Matt turned to look at me. It was snowing rather quickly today and it was cold. The jacket I brought with me was sunken along with the car on that faithful day.

Matt had been staring at me for a while, until he took off his jacket. He gave it to me, making me smile with happiness.

I declined the jacket, only thinking about Matt's well being.

We kept walking, side by side. Our cold, shivering hands were entwined, and our shoulders bumped into each other as we walked.

My head laid on Matt's shoulder as I snuggled up against him. We found a covered area that had prevented the snowflakes from falling, though the coldness was intense.

We had sex to keep warm. That was the only way we could... We had to heat up our bodies. That, until even sex was preventing us from becoming warm, though we still did it as a couple. As a boy and a boy in love with each other a lot...

My legs had wrapped around his waist, and we were facing each other. Our foreheads touched as we went at it, desperately trying to please each other, or at least warm each other up a bit.

We would both say each others names loudly, and Matt would sometimes let me say his real name. We would kiss. We would have sex. We were a real couple. We loved each other.

Sometimes, patrol officers would search the alleys we lived on, and we would have to hide. Matt's hand would cover my mouth, and I would usaully be between his legs...

Those days changed.

The police were searching in the alley again. Matt was out buying cigarettes. I had to hide by myself, which I never did by myself for before. Our hiding spot had been to far away from me to run to.

"Hey! You there! " the male police called me. It was Matsuda, the boy I met when we went to the task force headqauters...

Matsuda walked up to me and shined his light on me.

"Chief Yagami's adopted son? " Matsuda asked. I nodded slightly. "But you're dead... "

"Me and Matt faked our deaths," I mumbled. "Leave us alone.. We're fine..."

"I'm pretty sure the Chief is killing to see you! " Matsuda said cheerfully. I refused. Matsuda frowned.

"I'm staying with Matt, " I muttered.

"Matt can come with," Matsuda's frowned turned into a small smile. I weakly smiled back and nodded.

"O-Okay... "
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Matt angrily glared at me as we sat in the cop car. Matsuda had gave us some food to eat.

The heater of the cop car filled me with tired bliss. I rested my on Matt's shoulder and closed my eyes. "He hasnt got any rest sense the day before yesterday..."

"Well I'm glad he's sleeping now," I heard Matsuda respond.

Matt's POV

Y/n's hand was in mine as he fell asleep. I squeezed it softly, making him shift and sit in a different position. His rosy cheeks rubbed up against my arm, as he moaned softly.

Once he gets home, I'm leaving... I don't care if he loves me or not, I don't want to do him anymore harm.

Y/n's small smile was on his face, like he was thinking of happy thoughts... I brushed his hair from his face and rubbed his head. He was like a dog, loyal and kind...

I remember when I first saw him... Sleeping silently in his bed; the same smile on his face... He would always gripped the covers softly and shift a little once in a while...

The time after his graduation, he actually looked at me... He acknowledged me... He now knew I existed...

And now, we would part our different ways. We would never see each other again... I had rubbed his cheek with my empty hand, staring at him for a while.

His eyes opened slowly. He yawned and wrapped his skinny arms around me. He smiled softly, closing his eyes again.

"Maybe you can live with me in my house? " he had asked. My heart had sunken into my stomach. He had drifted back into sleep by time I looked back at him.

I couldn't do that... He probably knew that would cause problems, especially since Light and I would never get along. His father hated me. And his sister saw me almost murder Light...

There was no way it would work out...

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Y/NS POV
I woke up in a bed. I rubbed my eyes and looked around. My first thought was Matt. He was laying beside me, snoring softly. His face looked peaceful for once.

I looked around and noticed it was my room. I sat up. It was indeed darker than what I expected it to be, and the only light was coming from the living room.

I slowly got up, trying not to wake up Matt. I noticed my shirt and pants were changed. I had a large shirt on that covered a bit of my thighs.

My legs walked over to the door of my room. I peeked out and noticed my father and Matsuda were talking. Light was also there, listening to the things Matsuda had to say.

I felt a tug on my shirt. I looked over and saw Matt. He was frowning, though I didn't mind. I would be his smile, no matter what...

"They are deciding a punishment for me, " he whispered. "No need to listen in... "

"But, Matt," I began. Matt shushed me and pulled me into a soft kiss. His fingers ran through my hair as he softly pushed me against the wall.

My legs trembled as we did this. My eyes wide opened in shock. And right after we kissed...

Matt was gone...