Chapter 36: Better than Him
FREYA'S P.O.V -
"Frey, Frey! Are you okay?"
I'm sure as fuck ain't okay. I've been crying since Niall left and believe me it hurts more than banging your toe against something hard.
And I couldn't open my eyes anymore. I could only see blurry images or teary things.
"I- I-" I couldn't speak, my throat was raw and my nose was flowing. I wiped it with the back of my hand and cringed at it. Suddenly, somebody handed me a tissue and I wiped the rest on the tissue paper.
"Answer me!!" Ally shouted.
"I- c- can't s- s- spea- speak." I needed water. Badly.
I was glad when somebody handed me a glass of water as if reading my mind, but I couldn't hold it so, some ones hands were holding my hands - so that, I could hold it.
I drank a sip of water and gulped it all. I then noticed a cross sign tattoo on the hand holding my hand to the glass, and I freaked out. A small yelp left my mouth in the process.
"It's me, love. Calm down." A raspy voice sounded.
"N- Niall?" I croaked.
"She's speaking!" I heard a squeal.
"It's Harry." The person spoke. "Are you alright?"
"No- I-" I coughed. I rubbed my eyes and now looked in the room I was in. I was sure that I was in my room but all of the people mostly that I knew were there.
And those people, including; Ally, Ayesha, Taz, Harry, Louis, and Daniel, the root of all problems.
"Hi- , guys." Woah, my voice was changed, a lot.
"I'm glad your okay! You just fainted badly!" Ally gushed.
I blinked at her as if she was saying something stupid.
"Yes you fainted! Oh my gosh that was scary!" Ayesha said in a high pitched voice.
I flinched at her voice.
"What are you guys doing here? I fainted not died." I wasn't in the best mode.
"Rude." Ally spoke.
"Yeah." Daniel smirked at me. What's up with him?
I gave him a death glare like I was giving him a signal - do not speak or your soul will be out of your body.
He raised his hands up in surrender.
"You sure you're okay?" Harry asked from sitting beside me.
"Yeah. I might be. Can you guys leave so I could- maybe have a time for myself?" I asked as nicely as I could.
"Really? You just fainted because you were crying." Taz pointed out. Everyone looked at her and she just shrugged.
"No seriously I just-..." I trailed off.
The chorus of 'okay' was heard in the room as they all left.
I sighed and was left with myself, although I like being alone, but I needed a girl time.
So I texted Ally to bring the girls in to my room to have a girls night - with every unhealthy food in the fridge.
Five minutes later they all piled into my room with unhealthy food and their pillows.
"Girls' night!" Taz shouted.
"Don't fucking shout. My head's throbbing!" I yelped.
She apologised and turned on the tv. Ally and Ayesha sat beside me and opened a bag of barbecue flavoured crisps.
"What happened actually?" Ally asked.
"Don't know." I decided to not let them know.
"Oh please, you fainted because of crying, something must have happened." Ayesha spoke up.
"It's just, I miss mom." I shrugged.
"Nope. The actual reason of you fainting." Ally said.
"Gosh how am I gonna tell you?" I rolled my eyes.
"Tell me, tell us." Taz interrupted.
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"So, yeah." I sniffed.
I just finished telling my best friends about the story of mine and Niall's break up this morning.
Their mouths were hanging to the floor, not literally. Ally blinked at me as if I just asked him to run a marathon.
"HE DID WHAT?!" Ally shouted and I flinched.
"Please don't shout, you bitch." I hissed and closed my eyes.
"Why would he do that? He was so into you, I guess he loved you?" Taz asked.
"I thought the same. But he said he does love me. But I don't know why he broke up, guess he knew something." I replied.
"The kisses with Daniel?" Ally asked Bluntly.
"The what with Daniel? You fucking kissed him!" Ayesha hissed.
"I know okay? Shut up."
"Guys, okay it's normal to kiss someone else beside your boyfriend. I mean, can't she have feelings for other person?" Taz interjected.
"No but-" Ayesha was cut off by Ally.
"It's true, though. Like right now, I have feelings for two persons." Ally said.
"Oh my God really? Tell me!" I yelped.
"No shame- but it's Harry and a guy I met the other day." She said calmly.
"Harry?! I mean, you're still a fangirl!" Taz asked.
"I don't know. It just happened. He cares about me a lot yanno? He's a sweet heart." Ally gushed.
"More like a bag of hotness." Ayesha murmured.
"Excuse me? He's mine back off!" Ally said jokingly.
"Jesus, it's just an attraction. I have my boyfriend. Not gonna jump on Harry to be honest." Ayesha pulled up her hands in surrender.
We started chatting like the best friends we were before. I seriously missed the long talks, which started from Boyfriends and we ended up talking about pregnency and sexual things. How crazy.
"I'd love to be in labour with Frey, she'd be screaming on top of her lungs, holding her husband-"
"Yeah? I will be delivering a baby not a grown man." I retorted.
"You're so little. I reckon the baby will be big." Ally joked.
We all laughed and jumped in to my bed. Sure the bed was packed with our bodies.
I was in the middle with Ally on my left side, Taz on my right and Ayesha, beside Taz. I snuggled in to Ally, finding the warmth I used to get in Niall's body.
Niall.
Tears stung in m eyes and I closed them. The tears fell onto my skin and I sobbed automatically. All of their heads turned my way to see if I was crying. I was in m pool of tears by then.
"Aw honey, don't cry, he's an asshole." Taz joked.
"I love him. How could he leave like this?" I shook my head.
They continue to rub my back and comfort me. That is, until my phone rang.
I checked up to see it was a number, which I don't recognise. I gave it to Ally and she answered.
"Hello?" She asked slowly.
"Who's there? ... Hey, Are you okay? What's wrong? ... Yeah, just a second." She handed my phone back to me.
I wasn't in the mood to speak as I shook my head. She took the phone back on to her right ear.
"She, she doesn't want to speak, um..." She took a sharp breath. "She's crying." She whispered in the phone and I was immediately concerned about the person on the phone.
It could be mom, or dad, or worse- Niall.
Ally handed the phone to me and looked me hard in the eye, giving me a signal. But I couldn't comprehend what she was trying to say.
"H- Hello?" I murmured.
All I heard was hard and sharp breathing.
"Who's there?" I sniffed.
"I just want to say I'm not happy of you kissing Daniel." It was Niall and he... Slurred? Was he drunk?
"O- okay. I- I-"
"Yeah but I love you. And I hate you for doing that. And I miss you." He spoke and my heart shattered into more million parts.
I heard a girl's voice saying "Who's that?" but I couldn't make out if the girl was with Niall.
"Please come back. I miss you." I cried on the phone.
"No."
And the line went dead. I looked at the phone and wondered, why he called me from an unknown number? I went to my messages and the conversation of mine and Niall was not with me and an anonymous number.
He f.ucking deleted his number!
"He... He deleted his number." I sobbed.
"Don't worry. You'll find a good one. Maybe better than him?"
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(A/N: GUYS SORRY IT'S A SHORT CHAP I'LL POST A LONG ONE NEXT.
And and in the next chap, it will be weeks later at some points so read clearly. I'll mention it dw. Loves. 😘
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