FREYA'S POV

"I don't know, I'm always expecting loyalty from people who can't even give me honesty."

Those words ran in my every sense. I could already feel myself getting numb. I get that I wasn't a loyal girlfriend. Hell, I wasn't even his girlfriend. But honesty? But what did I expect? That I'd ditch Daniel in front of him and he'd just forget everything and will be mine again? To be really honest to myself, I have a little place for daniel, but a massive place for Niall in my heart. And I wish niall could read my mind so he'd understand.

The tears were flowing out of my eyes and I sat there, thinking about what I was losing out I my life slowly. I had nothing to lose. He's not literally my boyfriend. But I loved him, right? Right.

I was sat on his couch until he got out just in a towel wrapped around his torso. His eyes met mine and we locked gazes for a milli second and I felt all the butterflies flutter inside of me.

"I thought you'd leave." He was the first to speak up. Thankfully.

"I- ugh- we need t-to talk." I stammered.

"No, we don't. We just sorted this out in about... Fifteen minutes ago." He said coldly as my heart clenched. I couldn't speak at that time. It was like my voice was trapped in my throat or something and Niall just stood there waiting for my response. I tried to sink that again but failed. He sighed and walked further away from the couch to the kitchen.

NIALL'S POV

Her. That was all occupied my mind in the shower. Sure I've seen her kissing, seen my own girlfriend kissing her first crush in front of me and I could do nothing about it. Why hadn't I done anything in the first place, you ask? Because I was frozen in place. I didn't care if she'd just leave me right now ant never look back but to be really really honest, thats what I cared about the most.

When I got out of the shower, I could still hear her sniffling. Sure she'd not go without a fight (and that's my girl) but I was kind of hoping she'd leave. I was in so much of an emotional turmoil that I'd snap harshly and I didn't want that. I wrapped the towel on my torso as I moved further to the living room.

There she sat, with her hands hugging her legs tightly and staring at a certain point and sniffling every now and then. We made eye contact and I froze in my spot as I saw something which I havent seen in her, Love and fear. I cleared my throat as I tried to make a conversation but a really weird and rude thing came out of my mouth.

"I thought you'd leave."

That made her freeze in her spot as she looked up at me with big brown teary eyes.

"I- ugh- we need t-to talk." She stammered.

"No, we don't. We just sorted this out in about... Fifteen minutes ago." I mentally face palmed myself for being so stupid. She just wanted to talk. I stood there, waiting for her to response but got nothing. She opened her mouth but came nothing. I moved away from my spot because I was getting cold. I was confused as hell. I couldnt even look at her crying face as she walked and trailed behind me.

But when I stopped, she angrily walked in front of me put a solid hand on my chest, and demanded ragingly.

"What the hell do you think you're doing? Huh? Just trying to prove youre a guy and you get a girl on your toes? Let me explain to you. I'm not a tiny little petite girl who'd be afraid of your cold tune and angry face. And I'm certainly not going without a fight!" Her voice rose and I was scared that she might lose her voice. It was cute to see her that angry. "And to be really honest, yes. I do like Daniel!"

And I froze, goose bumps appearing on the skin. My mouth fell open as I stared at her. Here I am, trying to get her back anyhow and there she was, explaining her feelings about that tall bastard Daniel.

"What shit you're talkin' about?" I asked, my voice rose much louder than her and she flinched.

"First of all, just stop shouting okay? Your loud voice doesn't affect me. Secondly, yes I do like him but not as much as I like you, Niall." She sniffled. Reality hit me really hard today. Here I was being all in love with her and she just liked me.

"Wait, what-" she didn't let me speak.

"In fact, I might be in love with you." She walked closer to me and I took a step back and my back hit the counter, it may sound girly but I didn't care. Her being intimidating was attractive.

She took a hold of my hand and I felt sparks going on and off by the time her hands touched mine. And I fucking swear she felt it too. She came closer, and closer and closer, and I felt myself leaning in too. It felt like my heart starting pumping again for the first time in forever as I felt her soft lips placing on mine, soon we started kissing. The kiss was more passionate and full of hunger and lust. I couldnt even get enough of her as she ran her fingers sloppily through my damp hair. Once we pulled away for breathing, we attached out foreheads together.

"I love you." I stated emotion fully. And I meant it.

"Do you mean it?" She asked getting hopefully.

"More than ever." I smiled at her.

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"Niall?" She smiled at me.

"Yeah babe?" I looked at her, dropping my head low to watch her mesmerizing face.

"If I ever need you, would you be there?"

"Always and forever." I smiled, kissing her forehead.

"Pinkie swear?" She held out her little finger in front of my face that left me confused.

"Whats that?"

"Its a swear dumbo." She giggled.

"Oh, then, okay... Pinkie." I said.

"Oh no, you're doing it all wrong. You have to fill the space and entangle your pinkie finger in mine and say 'pinkie swear.'" she smiled and I passed her a smile back.

"Okay okay, pinkie swear." I mocked and entangled my little pinkie finger to do the promise with her.

We were watching god knows what movie she chose, because she had all my attention. How her face was glowing with the light coming from the television and her eyes held something soft and lovely. How her lips were moulded into a sweet shape while watching the crappy movie. She laughed at something in the movie that made me smile too. She was happy, and I could see that in her eyes. You know that feeling when you watch the one you love is happy? Yeah thats what I was feeling that time.

"Why are you not watching movie? It is so funny!" She giggled.

"Nothing is better than watching you right now." I spoke, not in a cheesy way, but that sounded like it.

"Ooh. Touché." She winked and pecked my lips.

"Are you staying the night?" I ask right away.

"If you say so.." She smiled as I nodded.

"It feels like an eternity I havent slept in the same bed with my life." I pecked her lips back. She looked down and blush crept up her skin. She was blushing.

"Why do I feel like my grumpy boyfriend is turning into a softie?" She spoke.

"Well, I am a softie," a blush crept on my cheeks. "Wait, did you just call me grumpy? A grumpy boyfriend?" I chuckled lowly.

"Yes, because a little while ago you were like," she made a sound like a monster, an angry monster actually. "And then you're all so lovely with me." She smiled.

"Thats because I'm happy. Because you make me happy. Because you came back to me, and mostly, because I love you."

FREYA'S POV

I couldnt help myself from smiling that much. That felt like forever since we weren't on happy terms with each other. But the worst thing is, I love him and I'm not really sure if I really do love him. People tell me that connecting with your boyfriend in a sexual way makes your relationship stronger. Like how does that even work?

"I'm so sleepy." And without any warning, a yawn escaped my lips.

"Lets go to bed." Niall spoke with a yawn.

Just as I was about to get up from the couch, my left leg got entangled with the blanket and soon I was on the floor with a laughing Niall beside me. My mind looked like I just gotten out of a dreadful accident and it wasn't working for seconds.

"Love, are you okay?" Niall said between laughs.

"Its not that funny Niall." I winced as I tried to get off the floor but failed. Niall noticed it and he immediately got off the floor to help me. He gave me his hand and I gasped at how easily he picked me up.

"Are you alright?" He asked. I winced because I've hurt my right foot again which got twisted this morning.

"Yeah, fine, just a foot twist." I knew I couldn't walk towards the bedroom but lets just try.

"Should I pick you up? Can you walk?" I nodded at the idea of Niall lifting me up again after this morning. Even though we both were angry, that felt amazing.

He picked me up bridal style as we headed towards his luxurious bedroom. The one where our love story started. When I didn't know who that guy is.

I changed into one of his white shirts which barely covered my ass. I shrugged the idea since I will be sleeping with my boyfriend so it doesn't matter. The neck hole of the shirt was so large that it was falling from my both shoulders, so I made it fall from one shoulder and left another, which was showing my black lace bra. I let my hair free from the braid bun I made this morning. I folded my clothes and stepped outside of the bathroom.

"Hey, I'm back." I looked at Niall who was scrolling through his phone. His mouth went open as he saw me in his only shirt with my bare legs.

"Hey. come here." Niall patted at my side of his bed and I climbed there. "I wanted to tell you something..." Niall's expression was unreadable.

"What is it?" I smiled

"We're having another tour next year and I don't know how i will survive without you..." He spoke. Its next year. Chill Frey. Everything will be so good.

"Next year?" I asked bluntly.

"Next year in February. And I want you t-"

"February? Its too early!" And then I panicked. We just got everything back together and in two barely months, god knows what will happen. I wish Niall was a simple teenager but thats what fate chose for him. A boyband singer.

"Ugh yeah... But you know what makes me excited as well as happy?" He grinned proudly yet happily.

"Which is?" I asked him curiously.

"That you'll be coming with me." -- Wait, what? I'll be coming with him on tour? No I can't... I can't just leave everything here in London and go to some unknown country in just two months? Its November and I got only two months. Don't get me wrong but thats one of my problems. I have school -which I haven't even showed up at- and then I have my parents house all to myself and then there comes my friends, how can I just leave them?

"Niall tha-"

"Don't tell me no cause I've already asked management that you'll be there with us." He said firmly, kissing on to my temple. I hesitated before nodding slowly. He grinned ear to ear. Sure he was all excited about me going with him but I was more pondering over my thoughts. I can't leave everything behind, sure my parents are in Manchester but that doesn't mean I can leave the house all alone.

"I love you." He said again. "So much." He kissed my right cheek. "Maybe more." He kissed my left cheek. I decided to leave my thoughts alone and have fun with him. His lips moved to my jawline which made moans escape my lips along with his name multiple times.

"How much more?" I asked him further which made him groan throatily. He pulled away from my neck and looked deep into my eyes.

"I don't know." He smirked. "There's no boundary."

before I could muster up his words, my words were kept inside my mouth by his lips crashing against mine. I kissed him back with our lips moving with fast pace. The kiss was harsh yet so passionate.

"I love you too." I pulled away slowly and smiled at him as he returned the small gesture.

"How much?" He asked me, making me blush.

"There's no boundary." I replied.

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