Xian was froze at the vivel he just witnessed...pain of the sharp knife perching his heart.. grilling a hole..was felt.His soal left his body..like thousands of needles were pinched on them.. sucking every drops of his spirituality..his strength..hope..his charm.he wanted to go snatch yibo..his partner from others grip..hurted..yes he was but ..what right does he have to be hurt....yibo was not his!! Xian was just a friend..not even that too....he was just a roommate.. sharing a roof was all they had.. xian wished for more..to be someone special to yibo..but looks like he can't, atleast after what happened just moment ago..

His legs went numb..knees trembling..he would have fallen down,if not supported his body on the table..

" Ziyi." altered yibo parting himself from the hug.Yibo was surprised,same like others.,Lady in pink dress,fair skin..black long hairs..stood there clinging his hand around him..she was beautiful really as model..

" ....baby..I missed you so much did you missed me??" she expressed and asked.

"..."
" Yes..but when did you returned.." yibo
replied still in shock.

"Last night..."

" Then why didn't you told me.." yibo questioned.
" I wanted to give you surprise..and look how shock you are.." she giggled.

Turning towards xian ,whom she just collide..they looked at each other.. xian was supporting his body with table..to maintain his balance..she realized..that he was unfortunately hit him hard..

" Sorry..are you fine...I was just too excited seeing yibo.."she apologized.

Jiang..who was standing beside xian..was frowning in anger.not because she hit xian..but what happened after that.. hearing her voice was making his blood boil.

" Excited..that you can't even see a person standing infront....and ..." Before he could speak anymore xian cutted his sentence..

" I am fine..and you.." xian asked in corcern.

" Fine here..but who are you..I never saw you before..??" She asked..

" I am.wa...."
" He is xian ..my cousin.." yibo finished..the introduction.
Shit! What did he just spelled, without giving it a second thought.. cousin..he could have just said the name,..or his friend.. classmate..any relation.hidding probably the truth..his mate .

Xian broked in pieces..tears appeared in his eyes,but not allowed to fall..not yet..his heart was sobbing..but still plastering a smile on his face..which was hard.. toughest work he ever did..

Jiang was aroused..more frustrated..angered..his hot tempered mind was burning to hell..he was about to interrupt,and revel the truth..but xian held his wrist.. stopping him to interfere.

" Hello..I am xian zhan....." he said , giving a fake smile waveing his ✋

" Hi..I am meng ziyi .. yibo's girlfriend.." she replied friendly

Later, unwilling jiang and yang introduce themselves... jiang had not calmed himself,but decided not to go against his brother...but his attitude towards ziyi was rude.
Ziyi was bit confused when jiang said ,he is xian brother..but not yibo cousin..but cousin brother is cousin.
...who cares..she just wanted yibo .

" So finally...this group got new members." Ziyi commented frowning xue and Hakarian.

" Why you also want to join...."Hakarian asked.

" Sorry..we are already full..no more needed"xue straight forward denied.

".."
" Haha..as if I want to.. dream it.." she laughed.

After talking for some more time ,she dragged yibo with her..to spend free private time with it.leaving others..in gasp.

As soon as they left,Cheng broked his silence..
" What the hell.. xian.. can't even stand for yourself..you can't always support yibo..in his every wrong...why are you so easygoing.." shouted jiang..xian trembled seeing his reaction,but he was in fault..

" please..jiang ,one last time"xian pleased.. asking him let it go..

" You said the same ,..when you decided to hide the marriage .." jiang yelled..

" Please..just this.."

It was correct..the time when xian had asked him not to expose about his and yibo's marriage.. jiang didn't approved,..it was held with the blessings of both families.. nothing was illegal.. although they are too young..for it..but that not the reason to hide..xian had to beg him for joining this white lie..game.

" Fine..but if it happened next time ,I would not spare it.." jiang gave a final warning.

" Done promise.......but were you just concern about me.." xian asked,to make the topic.

" No.."jiang replied..
" Ooo..dino was concern.." xian teased..jiang rolled his eyes.. everyone laughed..

Xue came forward .." don't worry..we are with you.." he ensured xian patting his shoulder..

" Yes.... beside we all know .yibo don't love her.." Hakarian joined.
Xian nodded and returned a smile..

They sat back to talk, discussing who is ziyi..in real.but xian took his farewell.. faking ..that he has work in library.

But he didn't went to library..neither attended any lecture..he straight forward drove back to Wang mansion..think what was going in his life.

Meng ziyi,is the only daughter of a successful business meng zuho.Beautiful but arrogant, being only child of his parents she had spent his childhood like princess..where her need was fullfilled with questions,this makes her bit aggressive,and demanding...yibo and she met in high school and since that day they are together.. firstly as friends ..later girlfriend.. during yibo's marriage she was not there.. because she was in foreign country.. shooting some ads,which she got with the help of his father ..her dream is to became a model.. super model.

Xian was sitting in his room,lost in his thoughts.. when he heard knock on his door, bringing his out of his daze..

Mrs.wang entered.. xian had returned home early,..so she came to see him..

" Xian ,are fine..you came back early.." she asked in corcern.

" Yes...mom..I didn't had any class so decided to come back."

" Okk..you must be tired,take rest" saying so she was about to leave when xian stopped her.. asking her to sit with him...she sat beside him on bed,and xian lied down, putting his head on her lap,which she slowly ruffled.. today xian was missing his parents,his home..

" ...mom ,what should one do if he want something ..which is not his??"xian asked

" why did you ask this..do you need anything.."

" No.. I don't need anything.,just asking out of curiosity.. please tell"

" hmmm..if you want it you must fight for it..there is nothing..you can't get until unless you fought sincerely..there are many things we wish for but,get want only what we are capable of..but one must not stop fighting for it.."

" Even if it is not your..it is greedyness.."

" Yes..it sounds like it.but how will you know whether it is yours or not if you didn't try for it..if you want to know it belongs to you or not just try.. leaving everything on time..time is a great master..it teaches everything,good and bad..clears all doubt s .. giving live experience..
Boat is always safe at the harbor,but it is not made to rest at the coast..it is meant to cut the long waves, struggle through heavy stroms, explore the vast and furious water..reach the end of endless sea..defeat the massive shallow, hungry deathly ocean..then only it's come in existence...
Whenever a sailor starts his sail through the wide ocean, fighting with directions he never knows whether he will reach the other side,his destination..but he never give up..he still tries.." she completed his explanation and looked xian..who was closing his eyes and drifted to sleep.

She the ruffling his hairs, giving him motherly felling ànd protection..when door opened and Nancy entered with tray..

" Madam..I bought...."
" Shhhh.." she was cutted in middle by .mrs.wang who pointed towards sleeping xian..not to make any noise.

Nancy placed the tray with glass of juice,on the table..and sat infront of them.. looking at xian...

" Childish..??" mrs.wang asked but it was more of statement..

" Yes..most beautiful and innocent child.." Nancy replied caressing his cheeks.

Both were just watching xian...as time passes..

" Madam..can I ask you a question.. actually I wanted to ask it from many days.." Nancy asked ..in low tone..almost wishpered,.

" I know what you want to ask..you want to ask why I made yibo to marry xian,.. even if they are not so mature"mrs.wang suggested.

Nancy nodded in yes..

" Actually there marriage was fixed by my in-law, yibo's grandfather on there first birthday.since it was made by father in-law so it was fixed at the age of 18 for marring..later i have decided to make them marry eachother,only when yibo get graduate and start handling his responsibility of both company and family ..but seeing yibo ,how he was getting careless day by day.. enjoying , attending party all night.. roaming like street gangsters.. flirting with girls..I was worried ,that one day he will bring someone and introduce him/her as his wife..or ran away if opposed..so finally I had to drop my idea and go with the original plan...seems like old people really get long view.. intrepeting the future."she paused.

" It was my fault,I did not raised him well.." Nancy apologize..

" No..it was not your fault..I am his mother , I should have look after him..but failed. I gave all burden on you.. yibos responsibility.. managing this house, you did well ..all you can do.... basically it was no one fault..yibo is just boundless creature,..whom we can't stop...but look what we can't do ,our little xian did ....in so less time.i am happy they are going together.. accepting eachother at life partner."

Waiting for some more time,they both left the room,not waking xian ,and making him comfortable to lay down.

As soon as the door was shut close,tear rolled down xian eyes..his heart was heavy, he was in pain.. Injuries ,that were invisible to mere eyes.tired of pretending..that he was fine...he can't..not anymore...he tried to muffle down his tears beneath the pillow.. sobbing loudly.
Why ??? Why do people have so much expectations from him.he is not a super hero,nor any heavenly body..he is just a human..a weak , innocent human..who has flesh in his body..blood flow in his veins..and feel pain.

But something was there that just stuck his mind..the words his mother in-law just said..not to give up,just to fight...and leave else on time.
Love doesn't grow in a day..long wait is needed to built errorless relationship..

After crying for hours..he stood up.. giving himself a chance..doing one last try...

That day yibo returned home late... after having there dinner as usual both went to sleep..on there respective places..yibo on bed and xian on couch.no one talked...that night was too long.

Sleepiness was not merciful on xian.time was so slow..he was busy scrolling his phone screen.

" Can't sleep.." cold voice,made xian to flinch and jump in shock...

" Yibo.." xian enounce..

" Can't sleep..me too " yibo stated.

"Yes"

" Want to go outside..for drive..." Yibo asked.
" Right now..it's to late.." xian doubted.

" Want to go or not.." yibo asked seriously.

" Yes...but what if someone ask ,beside maindoor is also closed."

" aaa..don't fear..no one will se..and about door..they says..''if God close one door..then.." yibo sentence was cutted.

" Then God open other door..* pause* but soory here everdoor is closed..momG close them personally every night...with only one spare key..right"xian completed yibo sentence raising other question.

" No....let me finish.first....they says..if God close one door then he leaves window open.."yibo finished.. getting a scary look from xian.. while controlling his laugh.

" What???.........are ..we going to jump down.." xian screamed.

Xian ran to window..and looked outside.. measuring..calculating the approx height..xian got goosebumps over his body..he turned toward yibo..much confused..

" Yibo are you sure..we are going from here.."

" Yes.." yibo replied seriously.. smiling inside.

" no..no..no..I am not going anywhere.." xian trembled.

" Ha..aa don't make face like you are afraid to die.it just s all height." yibo teased him

" Yes..I am ..I don't want to die..so young .not atleast.. without graduation and also..having kids.....* Pause*any how I won't die so early , I have to do anything.manything...what if we fell and broke our legs..or hand..or our head smashed hitting the ground..what if we die doing martial arts..kunfu late night......" Xian was seeing continuously.. nonstop..panic..

Yibo held him by shoulder, squeezing it..making him to stop..

" Shhhh.. nothing will happen.. believe me..you trust me.."

Xian nodded his head..

" Then let's do this adventure.." yibo declared and held xian hand.. dragging him to the window..

" Wait..wait..first you go..then I will go....catch me..if I fall....

" No...wait ..first I will go..you hold me from above..what if you can't caught me.." xian said and went closer to the window..

He was about to jump..when yibo laughed loudly....sure he was teasing xian..

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