Ch. 23 ~ Feelings
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*Edited
*3 weeks later*
(I know there a lot of time skips but I want to finish this book without any lag)
Park Y/N's POV~
(Finally!! Also I got used to writing Jung Y/N and now I have realised that it is Park Y/N now)
I woke up and didn't my morning routine. I went into the kitchen and opened the fridge. I took the item which was needed, put it in my pocket and closed the fridge door. I grinned and went upstairs. I went into Jimin's room. Fortunately, he was sleeping. I just stared at his sleeping face. He looks so cute. Just like a baby.
(I am sorry if I have killed you Mochi_Panda_0317 . It was completely unintentional 😅. Also, he looks so UwU💛)
I tip toed to his washroom and searched for his toothbrush near the basin (that's what I call it). I took the item out of my pocket and looked at it.
*Black food dye. 100% natural*
'What the fuck, Y/N?! You can't do that to him. His teeth! Oh my god! No!'
Shut up idiot! I checked his schedule. He won't be going to office today. Be thankful because I didn't do it on the days when he went to office.
'but still~ Ugh! I am so sorry, Jimin! Please god! Please forgive me for the sin which Y/N is going to commit'
Heh. Whatever! I squeezed the food dye in between the bristles of the toothbrush. I grinned and came out the bathroom. I saw him sleeping and sat on the floor beside the bed. I smiled looking at him.
I have been pranking him everyday from the very next day of marriage but never has he raised his voice against me or scolded me. He just beared me and let me do whatever I want.
Don't be this sweet, Jimin.
'yes yes, she is going to fall in love with you if do so'
No! Never ever! I said even though I know what she said was true.
'I told you! For your information, I can hear you even if you talk within yourself because I am your internal organ'
I sighed softly and caressed his hair which were resting on his forehead. He looked too precious. Too much precious that I wanted to hide him and put him in my pocket.
This is the same man who made me like him. The same man who broke my trust. The same man who broke my heart. The same on who has been bearing my childish acts. How can one be like this? I don't know why but I had this sudden urge to kiss him. And I did it! I kissed him on the forehead.
'd-did you j-just kiss him, Y/N-ah?!'
Why are you so surprised?
'YOU KISSED JIMIN!'
(If Y/N's brain was a human, her reaction would be these😂)
(Her brain always reminded me of Joey lol. I would say Y/N's brain would be like Joey if it was a human 😂 Btw, any FRIENDS fans here? Better we get back into the story. Bye bye!)
Yes! I did! Why do you have problem with it?!
'nothing! hmph'
I ignored my stupid brain and stared at him. I started caressing his face with my fingers.
I wish you did not say those words to me, Jimin-ah. We would have been doing great if it weren't for your words. I know you had your problems. And I not upset with that. I am upset because you have accused me for doing something which I wouldn't do.
Why did you have to say that? Yes, I have loved Kenneth. But I told we were over. I wouldn't have gone back to him even in my wildest dreams. Not even if you would have divorced me.
A tear rolled down my left eye. I looked down and closed my eyes.
It hurts, Jimin. My heart. It just hurts. It hurts because of your words. It hurts because of your sweetness. It hurts because I am hurting you. It hurts because you don't say anything when I hurt you.
I thought at least you would knock some sense into me by scolding me. I thought you would take the initiative to make me fall for you. I thought you would respond to my pranks. I thought you would scold. Do you even know why I am doing these? To gain your attention.
Revenge was not what I have planned. I just wanted to gain your attention by doing something. And I named it as 'revenge'. Call me an attention seeking bitch, I don't care. I just wanted you to look at me. Talk to me.
But you never did. And I am scared now. I am scared to fall in love with you. I am scared to be heart broken again. I scared of you divorcing me.
I don't know what you call these feelings. I feel so happy when I am around you. I feel so secured when I am around you.
I caught hold of his hand and took it into mine. I interviewed both our fingers and looked at it.
I always wanted our hands to look like this. Intervined. Forever. You make me feel things which others don't.
I stared at our hands which were locked and everything went black.
"You can live your whole life without knowing what you really long for is right in front of you"
-David Nicholls
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Oooh! Some untold feelings from Y/N! I hope they realise that they both already love each other.
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