FREYA'S P.O.V

"Are you cheating on me?" I frowned at his question, While I'm not.

"What? No!" I replied. "Why would you even think that?" I sat up and my voice rose accidentally and when I realised it, I put my hands on my mouth to cover it and gasped. "Sorry." I looked down on the floor.

"Calm down..." Niall chuckled. A sigh of relieved filled into me after hearing his reaction. That mean he didn't see any of the bullshit that I was worried about. Niall grabbed both of my hands in his one large hand and blocked my hands behind my back. He came closer and kissed me one more time.

Niall let go of my hands and held my head to deepen the kiss while I ran my fingers in his hair. Soon we pulled up, panting for air. We both were gasping and smiling while looking at each other. I, therefore had an annoying thought in my head that pinned me to it the whole time. My thoughts were telling me to tell him everything about Daniel but I didn't want to ruin this beautiful moment.

Niall pecked me on nose one more time and wished me good night before leaving the room because it was already eight in the night. Everyone was still there in the living room because I heard laughing, talking, everything a group does. I laid there with my eyes wide opened, looking at the ceiling when I heard a phone beeped and vibrated. It wasn't mine. Niall's phone beeped two times, placed on top of the drawers. I was urging to get his phone and see who's texting him but something in my mind told me not to, but that's nothing to be worried about. I will tell him that I did it as a mistake.

I swung my legs to the right and sat up on the bed. Reaching the drawers, I found Niall's phone as I swiped my fingers on it to unlock the phone. Luckily, there was no password on his phone. I opened the messages to see both of the messages were from Kiarra. I scrolled through the conversation that made me numb.

Niall: How are ya ? Just messaged to confirm if u are . Sorry .

Kiarra: Can you stop pretending please? That hurts...

Niall: Stop what ? U don't have t be like that everytime . I like her only . U better choose anyone else . I know I told ya I like ya too but I can't leave her .

Kiarra: You like me! You told me that night ... as far as her, she doesn't like you either. She's into someone else now. I saw her with a guy yesterday... Meet me tomorrow at mine. I want to talk to you. x

Niall: What ? No way ! She likes me I know .

Niall: I'm nat going to come to yours tomorrow .

Kiarra: You have to, if you want to know about that guy.

Kiarra: Niall you should. I bet you'll come. You like me.

Kiarra: Tomorrow at my place, 4:30 PM. Love you. x

And with that, I remembered that was why Niall kept asking me that if I loved him or not. Course I do. I will always love him no matter what happens. But then I gasped, realising that I had opened the messages. Suddenly I heard Niall laugh behind the door, preparing himself to open the door slowly, thinking I was asleep. I did what came in my mind. I put his phone back to the place where it was before and sprinted back to the bed, pulling the covers back, I closed my eyes and turned my body so that my back was facing the door. I felt Niall's slow and steady footsteps coming closer to the bed, putting his knee on bed to see if I was asleep. I kept my eyes shut until I realised Niall has reached to the drawers right infront of the bed, taking his phone in his hands. I opened my eyes slowly just enough to see his legs from under the cover. He stood there for a minute and went back into the living room.

Why did he had to check if I was asleep? Tomorrow, he's going to see Kiarra at her place to talk about me. I think Kiarra had seen us. No way!

I pull the covers back on my body from my head and looked at the door that had been closed by Niall just seconds ago. What did he texted back to Kiarra? Did he wrote 'Love you x' back like she did? No, this can't be. I think I should tell him before he catches Kiarra. I think I really should. Tomorrow I will tell him.

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The next morning I woke up by Niall on the other side facing his back towards me. I didn't move, just thought maybe he was awake?

"Niall?" I inquired. "Niall..." I repeated, this time nudging him. He turned to me with opened eyes, smiling at me and chuckling a little bit.

He quickly kissed me on the cheek. Taking me in his arms.

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?" He asked me and I nodded.

"Morning. Were you awake?" I asked.

"Yes, thinking about you..." He trailed off while looking me in the eyes. I laughed at his response.

"Someone should be learning this cheesiness from you! Stop kidding, just tell me." I replied. Niall laughed back and kissed my neck, nuzzling his head in the crook of my neck.

"Lets sleep again." Niall said and I pulled out, just to talk to him clearly. "C'mon!" He did that again and I pulled away again.

"Niall!" I groaned, getting out of his grasp to take my phone to check out the time. It said 9:20 AM. I gasped. "Niall, we have to get up now its almost half past nine. I'll make breakfast, okay?" I smiled and he pouted at my response.

I got up from the bed and headed towards the washroom. On the way there, I heard Niall's phone beeped and he took it immediately. I felt a tiny pang in my chest. I had an urge to see who's he talking to but I denied against it. I didn't wanted to be a sneaky and bad girlfriend. I knew I've been a pretty hard sneaky girl but that's enough right? I entered the washroom and closed the door behind me and brushed my teeth. I stripped and  stepped into the running shower. Suddenly I heard the door opened.

"Niall!" I tried to cover myself as much as I could with my hands when Niall came in.

"Relax! I just wanted to grab my shirt that's all." Niall grabbed his shirt from the inside and laughed. "Don't worry, you still look stunning as ever." A side smirk appeared on his lips as he saw me standing the shower coving my upper half.

That's when Niall came towards me and huskily whispered in my ear.

"You are beautiful, piece of advice; you don't need to hide anything." He whispered, sending chills through me. And with that Niall left the washroom and closed the door. I quickly washed my body and got out of the shower, realizing that I didn't bring any clothes of mine with me. I scratched the nape of my neck in frustration and wrapped the towel around me. I was naked under the towel, completely naked. I opened the door of the washroom and peeked out, seeing him laying down and scrolling through his phone.

"Niall?" I called slowly. Niall immediately looked up and smiled at me.

"Yeah, babe?" He tilted his head questioning why-are-you-behind-that-door-and-not-coming-out?

"Can you give your shirt and a pair pants to me? I didn't bring any of mine." I tilted my head down while Niall walked towards his cupboard, leaving his phone on the bed. I quickly walked towards his bedside and had a look on his phone to see his conversation with Kiarra. He was saying that he will be there in evening and she said she'll be waiting, both of their texts had 'x' on the last that flipped my mood from playful to upset. I dropped the phone on the floor when I heard Niall turning around with clothes in his hands.

"Jesus! Are you okay?!" He raised his voice and came up running towards me. I bent down with Niall and kicked his phone under the bed but that stunt failed. Very unfortunately, he saw that I was checking his phone. His eyes widened as he gulped loudly, looking at me. I looked at him too but smiled because he might shout at me for sneaking up at him.

"I- uh... I am okay, just checking y-your uh, phone to check the time." I stammered while speaking. He looked deep into my eyes to find the truth but I smiled anyway to keep him out of it. I got up from the floor and sat up on the bed, holding the towel tight around my body and watching Niall who was still looking at his phone, thinking of something. Maybe he doesn't have a clue of me finding about him and Kiarra.

Are they going behind my back or Niall is just excited to find about my encounter with Daniel?

I got up from the bed to get changed because I was still wrapped up in a towel. Niall caught my wrist and I gasped, thinking that he would ask me what I saw but he surprised me.

"Where are you going babe?" He asked, softening his voice. I looked down at him, kneeling down and holding my wrist.

"To get changed." I answered with three words. He stood up and turned me around by spinning me towards him.

"You don't have to." Niall whispered in my ear that caused goosebumps to rise on the skin. I smiled and we argued till 5 minutes that I should but he kissed me again to shut me up on the mouth and deepened it. We were standing on Niall's bedside, we sat down, not breaking our kiss as Niall layed me down on the bed slowly. He kissed down my cheek, neck and my sweet spot where my jaw line and neck joins. I moaned out in pleasure as he trailed down my chest where the towel kept him out of this. He lowered down my towel a little with his fingers but that was soon opened. He then moved to the stomach where he tickled with his toungue. My breathing went light and short because hell and heavens combined together, I was that ticklish.

He was about to say something but was stopped due to the knocking on the door. Someone was knocking on the door of his bedroom. I gasped as I wrapped myself in the towel again and sat up, looking at Niall who groaned.

"Who's there?" Someone peeked through the door and a pouting Louis' body came inside.

"Hey mate." Louis smiled and looked at me from head to toe then shifting his eyes quickly towards Niall. He laughed and greeted to him. "I stayed here last night with Eleanor because we both were drunk. We should have breakfast together, shouldn't we?" Louis turned his head towards me, smiling and I nodded.

"Sure, I'll make breakfast for three of you. Let me get changed first." I laughed and got in the washroom to get changed. I put on my shirt and jeans which I was wearing last night because me wearing Niall's clothes could be sort of informal and I was not that much on a friendly basis with them.

I stepped out of the washroom with all my clothes on and did my hair into a messy bun. I headed towards the kitchen where I saw Eleanor opening and closing the cabinets, searching for something.

"Well good morning to you, too." Eleanor giggled and pulled out tea bags, setting it on the counter.

"Good morning." I smiled at her. "You like tea?"

"I'm making tea for Louis, I'd rather have coffee. Tea for you?" She politely asked. Suddenly I rested my hand on the counter that made the spoon fell of from the counter to the floor. I gasped and Eleanor bent down to pick it up. As she did so, her long wavy hair fell down from her messy bun to her shoulders which was a heavenly sight for turdy girl like me. She really had dream hair... and legs.

"I'm sorry for my clumsiness." I shook my head and she giggled as Louis came inside the kitchen.

"By that sound, anyone could be mistaken for you chipmunks to be probably fighting." Louis sarcastically said.

"Shut up, Lou!" Eleanor defended me and herself by shutting him off. Louis smiled and turned his head towards me, looking me from head to toe, again.

"Its good to see that you've put some clothes on." Louis joked and that made me laugh. Eleanor handed Louis his tea. Instead of holding the cup like a normal person would do, his hand on the cup, the back of his hand hit the cup a little too hard and the cup fell on to the floor with the tea splashing everywhere. The three of us jumped and backed off three feet away from where the broken pieces of cup were scattered on the floor. I gasped and looked at Louis who laughed harder and held Eleanor by her waist, pulling her onto his side.

"Have you lost your energy this morning or the tea made by El was so bad that you couldn't even hold it?" Niall said between laughs, entering in the kitchen. I laughed and stood by Niall. "Louis, I think you should reconsider my offer. We should go out to do our breakfast today, it'll be fun." Niall said after a minute.

We all agreed and started getting ready.

I made my hair into a pony tail and applied some mascara and eyeliner. Niall was watching me doing so. I gave him a glare as he chuckled lightly.

"You look even more fine without it, you don't have to apply all this shit." He said, referring to the eye liner in my hand. "Do you even know what is this? The one you're holding..." He asked.

"This?" I raised my hand with my eyebrows, questioning him and he nodded. "This is an eye liner, you apply it on your eyelids. Here, let me apply it on you." I got up from my seat, teasing him. "You'll look pretty." Niall defended himself raising his hands above his shoulder.

"Nah babe, I'm good... I don't want to look pretty." He shrugged my hand off, making the eyeliner in my hand smack on the floor. The black color spots were visible on the white tiled floor. I gasped at the sound as Niall's eyes widened.

"Niall!" I turned towards him raising my voice a little to scold him. "That wasn't even mine! I borrowed it from Eleanor." I tried to pick that up from the floor when he helped me picking it up.

"I'm sorry... I didn't know that." Niall bit his bottom lip from keeping himself from laughing. I felt anger coming up. I don't like it when I borrow things from others and I'm the one who can't return it to them. That's just pathetic.

"Oh, you didn't know that...If this was mine, would you still say you didn't know? This one could be her favourite, Niall. I borrowed it from her just to use it, not to break it. You just can't say sorry to everything that has happened. Nothing can be fixed by a sorry actually, Niall. It's just a word used for formalities, oh and maybe sometimes it saves relationship but mostly, I don't think it does." Niall's eyes widened as I continued. "Nothing can, and if you wanna experiment that, grab a plate, throw it on the floor and just say sorry to it. It will never become the way it was before."

I knew I might have sounded so absurd and stupid, throwing tantrum over a little thing but to hell with it. I felt anger and it need to cone out before I might explode.

"Its okay! She can buy another one, I'll get her a new one. Why are you lecturing me this way? I didn't do anything wrong. You were the one that wanted to apply your mascara on me to look pretty. I just pushed your hand away. That's it." Niall said. He didn't realize that 'eyeliner' was broken, not 'mascara'.

"'Eyeliner' it is." I corrected him, looking at the floor. I sucked in a sharp breath and pursed my lips in a thin line, looking at the eye liner that I just ruined minutes ago.

"Whatever." Niall sighed and stood up, extending his hand towards me but I denied and stood up on my own.

"I just wanted to have a little fun with you but you just ruined my mood. What would have happen if you'd let me do that? You could ask me politely not to do that, because I understand, you're a boy and that'd look awful." I raised my voice. He was going towards the door when turned towards me, looking me in my eyes, not saying anything. He leaned his back with his hands towards the door.

"I don't know..." He softened his voice, turning his back and opening the door. Closing it for short period of time, he murmured something, thinking I wouldn't hear it but I did.

"You're so unpredictable sometimes." He closed the door behind him. I felt enraged. I stepped out of the bedroom and caught up to him.

"You don't know? Niall you just ruined a girl's favourite thing and you don't know? Still? Whats that you don't know? Would you like to tell me?" My voice rose quickly which I didn't know why.

I wanted to stop but somehow i couldn't bring myself to do so.

"I- I really don't know! Sometimes, you're just mad about a little thing. Now you're mad about a mascara!" His voice rose, making me cower.

"Eye liner." I looked down at the floor, correcting him again.

"Whatever. I don't fucking care if this is mascara or an eye liner. Because what I do care about is that is the thing which comes as a fight between us. This morning, we shared a beautiful moment but then, you are all different. You're acting like-" He was cut short by Louis voice from behind with Eleanor beside him.

"Looks like we're not eating out today, El you should make breakfast at home." He smiled weakly at me. I saw Niall's hand rounding in a fist but then I took his hand and squeezed lightly. His hands released when I touched mine.

"We were just discussing about some stuff. I... applied some make up on his face, s- so, he's kinda upset." I made a weird-pout face and looked at Niall then Louis. He laughed and Niall turned around to face Louis.

"Lets go." Niall slipped his hand under my waist, escorting me towards the hallway where our shoes were resting. It was a sunny day. We all got in Niall's car. Me and Niall on the front and Eleanor and Louis on the back seat.

During the ride, which was 5 minutes far, seemed like forever because me and Niall weren't talking either and Louis and Eleanor were whispering in each other's ear. I put my hands on either side of the seat to shift purposely and looked outside the window, my hand was still on the seat beside my thighs. Niall's hand on my knee startled me and I looked at him, he was side-smiling. I smiled weakly and looked out of he window. It wasn't long when I felt his fingers drawing tiny circles on my knee, then shifting towards my hand, lacing his fingers with mine. As I said, I was a bit angry, but unlikely, my hand found its way to its place, denying Niall's touch. Niall's lips turned into a frown quickly. But what could I do? I was angry at him. That anger wasn't only because of an eyeliner, but it was something to do with his and Kiarra's conversation.

We arrived at the cafe, getting out of the car, I saw Louis lacing his fingers with Eleanor's hand, Indeed we both did; Me and Niall; then we glared at each other. His eyes were asking me to do but mine was asking him to do that. I turned and we all started walking. Me and Niall were walking like strangers and it was very awkward.

I wanted some distance. I'm like my mother. She always shows her pride, why not? Every girl should have her pride. I never talk after a fight with someone, even my own mother. But my mother is mostly nice but sometimes, she's too mad.

"What would you like, Fey?" Eleanor asked, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Two glasses of orange juice, and pancakes." Niall spoke up for me.

"I'd have coffee...... instead of Orange juice." I glanced at Niall who just typed a text to someone. "Make it one orange juice, only for him." The short, chubby waitress nodded as she pursed her lips happily, wanting to speak.

"You're Niall Horan from One Direction, right? And, you're Eleanor, Louis and Freya?" She called us all by names.

"You.. are you a fan?" I asked bluntly. Obviously.

"I'm a Directioner." She nodded happily. Niall stood up and hugged us along with Louis. Me and Eleanor hugged her after them.

"Actually, I was a lesbian before, but you guys turned me straight. Can I uh, take pics with you? Please?" She pleaded and we took some pics together.

While she was away, I saw Louis and Eleanor doing some inside things as I glanced at Niall who was texting someone. I tried to read the name and it was Kiarra. My heart dropped as I sighed loudly, making him realize and he turned his messages to Harry and started talking to him. It was getting all bored when the chubby waitress came to our way to place out meals on the table.

"I'm sorry to inform you that one of our customer recently found a bug in orange juice, so it is banned for today. Think you both will have to survive on coffee. Niall, can I bring one more cup of coffee for you?" She asked Niall and he shook his head. Looks like I took the lead now...

The waitress thanked us and left to take other orders. I took my coffee cup in my hands and took a sip from it. Niall looked at me, his eyes unreadable. He picked up the fork slowly and threw it down, purposely, pretending that it was an accident. My eyes were on coffee but my mind was on Niall, like why would he drop a fork? He bent down and on the way up, his hand brushed my thigh, startling me.

Nice job, dude. I'm not gonna melt from your touch.

Maybe...

When he sat up, he looked at me and smirked slowly, resting his hand on my upper thigh, making goosebumps appear on my hands. He realized it and a smug look creeped on his face. He made his face near to my ear and whispered,

"You love my touch, don't you?" he whispered and kissed me on the cheek, creating a tension between us. Calm down, be tough. My thoughts supported me. I heard Louis' throat clearing as he bent towards the table, putting his tea in front of him.

"Neil, you know today we have to be in studio at two PM?" Louis laughed lightly along with Niall, calling him Neil. Eleanor sighed as I looked at her.

"Looks like me and Fey are going to be alone today..." Eleanor pouted. "When are you going to be back?" She asked Louis and he smiled.

"Four, or four-thirty maybe. We're gonna have fun after that okay?" Louis kissed lightly on Eleanor's temple and looked at Niall again, who was left in thoughts. I nudged him and he looked back at me like a confused person.

"Whats wrong bud?" Louis asked him. Niall answered negatively and after finishing our breakfast, Louis payed the bill and we got back home again. We dropped Louis and Eleanor at their place. Entering the living room, I checked my phone to see new message from mum and Taz. I opened mum's first in which she said her grandmother has passed away. I opened the room to hear Niall talking on the phone with someone.

"Okay, I'll be there at 4:30." Niall hung up before me asking who was that.

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