Chap 4: new alpha
Jimin wonders into the hospital, being welcomed to the sound of pained screams, beeping of monitors and hustle of doctors and nurses stalking the halls. He goes to the reception where many nurses were typing up paper work or doctors getting new files. He taps on the counter, gaining the attention of a certain nurse to engrossed in their work to notice him.
"Jimin! My baby." His eyes light up when he looks from his computer, smiling.
"Hi dad." Jimin beams at him, Youngjae gets up, walking around to engulf him in a hug.
Youngjae pulls away smiling, Jimin catches a glimpse of the fading mate mark resting on his neck. Even though it's been years it still lingered, Jimin knew it hurt him but he'd never admit it. Youngjae liked acting strong in front of his kids, didn't want them to see him weak like they always did. He needed to be strong for them, be the father he should've been when they were kids.
"You ready for your little date? Oh these are beautiful flowers." Youngjae notices the flowers bunched in Jimin's hands.
"Yeah aren't they? Got sent them this morning at work." Jimin plays with the petals, still giddy that Jungkook sent them.
Youngjae goes to say something but is interrupted by someone wrapping their arm around him, pulling him close.
"Hey there bud, good to see you." Jackson ruffles his hair, leaning to the side to kiss Youngjae on the cheek.
"Hey Jackson." Jimin smiles at him, he was Youngjae's boyfriend, they'd been dating about two years now.
"I thought you had a patient to see Jack?" Youngjae couldn't hide the big grin on his face, Jackson's presence always had that effect on him.
"Just wanted to see my baby and say good luck to Jimin over here on his little date. Be warned he can be a right handful sometimes, but he's got a kind heart that kid." Jackson pats his shoulder, still clinging to Youngjae's side.
Jimin frowns, remembering he still had that stupid date. He looks to his father, he had agreed to it on the terms that if he didn't like the alpha or it didn't go well he wasn't allowed to pick anymore alphas for him. To which Youngjae agreed, insisting that he'd love him as he's a renowned heart and brain surgeon.
"He doesn't need luck Jack, you'll love him a swear. He's so excited Jiminie, he can't wait." Youngjae claps his hands, his enthusiasm made Jimin feel slightly better about the whole situation.
Jimin just smiles glumly, not sure if he wanted to go on it anymore. Not after being given these sweet flowers by Jungkook, he was beginning to reconsider his opinion about not mating him. Jungkook was the only one he thought about, that could tame his feisty side.
"I'm not making any promises though dad, I might actually have someone already." Jimin looks down fondly at the flowers.
Jackson's pager goes off, signalling to him he needed to go. He quickly kissed Youngjae goodbye not forgetting to rub his face into his neck to scent him as warn others this omega was taken.
"The children await, I'll see you later okay babe. Have fun tonight Jimin." Jackson shuffled away, running back into the sea of people where the many patients awaited him.
"When are you two going to mark each other? It's been two years dad, I really think it's time to move on and Jackson's the one to do it with." Jimin was sick of his father not going all the way, it was time for him to have a life and not let Yugyeom keep owning him even from afar.
Youngjae sighs, he knew his son was right but he just wasn't quite ready. The mark he bared still ached from time to time and it was because he had rushed into his first relationship, allowing Yugyeom to mark him almost instantly without thinking of the consequences. He thought he was in love, thought Yugyeom was one the one-which he clearly wasn't he shortly found out.
Youngjae sat on the bed, back resting softly against the head rest. He was by himself, in his student dorm enjoying the one day off he got from school. He unconsciously rubs his freshly made mark, it still stung and when Yugyeom did it it hurt like hell. Yugyeom was not gentle about it, aggressively dug his fangs into his tender flesh until it bleed.
Youngjae didn't want it at first, saying he wasn't ready but Yugyeom was persistent. Saying if he truly loved him he'd let him mark him, claim him as his.
"Do you not want to be with me Youngjae? I thought you loved me?" Yugyeom pushes his body against him, gripping his chin harshly.
"I do-I do love you. It's just, it's a big step Yuggie. I don't know if I'm ready for it." Youngjae stutters out, tensing as he smells the anger grow in Yugyeom's pheromones.
"But I'm ready Youngjae, I'm ready to claim you isn't that enough? I want every alpha to know you're mine, you're my omega." Yugyeom forces his head to the side, giving him perfect access to his neck.
"Don't you want to be mine?" Yugyeom asked him innocently, opening his mouth to reveal his sharp fangs ready to penetrate his skin.
Youngjae gulps down hard, his dominating, aggressive scent smothering him. It forcing him into submission, his wolf whimpering in obedience.
"Yes-Yes I want to be yours." Youngjae slowly nods his head, this was enough for Yugyeom to plunge his fangs in, permanently marking him as his property.
"Ahh-ah it hurt Yugs." Youngjae whimpers at the pain, though Yugyeom paid him no mind as he was to lost in his alpha instincts to claim what's his.
Yugyeom retracts his fangs once he was satisfied with his mark, it red and oozing with blood. He licks away the blood dripping out, scent a sickly lavender with pride. When it was Youngjae's turn he was a lot gentler, not so brutal with his marking as he cared if he hurt him. Once it was all over, their marking of each other done they had sex, knotting to signify the bond.
Since then Yugyeom hadn't been the same, became over possessive, dominating and paranoid that he was constantly cheating on him though that was never the case. But he loved him so he never complained or tried running away because it wasn't like Yugyeom intentionally hurt him or meant to assert his dominance so strong. He didn't have a choice in the matter if his alpha instincts took over.
Through the years it only grew worse, when he became pregnant with Tae the beatings and forced dominance stopped for awhile as Yugyeom was so elated with the knowledge of being a father he didn't feel the urge to hurt him or push him around like he usually did.
No. No he just wanted to look after him, cherish him with love and admiration like he deserved. And when Tae came along things were good for awhile, but the honeymoon faze didn't last long before Yugyeom was back to his old ways. Beating, dominating, owning him just like he always did. And then like a fallen angel Youngjae became pregnant with Jimin the ritual began again. The kindness, lovingness Yugyeom gave him felt almost to real. He was back to the man he feel in love with, back to the man who took care of him first time round with Tae. Though as expected and to Youngjae's sadness he turned back to being the cold, abuse alpha who'd beat him when he disobeyed or when their children did something wrong. If he couldn't beat them he was next in line.
"I know you're right Jimin but I'm not sure I'm ready, you're father is still fresh in my mind." Youngjae sighs in shame, Jackson had asked him the same thing whenever he saw the fading mark but he just couldn't bring himself to do it. Not when his first time went so horribly.
"Don't call him that, you know I hate it when you call him that. Please just think about it, Jackson deserves your trust dad. I just want you to be happy." Jimin goes to rub his cheek, softly rubbing his calming scent as even though the heavy musk of every other person in the hospital was so overpowering he could still smell the slight fear in his father's scent.
"You're right baby, you're so right. How'd you get so wise huh?" Youngjae grabs his face, bringing him in for a hug.
"I get it from the best dad in the world." Jimin squeezes him back, his father and him have grown close through the years, he could safely say his father was his best friend.
An awkward cough interrupts them, they pull apart to be meet with a rather short man in green scrubs wearing a white lab coat. Youngjae immediately smiles, scent turning delicate and soft while Jimin's recked of confusion.
"Yoongi!" He runs to him, Yoongi opens his arms up freely to take him in.
"Hello nurse Youngjae." Yoongi speaks politely, treating Youngjae like an old friend which he was.
"Jimin this is doctor Min Yoongi, he's the alpha I've been telling you about. He's brilliant, smart, sweet and most importantly very handsome." Youngjae vomits words, Jimin stands there stunned while Yoongi only looks embarrassed.
"It's nice to finally meet you Jimin, I see you got the flowers I sent you." Yoongi smiles kindly at him, looking at the bouquet in his small hands.
Jimin's face drops at that, looking solemnly at the flowers then to Yoongi. They weren't from Jungkook, weren't from the one alpha he wanted them to be from.
"I did." Jimin doesn't smile, just drops the flowers to his side and stares at the floor.
He wanted to scream, fight someone because he was angry. An alpha he didn't even know did something nice for him, though he wasn't to happy about it as the message was rather forward. He wasn't his alpha nor was he sure he ever wanted him to be. But he couldn't decide that until after the date, he promised his father that. Though it didn't mean he wouldn't make this date the worst one this doctor has ever been on.
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Jikook will be back momentarily stay tuned.
Love you my honeybuns
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