I would always black out after dinner. I wouldn't remember thing after I ate. The strange thing that after every black out, I would wake up feeling used.

I carried myself towards the door and opened it. My eyes wondered to my brothers bedroom door. It was cracked partially, letting me see in.

He was mixing something together. It was a green liquid.

"How can I make the effects stronger?" he had asked him self. He got on his computer something I couldn't see.

I sighed. "Hey brother? " I called. Light flinched and looked around. I saw him close the browser he was using.

"Yeah, y/n?" Light asked, getting out of his chair. I blushed as I noticed his shirt was off.

"Who's gonna cook dinner? " I asked.

"I am. For mother and father as well. Sayu is out with her new boyfriend... So I'm expecting him to cook... "

I nodded and watched Light walk by, patting me on the shoulder. I smiled softly at him, then went into his room. I got into his desk and clicked the mimnamized browser.

"A liquid to make your partner scream? " I whispered to my self quietly. "This item is for people who like to top. Drink this, and your partner will be begging for more. Please notice that this can make you harmful to people around you. Use it only once a day. After this, you may fall asleep or see figures. "

I blushed as I looked at the pictures. I clicked minimize and got out of Light's chair and looked over to the bottle. I used to thumb to clog the bottle and put a dab on my hand. I licked it.

My eyes widened. I had recognized this taste as the dop my brother made for the nachos. He made me eat a bunch of this!? Or maybe he added a little and i-!

"Brother! Foods ready!!! "

"Coming, Light!!! "
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I had blacked out again. I fell for his trick once again because I trusted him. It wouldn't matter... Matt was the only thing that got me waking up in the morning. He would please me and be sweet to me.

Now I was screwing my own brother, even without him drugging me. I needed my heart to be filled in.

"A-Ah~!" I made my brother moan as I pounded into him. The collar around his neck was moving around with my movement.

He gasped and looked up at me with a bit of surprise. "Stop going so fast, " he whines.

I glared at him. "You said I can do anything with your body! That it's my property! So quit your complaining!!!"

Light flinched. "Break me please, " he whined. I smirked and leaned over. Light rammed his lips onto mine, gripping my shirt. "I love you... "

I paused and stared at him. He looked up at me and then began to cry. "I-Im sorry, " he whispered. "You don't want it, I know!!

I sighed. "You made me limp, " I grumbled. Getting off the kitchen floor I zipped up my pants. Looking over, my brother breathed heavily, lying on the dirty floor.

My legs paced quickly into my room. I had slammed the door behind me and went to my phone again, looking at my missed calls. None. I sighed. My finger hit Matt's number, hitting the call button.

It rang twice before someone picked up.

"Y/n, stop calling me, " he mumbled. "Please... "

I sat there, listening to my beloved cry and sob. I sat up in my bed and began to speak.

"M-Matt, " I mumbled. "Please... Don't cry... I love you.... "

Soon, it went to a beep. I paused and paused. I sighed and wiped the tears from my eyes, my voice cracking as I left a message.

"Cute answer machine," I smiled, speaking into the phone. "I thought you actually picked up... Listen, I miss and love you... Why did you have to leave me... I'm suffering and I know you are too, wherever you are... Please... Just come back..."

Before I could finish, the phone was picked up. I paused and heard slight breathing.

"Y/n," Matt had answered. "I'm at your house but I can't get up... The vines are cut.... Please, come down... "

"Alright! " I had smiled, getting out of bed and running downstairs. I had opened the door, seeing Matt, with his cute vest and goggles.

"Matt!" I called his name. He looked over at me and stared, watching me run up to him. I hugged him tightly, him not hugging back. I breathed in his scent. "I've missed you so much...."

"I'm sorry..."