Sometimes I wish I was a different person.. that I could everyone happy I can't I'm trying not to cry right now.

One little thing hurts me so much... One little word or a sentence hurting me so much.

It may not seem like but I hate myself. for letting my friends down for letting some of my goods friends leave cause I didn't say a word to them.

I'm not perfect I can't be perfect.
I'm a boyfriend.. I'm little often reasons distracts me from my real big self.

The one everyone at school makes fun of..

I get him upset or mad almost everyday I'm sorry... You know who you are..

I understand if you wanna leave cause I honestly don't wanna be with me 24/7 eithier

I'm annoying I try to be nice to everyone cause I k ow how it feels when someone hurts you it fucking hurts.

No one deserves shit being done to them or said to them..

I feel like your mad at me or upset cause if me not answering or doing things I just I've done anything I don't know what to do.

I'm tired of upsetting you and making you mad.. being a little isn't helping us.. it's helping me. I'll stop if you want.. I just don't wanna lose you I fell like I am almost everyday..