zoe's pov

I walk to my boyfriend's car. The music slightly too loud for my taste.

"Hey girl," Tiffiany greets.

I flash her a smile before hopping in the back of the cherry red mustang. I peck Lucas on his lips before he drives off to the party.

We arrive about ten minutes later. There were kids all over the lawn with red solo cups in at least one of their hands. My nose scrunches in disgust smelling all of the alcohol and drugs I'm inhaling.

Don't get me wrong I love parties. Just not the ones my friends and boyfriend included go to. I rather be home watching Netflix and eating pizza. Doing my last minute homework during the commercial breaks. Not giving into my drug addiction.

I find a seat in the corner of the living room. Putting my face on my chin dazing in and out of consciousness.

"Babe want a drag?" A golden haired boy asks me.

"Why not?" I shrugged putting the blunt between my lips.

I exhale the smoke. Taking a few more drags before I become under the clouds of marijuana. 

"You look hot faded," the blonde chuckles.

I giggle. "And you'd look hotter  under me."

"Why don't we experiment that," Lucas winks.

I roll my eyes. "Just give me another drag."

"I think you've had enough for tonight babe."

"I haven't had enough until everything looks like a rainbow and kind of blurry."

"And what does everything look like now?"

"Boring," I respond.

"Well you can have the rest of the blunt. I have to take care of something. I'll be right back," I see him walk up the stairs.

After a few minutes of him not coming back down I get curious and look for where he could have gone up the stairs.

I see a door cracked, I peek inside seeing an attractive guy's back towards me. I watch as he puts on his white t-shirt. I notice the bed sheets moving and a girl getting out from under the sheets. The guy starts walking towards the door and I try to find a place to hide but fail miserably.

"I see you," he says his voice sounding really familiar.

"No you don't."

"I saw you peeking in and you're hiding under a lamp shade. Just name your price."

I slowly take the lamp shade off my head.

"Zoe?"

"Justin?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"How could you do this to Holly? Did you think I was for-"

He cuts me off by putting his hand over my mouth and pulling me into a room. I lick his hand because they feel warm and sweaty as hell.

"You're gross."

"You're a cheater."

"I have good intentions."

I scoff. "Good intentions in bed."

"Where is this coming from? You're always so quiet."

"That's not the real me if you haven't caught on by now," I say picking at my manicured nails.

"Just tell me how much it will cost you to keep quiet."

"Nothing."

"Why don't I believe you?"

"The question you should be asking is why does Holly believe you every time you leave her with a made up excuse. Because that's something I'd like to know as well."

"Zo. I shouldn't be doing this I know but I can't help it."

"Yes you can. Just keep your fly zipped all the way up and you won't be having this problem," I eye him from the corner of my eye.

"I can't when there's girls like you out there," he says pinning me against the bedroom door with force.

I gasp allowing his tongue to roam inside of mouth. I push him away from me.

"Justin this is wrong. Holly is my friend."

"No one has to know."

"I have a boyfriend. I'm a loyal partner unlike you," I spit.

"I know how to have fun. Unlike you," he replies back.

"I know how to have fun with the person I'm with," I respond.

"Then where is Lucas? Little miss perfect," he questions.

"I don't know," I mumble looking at the floor.

"Sorry, what was that? I couldn't hear you over the sound of me being correct," he states cockily.

I roll my eyes. "What do you want from me?"

"For you to keep your mouth shut."

"I said I would."

"I have a condition."

"Shouldn't I be the one making the conditions since I didn't do anything wrong here."

"Not yet," he smirks.

"Let me make you feel like the only girl in the world tonight," he says his breath lingering over my ear.

I whimper. Feeling a wetness between my legs.

"Okay," I say managing to reply.

Almost immediately he backs us up onto the bed. His body hovering over mine. I kept telling myself this was okay. But I knew that if I wasn't faded I wouldn't be in this predicament.

His lips attach themselves to my neck softly nibbling on my skin. I moan in response.

"Why are all of Holly's friends so hot? And especially that new girl."

I open my eyes. "I thought you were supposed to make me feel like the only girl in the world."

"Right, sorry. I haven't been able to get Nova off my mind lately."

I nudge him in the stomach. He chuckles in response.

"Someone seems a little jealous."

"Someone seems to have an ego way too big for their own good," I remark.

"Whatever. Where were we?"

"I think you were about to take off your clothes," I smirk.

He grins back at me throwing his shirt onto the floor before doing the same to my dress.

I straddle him leaning in to kiss his lips. He grips my waist pulling me closer to his body.

"You're amazing so far. I can see why Lucas has stayed with you for so long."

"Lucas and I have not had sexual intercourse yet. He stayed because not everyone is dumb like you," I snap.

He sniggers. "Calm down baby."

I roll my eyes. "I'm not your baby."

"Then why are you almost naked for me?"

"I just want you to make me feel good. Stop talking," I say tugging his hair earning a grunt from him.

"You're so bipolar."

"You're so hot," I say grinding on-top of him.

"So are you. But I know how to make you hotter."

"How?" I ask.

His fingers hook onto the back of my bra. "This should go," he whispers seductively.

I hear my ringtone go off. "I should get that," I gulp.

"Are you sure baby girl?"

"Yea," I say getting on the floor to retrieve my phone from the pocket of my dress.

My boyfriend's name flashes onto my screen.

"Hey babe," I say nervously.

"Where are you?"

"In the bathroom."

"When you get out, can we leave the party wasn't as fun without you."

I smile. "Okay I'll be down in a few minutes," I reply before hanging up.

"I should get going," I tell Justin.

"Same. Holly would probably like some ice cream."

"Now you think about her," I snigger.

"I always think about her."

"Sure you do."

He rolls his eyes. "We should continue this another time."

"Maybe," I bite my lip.

I quickly slip on my dress and my pair of converse.

"Until next time."

"Until next time," he smirks.

I jog down the stairs making my way to Lucas' mustang.

"Where's Tiffiany?" I ask while getting in the passenger seat.

"She said she had a ride home."

I nod my head. Feeling my butt begin to hurt. I adjust myself seeing I'm sitting on a phone. I unlock it and click on the first contact that pops up.

To Holly:

Nova just kissed Justin.

I didn't realize I sent Nova instead of I. Maybe I will when I'm not so faded.

A/N: I know this chapter sucked but I literally wrote it in a hour while being sick. Laughing bc it sucks so much but anyway I hope you still liked it.

My farewell on every chapter now will be #trueamericano. 

Lexi knows why.

-#trueamericano