FREYA'S P.O.V

"Just say the truth." Niall demanded after groaning little loud. "Please." His voice softened, after realizing the tears which were pouring down my face. Niall cupped my cheeks with his large hands and pulled me into a hug.

"I... I love you." I said, finally after taking a sharp breath. "W-why a-" I was cut off short as I heard knocking on the door.

"Niall? Are you in there?" I heard Harry's low, and raspy voice. I totally forgot they were having a gathering in the living room. I quickly wiped my tears with the back of my hand and turned around, not wanting to see anyone right now. Niall went to open the door and after some low murmuring, Harry closed the door again and loudly said

"Two minutes, tsk tsk." Harry smirked and closed the door. I really didn't wanted to be with anyone in such a gathering where everyone who cares about me is there. Ally, Harry, Liam, Sophia, Louis, Eleanor, Zayn and maybe Perrie was there too. I wanted to snuggle up in bed and sleep.

"Can I... sleep?" I blurted pathetically, pointing towards his long bed as he came from behind me and hugged me.

"You can tell me everything princess I won't judge." Niall muttered slowly.

"There's nothing to tell, Niall. I swear." I lied and gulped the knot forming in my throat. "I just thought you were going to break up with me, or..." I didn't say anything after that. His arms were just sticked to my waist and his chin was resting on my right shoulder. His body was radiating heat. I loved being this much near to him.

"Or?" Niall asked shortly, looking me in the eyes from my right side after kissing on my cheek and holding me tightly once more.

"There's nothing, Niall." I smiled fakely that soon faded as he let go of me. I stood at his eye level, face to face.

"Niall I- I don't want to go outside in the living room. Can I just... Take a nap here, Please?" I asked as he nodded.

"Sure, babe. Sure." Niall chuckled as he lift up my chin and said further. "I'm never going to break up with you. I love you." He kissed me shortly after completing his sentence.

Niall turned around on his heels and handed me a shirt and a pair of black boxers of his after searching in his drawers. He closed the door behind him as I pulled off my top and put on Niall's big, full sleeves black shirt as its sleeves were way too long for my hands. I pulled my jeans down and tried Niall's boxers whose waist line was too broad for my petite waist. I groaned as I held it up with my left hand and creaked open the room door. I peeked through the little area and saw Niall talking. He caught me staring at him so he excused the boys and walked towards me. I let him enter inside to have a look on me.

He examined me from head to toe as he smirked, rubbing the back of his neck. He stopped smiling as he saw me pouting with my left hand on the boxer waist line holding it up.

"What's wrong? Doesn't it fit you?" He asked chuckling at the end. I shook my head as Niall laughed lightly.

"Never mind, I have my knickers though." I said leaving my left hand free and dropping the boxers down to the floor. I picked it up and chucked it at the top of the drawers. Niall's jaw dropped, seeing me in my underwear and his long shirt. Probably not. My thoughts negatively said.

Niall's shirt was too big as the hem of the shirt rested at my mid-thigh, almost covering my bottom and underwear. I tucked at the hem of the shirt I'm wearing and asked Niall if that's okay to sleep in.

"You are looking incredibly hot right now." Niall muttered slowly. He thought he said this to himself but I heard it and laughed.

Leave it to him to change my mood from zero to high in a span of  minutes.

"I never thought I'm hot." I giggled. My cheeks burned as I felt insecure about my thighs that were on show. I turned around and lied myself on the bed that was cold. I felt goosebumps arising as I pulled the covers on my body. Niall stared at my every motion then he smiled, opening the door probably to go back.

I knew I was holding him back from having fun with the rest of the gang in living room. I couldn't help but want his presence.

"Stay." I asked of him as he smiled and walked towards the bed and sat on the corner beside me. "I'm not gonna bite you." I giggled and settled myself on Niall's chest after Niall came closer. He was warmer than my own body. He didn't say anything. I smiled warmly as he ran his fingers through my hair, which felt very satisfying. I found a comfortable spot at which my legs intertwined with Niall's legs as his body tensed up on my touch.

"It will be much better if you stop doing this. They are in the living room." Niall chuckled and I laughed at his calmness.

"Are you pretending or you're always this calm?" I said looking up at his blue eyes. He looked down at me and we locked eyes with each other. I smiled to see a smiling Niall.

"Oh, babe. You have no idea how difficult it is for me to hold it back." He groaned. He seemed to think for a while but then he sighed loudly. "Fuck it." Niall said as he lowered down to my level and kissed me passionately on the lips. The kiss was soft but hard at the same time. He broke the kiss and hovered above me and smirked at my surprised reaction. He then kissed me again and cupped my face with his right hand as his left hand was inside of the shirt I was wearing. He started making small circles on my belly. I giggled during the kiss because that tickled me. His hands went on my upper back, to unclasp my inner wear. He asked me before breaking the kiss once more and I simply nodded. I had no idea what we were about to do but to hell with it. He smiled but I kissed him again because it felt so good.

He undid the hooks of my bra and slid his hands on the side of my chest, tickling me slightly, leaving me laughing. I had to pull off because that became a lot ticklish for me.

"What?" Niall laughed harder, tickling me more between my chest.

"Niall." I squealed. "That's too ticklish." I began to cough because of the tickles but soon Niall stopped doing that.

"You're so ticklish." Niall muttered and came closer to my right ear. "That makes you more sexy and cute." He said in a low murmuring voice. He took my left ear lobe and nibbled on it. He trailed the kisses down my neck where his long shirt left my right shoulder naked, revealing some skin. He kissed at the point where the neck ends and then travelled back to my lips. His hands left me asking for more as he spoke.

"I love you. Do you love me?" Niall repeated those words again and I was soon reminded of the thing happened earlier that day. What if someone told Niall about my encounter with Daniel? What if Daniel himself told Niall that he has a crush on me? What if someone had seen us? Those questions were running inside my head when Niall asked me the same question again. I nodded.

"I think... I think we should stop now. Anyone can walk in." I said between the kisses.

"They can wait outside." Niall replied.

"Niall.." I said after pulling off the kiss. I got a weird feeling after thinking a lot. Niall pouted and said

"But we just started..." Niall rolled over to his side and laid himself down on his back. His hand resting on my upper thigh. He squeezed my thigh and winked at me. I really didn't have any answer because he left me speechless. What should I really answer? Like aw poor Nialler, we should carry on. Or maybe like I don't want to make out now. I'm lost in my thoughts.

"Well?" Niall asked, pulling me over his chest and caressing my back.

"Let me just put my things on." I laughed and he chuckled along with me. Letting go of my back, I sat up and tied and put it on. Niall noticed my every step. I pulled my hair into a bun and laid myself again on his chest. He welcomed me with his warm big muscular hands. One of them rested on my bum accidentally and he gave a squeeze on my right butt cheek.

"So you thought I was breaking up with you?" Niall asked me while intertwining our legs.

"Yeah I thought you were going to break up with me because that was the part where a boyfriend breaks up with his girlfriend after searching out that..." I trailed off, not wanting to continue.

"Searching out what?" Niall asked. I closed me eyes and shook my head.

"N-nothing. Never mind." I said.

"No, tell me." He asked.

I stayed quiet for a while and spoke. "I- I'm feeling sleepy. I'm going to sleep."

But his next question was what left me speechless because it was sudden and alarming.

"Are you cheating on me?" I frowned at his question, While I'm not.

I'm not, right?

Right?