Chapter 34: Love vs. Crush


FREYA'S P.O.V -

"Yeah I'll be there. Of course she will be with me mum. I-"

"I know I know. Take care, love you." and then I heard a chuckle.

I didn't wanted to open my eyes as the bed dipped down indicating that Niall is beside me.

"Babe! Wake up!" Niall nudged me.

I groaned. "I don't wanna wake up."

The bed moved and I heard Niall's feet padding on my room's carpet. A little while later he I felt his breath on my face and then I felt his fingers grazing on my lips.

I smiled at the gesture but my smile faltered as I tasted Nutella on my lips.

"Don't- don't lick it!" He whined. My eyes were still closed as I felt him shifting a bit.

Then I felt his finger on my lips again. I hummed, frustatingly asking for what the heck was he doing.

But before I could hum; his lips were planted on mine slowly, our lips engulfing in the chocolaty taste of Nutella. I moved my lips in sync with his and he held me by my cheeks. One of his right hand finger brushed upon my jawline, wiping the chocolate on my jawline.

His tongue tasted my chocolaty lips and a moan escaped my lips. He grazed his tongue over my bottom lip and entered in my mouth, caressing my tongue.

I sat up a little while he sat on his knees beside my thighs. Pushing me further down, I broke the kiss accidentally to breath. Both of our breathing was ragged as he starting kissing under my chin and downward, towards my jawline.

Sucking and licking the chocolate on my jawline, he made a hickey there and came back up to my mouth.

His hands went under my shirt to caress at my belly, drawing circles on my right side. This time, my tongue went inside of his mouth and he let out a throaty groan, making goosebumps rise on my skin.

"How could it be so hot?" his voice was hoarse as his hands went further up, and stopped until it reached my bra.

He undid my bra and I helped him to take it of from under my shirt, breaking the kiss for a while. He smiled at me with a glint of sorrow in his eyes.

He didn't waste time to attack my chin and kissing all the way down to the hollow in my neck. He gazed at the hickey he gave me, and my swollen lips. He bent down again and pecked my lips.

"You're absolutely beautiful."

I smiled as the blood rushed to my cheeks.

"But I have to stop right here because its morning and I'm hungry as hell." he laughed.

"Sure thing, now I'd have to wear this thing again." I made a face while holding my bra. He looked at it and chuckled

"Then don't. It'll be hotter that way." He winked.

"I could go without it, right?" I scoffed.

"God dammit. Why do you have to say that?" His face got red. "And besides, we are inside your home, not roaming around the streets."

"Ally won't shut up about it if she knows once." I chuckled.

"Fine, I will help you put it on then." He smiled.

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We both were downstairs as Niall went to talk on the phone with someone. I was pouring coffee for myself and Niall in separate cups as I heard shuffling beside me.

"Oh hey Taz! You're here, where are the rest?" I asked.

"Ally's here, Ayesha is with his man." She raised her brows. "All good?"

She was referring to me and Niall.

"Yeah, I think so." I looked down. She furrowed her brows.

"What did you do again?"

"I didn't do anything!" I quickly answered. "Uh- maybe I did but we fought last night, but this morning, was the best." I grinned.

"Hm." She nodded. "Oh fuck! Did you guys do the dirty?!" She covered her eyes.

"Pobably yes." Ally butted in the kitchen.

"How'd you know?" I narrowed my eyes at Ally.

"I kind of heard you screaming." She side-smirked.

I gasped. "I didn't scream! It was just a moan, a loud one!"

And then I realised what I just said, so I gasped even more.

They both laughed. Grinning to themselves.

"See?! Gross." Taz exclaimed.

"Fine. We were just kissing!" I put my hands on my ears.

Niall emerged from the back door of the kitchen. He was surprised to see us.

"Who kissed?" he asked casually.

"Welcome Niall. We were just talking about you guys doing the dirty last night." Ally blurted as Niall chuckled.

"Ally c'mon!" I whined.

"Wha-" Ally was cut off by Niall.

"But baby isn't that true? I mean, you were moaning in my mouth and did I mention how sexy it was?" He hummed to himself as blush creeped to my cheeks.

"Ohhh..." Taz laughed, taking a seat at the counter.

"And this morning, your lips were so delicious, baby." He bit his bottom lip seductively.

Ally and Taz couldn't stop their laugh so they burst out laughing as well as Niall. I covered my face with my hands and stood still. I was blushing so hard that I might explode.

Their laughter died and Niall took me in his arms. I smiled slightly as his faded scent engulfed me.

"I just wanted to watch you blush babe." His breath fanned across my right ear. "I didn't mean to offend you."

"C'mon Frey that was funny." Ally whined as Taz said a little 'yeah'.

"I know. Shut the hell up." I shoved Ally and she laughed.

Just as I was about to kiss Niall on the cheek, his phone went off. He checked his phone whil holding me still, and frowned.

"Imma have to take this, excuse me." He said while walking out.

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One hour later, we were sitting on the couch. And by we, I mean me, Ally and Taz. Niall told me after that phone call that he had to do some 'errands' so he excused himself.

I, therefore, had to respect his decision 'cause he told me to trust him. I knew he was talking to Kiarra, but it wasn't something chill talk, it was more of a stress talk - by which I assumed it'd be about business.

I shouldn't be minding him talking to Kiarra about business, now should I?

"So? Are you guys okay now?" Ally asked. "Like, no cheating fights right?"

"Um I think so..." I looked down.

"She told me they fought yesterday." Taz stated.

Ally gasped. "Oh why?!"

"Umm... I told him about the almost- I haven't told you guys that." I stopped right there.

"Seriously?! Frey are you crazy? Tell me now!" Ally scowled at me while Taz just looked at me.

"Um, that day when I lied to Niall that I was going with Taz..." I looked at Taz and she nodded. "So, before going out with Dan, we kind of did something I'm not proud of." I hesitated.

"Lemme guess, you cheated?" Taz gasped.

"No!- I mean not mostly. I- ... He kissed me. And I let him. But then I thought of Niall a-and I stopped. I swear."

"So he kissed you but nothing happened?" Taz inquired while Ally was just sending me daggers through her eyes.

"Um..." I hesitated. "W-we kissed, it kind of got steamy." I spoke too fast.

Taz shook her head. "My God Frey if it weren't for you I'd have sided with Niall. How can you be so irresponsible?!"

"I know. But- I don't want him to break up with me... Like- I just-" I stopped to catch air.

"I love him too much to let go." I muttered.

"I told you she is shit at relationships." Ally spoke for what felt like an year later. "How can you do this to him? I mean, he loves you too fucking much girl! Yet you always go and fuck with him!" she yelled.

"I know I'm-" She cut me off.

"What did he do wrong? Tell me about anything he did, like kissing someone or-"

"I know okay?! I know he hasn't done anything like that! I know he loves me! It's just-" I rubbed my face with my hands. "You should know I had a massive crush on Daniel in school. He- it's like I'm drawn to him, too. I don't know what the actual fuck is wrong with me but I just- I can't control my feelings. It's complicated as hell..."

I started to sob as both of my friends' faces softened.

Ally hugged me an Taz wrapped her muscular arms around both of us; hugging us in a way. I cried in her shoulder as she tried to soothe me.

"I don't know what to do anymore." I pulled away, wiping my teared cheek with my fingers. "I feel like I'm trapped. There's N- Niall that I love him but then t- there's Daniel whom I used to have a c- crush on back then." Ally tried to hug me again but I denied.

"What would you do Taz? If you were me? What would you do?" I shouted an didn't let her speak. "If you'd have massive crush on Niall but fate would crash you with Harry, and Harry would love you with all your heart and same with you, but what's the matter when you have a crush on Niall but you're still with Harry?"

"You mean to say you still have that big ass crush on Daniel but you love Niall? C'mon don't have that slutty arse." Ally spoke. "If I were you, I'd have chosen Niall 'cause he's the one I'd love, a crush is a crush Frey, don't let your crush ruin your relationship. Harry told me once that Niall is head over heels for you. He may flirt with other girls but he's still yours." She pointed a finger at me.

"Yes, she's right... I think you should forget your crush on Dan and move on. He knew you had a crush on him, but he still left. So why care for dumbass Daniel huh?" Taz smirked.

I chuckled a little and my tears were dried down, so I pulled them in a hug.

"I wish Ayesha was here." I mumbled.

"Yeah, then you won't be crying and Niall won't be alive if she had seen you crying hysterically." Ally laughed and we both joined her.

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I woke up next day by the sound of my phone buzzing constantly on my side table. I hummed as I sat up and switched off my phone, and drifted to sleep again.

Couple minutes later, I opened my eyes as I wasn't sleeping much, I guess my phone woke me up. I whined as the sun shined through a small peep hole on the side of my closed window where the dark curtains couldn't reach.

Yesterday when me and my friends had a quite emotional talk, and Niall refused to come back, on which I was confused because it was a phone call and after that he told me he had to do this thing and he will tell me later. I wonder what took him so long that he didn't come back here.

Maybe he was feeling sleepy after that work? Only God knows.

I stretched, taking my time to stretch perfectly.

But my 'perfect' stretch was cut short when my room's door slammed open harshly by someone.

And that someone was Niall. An emotionless Niall was standing in my doorway with his eyes red; it looked like he he'd been crying. His arms crossed against his chest.

And then he walked towards me, and I smiled, thinking about a morning kiss with my love.

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I know it's short chapter. But heyyy next chapter is a surprise 😍

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