Hello my golden nuggets!
It's Ryu-The living being who has written down this book :-)

We are finally at the epilogue of the book and I have completed it in the year 2021
Oh my god, you guys, another book finished!

Now, before we start, I'm going to make this very clear, I wanted to write this book very aesthetically. Beautiful scenery depictions, highlighted features of my boyfriend, a vivid description of every character. Well, guess what? I was like, "Fuck it, I'll just make it an informal book,"

But it turned out to be quite...good, actually. I was nervous because this is the very first time, I'm writing a book about someone while I am still with them because I usually write about my exes or ex-friends. So it was kind of new for me to write to Max and me, I'm glad though that he doesn't read my books because boy it would embarrassing if he read all this crap. I know he'd bully me about it, I just know it. 

But honestly, it was an anxious feeling, maybe, because you know, I was like "What if he stops liking me suddenly or we break up while I'm writing this," Because honestly, my relationships have never lasted very long. We get together in like a month of knowing each other, then we fight within like four months, and in the fifth month, we are already over, and they leave and I cry and I write about them, and they read it, and they come back and be like "Baby, I miss you," But then, I just leave them on read. 

But in that sense, Max is very different, he is very understanding and equally as creative as me so he doesn't automatically develop that inferiority complex against me, which most of my exes did, which hurt their ego as a man because I was earning more than them.

Of course, many things, like his secrets and all, I didn't mention those in the book and our relationship would make so much more sense if I did, but, you know, if he trusts me, I will not break it. Somethings just matter more than books, you know.

So, maybe, in the future, I will rewrite Max and Me, and write it the way I originally planned it to be, you know. Once I'm like physically with him and I can absorb his presence, various textures of emotions, and of course, give it more perspective. Alright,

Let the questions come!

1. Was Weerie or anyone you have encountered in your life was an inspiration for a character in your book?

-Everyone in the book is an inspiration to all characters in the book. All these guys and girls I mentioned in the book, all are real. 

2. Is it hard to major in English? Like, is it really competitive?😗

-It is hard because you need to read at least ten essays for studying one book and one essay is like a minimum of twenty-five pages. And you got like twelve books to finish, so, there is a lot of, and when I say a lot, A HELL LOT of reading and mugging things up. Plus, you have assignments, backgrounds, seminars, tutorials and your GE and AECC subjects, it's just hell. So, I suggest unless you are passionate about literature and the language, just, do yourself a favour and stay away from literature.

3. How is your journey from last year to this year? How's the experience?

-Honestly, there is a huge difference in almost everything. Last year, I was mostly sick and I was losing weight very fast. I've gained back like five kilos this year and I'm glad. I'm still underweight, but I feel much more healthy. And I went through two breakups, one after the other, and I almost fucked myself in the ass, it's a long story so don't bother. Last year, for me, was hell. I got my high school exam results, I shifted to the best college for English Major in my city which was great but then a friend backstabbed me, and there was a lot of crying and a lot of writing but I'm okay now. That's what matters.

4. Was this story like all real or was it just your imagination about real characters OR you mixed real life and fiction?

It was real but I just played a bit with the space and time because Max and I live in two different countries so everything that happened, happened in the online world, but that is how the story goes. In the end, I even wrote some erotic couplets sorta thingies. I don't even know what I did, it was after I hit publish, I was like "FUCK! WHAT HAVE I DONE!"
But a second later, I was like "Whatever. I couldn't give a shit less,"

5. Is Weerie maximus? Or is Maximus Weerie? 

Yeah. Weerie is Maximus.

6. Where does Maximus live?

The Netherlands.

7. We got to know everyone's real name in this book except yours. Do we have a chance to know when you are willing?

-Well, I used everyone's alias. Yeah, Maximus is not Weerie's real name. It was just for the sake of the book. 

8. What does Weerie do as an editor?

Manage money and talk to other editors for signing contracts and getting gigs. And putting my books up on other platforms.

9. Have you written other books about the boys you've dated before? I am curious.

Nah. Well, I wrote a book on my deceased best friend Yuri, and 'My Heart Hates Me' is about someone I dated, but that's about it. Not dedicated to them, but I made a character out of their personality. He called me a bitch for doing that but well, I don't blame him. I grew pretty cold-hearted after we broke up.

But yeah, I usually write books on a whim. Sudden inspirations out of nowhere, not necessarily from a relationship. I think this is the only book I have completely dedicated to a whole entire relationship. 

10. How long have you known Weerie/Max?

A year, probably more.

11. Can he cook? I've seen one of your tweets about him cooking.

Yeah, he can cook. He makes delicious meals. Classic Dutch food, sausages and potatoes. And eggs and ham with whole bread. 

12. Would you put this work into one song?

https://youtu.be/5lVlu2yFVQ8

Alright, so it ended very fast. LMAO. But, yeah, this is the first short story I have ever written. I don't know how it will go, I did not plan it. I just wrote it on a whim, so let's just look at its performance after a year.

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