(look at the title

This shit is real

Hey, you remember that girlfriend the birthday-sleepover fanfic was based on

Yeah this is also about her

THIS HAPPENED TODAY

OMFG--)

"Alright, alright, goodbye, Julian!" You called out as you walk out of Julian's classroom, which had two doors. One was across from the other. You walk out the one that leads to the locker room for the lower classmen. When you look across the room one last time, you see Julian opening the other door. At the other side of the door is Maven. Maven... You cover your mouth in shock. Backing up, you bump into Samson. Samson, the beautiful guy you have a miny crush on.

Oh jeez... why are you crying? So sudden... you almost never cry. This is so weird. Seeing Maven one more time... you thought this would never happen. You ran. You ran out of the building. You bump into Ella, who asks what is wrong. You don't respond, you just run. You run until you get to your after-school activity, all of your friends are there. All of your friends... seeing you cry like this. Hugging you, asking you what's wrong. All you can respond with is "M-Maven..." 

Maven left you. Maven asked to just be friends. Maven told you he hated you. Maven changed schools. Why is he here? 

After calming down a bit you see Evangeline on the phone, walking to the after-school activity. You hug her, making sure not to cry. She hugs you back as she hangs up. She worries about you, she really does. 

"Are you okay?" She asks you. Evangeline is important. You have to respond.

"Maven... is here... that fucker." You let out. Evangeline snorts, "disgusting." You laugh with her as she takes your hand.

"Do you want to go to the ice cream truck?" Evangeline asks with a smile. Blushing, you nod as she leads you out of the school gates. There's always an ice cream truck that lays outside the gates of the school, waiting for children. As you two walk you look around everywhere, making sure you don't run into Maven again.

"Look, there's Cal." Evangeline points out as a warning. Cal, the kid you also have a mild crush on, was talking with his friends. Once he notices you he shakes his head. You feel like hiding but Evangeline keeps pulling you to the ice cream truck.

Lick, lick

You gotta fudgicle. It's good. Evangeline got some takis with your money (I may add). As you two walk back you look at Cal, who was staring at you. Once you walk past him you call out, "this cunt keeps looking at me!" Evangeline starts laughing when she noticed you were talking about Cal. You're sure Cal heard you but... oh well! He hates you anyways. 

After walking back to your afterschool activity, you eat your ice cream in peace. Stop thinking about Maven, stop thinking about Maven. 

You can see Samson walking to his soccer practice. Good, a way to distract yourself. You follow him from afar, throwing away your ice cream as an excuse. You turn around. FUCKING CUNT. Wren and Maven were standing behind you. Don't look him in the eyes, you'll cry again. 

"Maven wanted to say hi to you," Wren said. Wren you fucking bitch I'm going to kill you I know yoU'RE READING THIS I KNOW YOU'RE FUCKIN--

"Uhm, hi," you say as you look at him. His hair is curlier than normal, he's wearing more black. Is that because you like black? Does he remember that? Is he trying to tease you? You can't remember the conversation after that, you were too busy watching Samson, trying to take your mind off of Maven. Maven probably thinks you're weird but that's okay. You don't care. You... don't care.

The only thing you remember Maven offering a hug to you as he leaves. You hug him... he... smells the same. 

"Goodbye!" You wave with a smile. He hugged you. He offered to hug you, too. Why would he do that? You thought he hated you?

"̵MAYB̕Ę H͏E'͝S ͢TR͝YING̴ TO҉ M̡ES͡S͢ ẀI͟TH ̷YO̸U̸,͠ ̧S̨IǸCE͢.̸..͡ Y͜OƯ ̨KNO͠W͞..̴.͡"̶

That's what Julian says. Maybe he's right... maybe Maven still hates you... For some reason, you hope so.

(Yeah and I cried for like half an hour after that)