfriend now?" a smug smile creeped up his lips.

"Stop it." my phone started ringing again and I accepted the call. "Hello?"

"Um, hey." Niall's voice boomed over the phone.

"Hi. What's up?" I asked.

"Is he really there? Can you stand him?"

"No, I am just talking with uhh, you know." I said, glancing over at Daniel who was sitting back on the couch.

"Did he do anything to you?"

"No! What do you think of him?" I quickly defend him. What's up with people and their habit of accusing each other?

"I'm just looking out for you. You shouldn't lead him on, just tell him off or some shit." his voice was stern.

"You can't tell me what to do or what not to do." I said and hung up the phone.

"Ex problems?" Daniel laughed lightly.

"Piss off." I sat on the couch diagonal to his.

He laughed, throwing his head back while he did so. "I like this mood of you." he said, wiping the tears of laughter.

"Whatever. I don't want you here or anyone right now. I'm pissed and that's a mistake you'll do if you come near me so don't waste your time here. Go and get laid." I said.

"If you would listen to me you'll-"

"I don't want to listen to any shit you have to say! Just leave." I was saying words I shouldn't because of anger in my system.

He walked towards me and sat beside me, very closely. "I'm so afraid of you..."

What?

"Why would you be afraid of me out of all people?"

"Just hear me out... I'm afraid of losing you. As a best friend or whatever. The small distance we had, that- that time, it made me realise that-"

"What are you implying on? That you're suddenly in love with me? Seriously Dan, why don't you get it?" I said kind of angrily.

"I don't know what to say and honestly, I don't have any more kind words left... I just- I love you okay? If you don't love me that's okay. But you should just reconsider." He said.

"Can't we just, like, stay friends?" I asked.

"I can't just be friends with you. You know that too. We both just can't stay friends. Please just think it out and tell me. If you say it, I'll be out of your life. Gone. Vanished." His eyes turned darker.

I didn't want that. I don't want Daniel to be gone completely out of my life. But I can't even want him beside Niall.

"I - I'll think about it." I said hesitatingly.

"Thank you." In a swift movement, his lips were on mine and I locked mine with his. A giddy feeling passed my whole body and I moaned. He sucked on my lower lip and that was when I was given a reality check.

I pulled away instantly and shook my head.

"I'm- I am sorry." I stated.

Next thing I know, I walked towards my room to shut myself off from the world for a few weeks.

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NIALL'S P.O.V -

"You need to make an appearance once again. Your fans are thinking you two broke up." Evelyn, one of the workers of management spoke to me.

"Shes in Manchester, she wont be coming here, neither do I. We are heading Australia next week and you know that. I can't. Let'em think whatever the hell they want." I shrugged.

"Fine, have it your way but I dont want any news of you with an Australian chick or else it will be you and head of Management." She walked away from the room, leaving me and my thoughts.

Saying that I miss her terribly would be an understatement. I cant focus on anything without thinking of her every milli second. I cant even blame her anymore, she is my life. How can someone blame anything on their life? I called her that day to have a long ass chat with her, just to hear her talk about the stupid things Ally would pull of, the way her car would stop at every red light and would not start. But hearing her panting heavily made me think that she would be having a quality time with her family. Thats why I hung up. I did not want her to think about me the way I think about her. It would kill her and I won't be coming back anytime sooner. We're going to Australia for fuck's sake.

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"I did some mistake and it still hurts like fuck." Louis explains to me. He said that he and Eleanor broke up.

"You should tell her you still love her. Don't let your feelings go along with her." I said.

"I know but- hey what about you and Freya? Do you still love her?" He smirked evilly.

"I kind of... do. I think."

"No no no no, you do not tell me you kind of think you love her. Tell her you dumb shit." He sassed.

"She doesn't love me back now, Daniel is there with her in Manchester."

"She's in Manchester?" He asked.

"Yes. Am I speaking Spanish?" I rolled my eyes.

"I know Spanish." He winked.

"Shut up Lou." I sipped my beer.

"Louis! Come here!" Harry called him from a distance and he left. Thanks, Jesus.

I still love her. That, I couldn't tell Louis about it. He would then press me to tell her until I do it. But I can't do it. What would I tell her? Hey you know what? I still love you and want to be with you. Sure, a slap will make its way to my face.

I love her that much, that if she would tell me she wants my company around, it will just be enough for me.

I wish it was that easy. But I guess she has moved on. I should let her be. But I cant help and let her thoughts cloud my mind and every go. I should move on too. But I still love her, I cant move one. I should just stop talking to my mind and just focus.

But I still love her...

Without thinking, I called her phone.

It rang and rang and rang. But she didn't pick up. After few calls, I assured myself that she was busy. But after a day of calling her, she still didn't pick up any of my calls or answered my text messages.

Panic started to grow itself in the pit of my stomach. What if something has happened to her? I should just call Ally. Or text her, because I don't trust my voice right now.

To Ally: Hey is Frey okay ? Shes nat pickin up my calls.

Seconds after, I got her reply.

From Ally: Hello to you too. We're not on speaking terms. I can't tell.

To Ally: Why ? What happened ?

From Ally: I called her a psychopath and Daniel an asshole.

To Ally: Hahaha ! Daniel's really an ass. But fy for calling her a psychopath.

From Ally: Right.

To Ally: Just check up on her and tell me if she's okay.

From Ally: And how would I do that?

To Ally: Be a dear and act as if you brought her breakfast.

From Ally: Okay. Bye now.

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Its been a week since I spoke with Ally to check up on her sister slash best friend. She told me she was okay but was not ready to talk to me. Today I decided to speak to her after today's meeting. We start tour next week which is February 7, 2015. Im gonna be way too Frey from her. Australia is beautiful but I want my beautiful girl to visit that beautiful place.

I got an idea yesterday that I could always bring her with me telling her that management told me to. But once she find out, I will lose myself in front of her.

I called her once more and hung up again. She's never gonna talk to me again. Just when I started to tear up, my phone buzzed and a smile crept upon my face on seeing her name on screen.

"Um, hi."

"Why are you calling me? Didn't you tell me we're done? Now stop-"

"I was just checking up on you." I don't know why did I let my ego take over.

"I'm fine. Now just let me be and move on. Please." She sounded weak and worn out.

"You want me to leave you alone?" I asked in disbelief.

"Um, y- yeah." I heard her gulp.

"No, you don't mean that. Tell me honestly. Do you want me out of your life?" I asked.

She took a minute to reply.

"Niall please, don't make it harder. I don't want to see you or hear from you ever again."

These were the last words I heard, before anger, jealousy, ego and hurt got the best of me and I broke my phone, put my head in my hands and started crying like an emotional retard.

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