"𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣, 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕝𝕖𝕗𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕚𝕖. 𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕕, 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕦𝕝𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕞𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕘𝕖𝕥."

-𝔼𝕣𝕚𝕟 𝕍𝕒𝕟 𝕍𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕟

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♬  ⁱ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ᵘ, ⁱ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁻ ᵍⁿᵃˢʰ ᶠᵗ ᴼˡⁱᵛⁱᵃ ᴼ'ᵇʳⁱᵃⁿ ♬

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I was doing everything possible to avoid Alex all day. Somehow, I managed to so far. I was actually surprised when I saw him walking through the halls. I was sure he'd skip after our fight this morning. I couldn't understand why he was so upset. I mean, I'm not over here making him feel like shit because he's slept with multiple girls, dozens of times. All of them were before him and I ever became anything, so I really don't see why he's upset. I mean, I understand where the jealousy could stem from it's not like I'm over here happy as fuck thinking about the other girls he's been with but that doesn't mean I'm going to berate him about it.

I sighed, stepping into the cafeteria, making sure to scan the room for Alex. Thankfully, he hadn't shown up yet or maybe he wouldn't at all. I made a beeline for the table, not feeling hungry whatsoever. I was the first at the table and I could only pray that other people showed up first, if in fact Alex chose to come in.

By some damn miracle, God answered my prayers as Miles, Greyson, Nico, Piper and Sutton all slid into seats. I relaxed somewhat with Piper on my left and Miles on my right.

"Hey babes, you not eating?" Piper frowned at me, uncapping her water.

Shrugging, I shook my head. "M'not really hungry."

"You sure? I can go grab you something if you want."

I smiled at Sutton, thankful for his offer. "I'm okay, thank you though."

"You sure, Mase? You really should eat something." Miles offered me a sad smile.

"I'm okay, really. I'll probably be starving by the I get home so I'll eat then."

He nodded and let it go, turning back to his food. Everyone seemed to be absorbed in their own conversations while I sat there, not contributing to any of them whatsoever. All I could think about was what Alex had said to me this morning. I mean, I know seven isn't the smallest number but I wouldn't say it was obscene. Nor had I actually had full on sex with all of them. I was counting other things as well. I still couldn't believe that his number was so low. Either way, did it make me slutty for being with so many people? Especially when the school's player has a number smaller than mine?

I mean, I'll admit that I did go out with my friends quite a bit which would almost always result in drinking and making out with some attractive guy but it's not like I slept with all of them and I mean, even if I had it's not like I was in any sort of relationship. Would he even want to be with me anymore? Did he think I was gross and all used up? Hell, maybe I was.

My stomach nearly fell out my ass as Alex took a seat next to Sutton. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I mean, obviously he always sits with us but I had assumed he'd avoid the table so he didn't have to see me. I averted my eyes immediately. I couldn't look at him because I know as soon as I did, I would cry. God, why the hell did I have to be so damn weak?

Why did I even let him talk to me like that? Fuck my earlier thoughts. I'm not used up and nasty. I've had sex with four guys which is literally one more than him and as for the others, they were merely oral sex or a handjob and I'm not going to sit here and let him make me feel guilty about it or like I did something wrong. I'm sure as shit he's had actual sex far more than I have despite it only happening with three girls.

I felt a slight nudge on my shoulder making me look up. "You okay, Mase?" Piper asked, concern filling her eyes.

Giving her a small smile, I nodded. "I'm good. Just tired is all." I wanted to tell her about what had happened this morning and ask her opinions but I wasn't about to do it in front of everyone.

Alex's snort caused my eyes to snap to him. What the hell was he snorting about? Narrowing my eyes, I spoke up. "Is something wrong, Alex?"

"Nope." Running my tongue over my teeth, I looked to Miles, but just as I opened my mouth to speak, Alex cut me off. "But maybe you wouldn't be so tired if you weren't so busy fucking every guy that shows the least bit on interest in you."

The table grew deathly silent and I could automatically feel Miles tense beside me.

His words felt like a blow to my chest. I knew he was upset and jealous but I didn't think it was something he wouldn't get over by the end of the day. I wanted to cry, really it was my first reaction but I held it back. I was tired of crying. I nodded, my jaw clenching.

Miles spoke up before I was able to, anger lacing his voice. "What the fuck is your problem Alex?"

Before Alex could answer, I spoke up. Apparently, we were going to have this conversation in front of everyone. "You see, after you came in this morning and had mentioned that you'd seen more of me naked more than Alex has, he got jealous which is absurd because obviously, neither one of us are attracted to each other in the way nor will we ever be. Nevertheless, I was dumb and said something about you not being the first guy to see me naked and of course, Mr. Stick up his ass got all the more pissed off and demanded I tell him just how many guys have seen me naked or how many guys I've seen naked which of course turned into how many guys I've been sexual with. So, I told him I'd tell him if he told me his number. Of course, I was surprised when he agreed because to be quite honest, I didn't think he had an actual number. Anyway, so he tells me his which was three, shocking I know but apparently Alex here likes to fuck the same few girls over and over, you know, the ones who know he's not about to commit to them. Anyway, fair is fair so I tell him mine which is seven and shit, he acted like I killed his fucking dog. Apparently, I was supposed to stay pure and sacred for him before even fucking knowing him. Oh let's not forget that he insinuated that the only reason I'm good at giving head is because I've done it hundreds of times. Oh yes and then after he was done being a complete and utter twat, I asked him to leave, nicely may I add, so that I could get dressed for school and he replied with, 'Oh, so every other guy gets to see you fucking naked but I don't.' "

The entire table stayed quiet, I'm assuming as they all tried to process what the hell just happened. I couldn't blame them though. I didn't want to have this conversation in front of everyone nor did I think it was everyone's business, regardless of how good of friends we are. But of course, Alex has to allow his anger to get the best of him and cause a damn scene. Now, I know I could have just ignored him and let him talk all the shit he wanted but I was tired of it. Tired of the fact that whenever he fucked up, I always forgave him and so easily. He barely had to apologize and I was already wrapped in his arms, pretending as if it didn't happen. He didn't get to be a dick to me and just have me forgive him over and over again. My father didn't raise me to weak and I'll be damned if I let him watch while I allow someone who has problems with controlling his anger and mouth, walk all over me.

Who the hell cares if I slept with seven hundred guys. The fact of the matter is that it all happened before Alex and I ever even met or were an item. He had no right to judge me because I sure as hell wasn't sitting her judging him. He claims he loves me but you don't act this way towards the people you love. Sure, you get upset and pissed off with them but that doesn't mean you treat them like shit whenever they say something you don't like.

I will admit that I was proud by the shell shocked look covering Alex's features. I'm sure he hadn't expected me to say what I had. And usually, I wouldn't because bringing something personal in front of everyone wasn't something I liked to do but I was going to sit here and let him speak lies about me.

"Mason."

A passive-aggressive smile formed on my lips as I shook my head while looking at him. "What? You're sorry?" I bit my lip, taking a deep breath. "See Alex, I'm really getting tired of you treating me like shit and then just apologizing like it's going to make everything better. I mean, I suppose I'm slightly to blame for that because you're a dick then you apologize and I forgive you like it's okay for you to treat me like that but really, it's not. You don't get to treat me that way and say mean and hurtful things that you always do. I'm sorry that you don't like the number of sexual partners I've had. I don't like the fact that I've heard your bed banging against my wall while you fuck one of your three girls, the both of you moaning far louder than necessary, over and over but I'm not sitting her holding it against you. Am I? No, because we weren't together then and I can't be upset with what you did before we met. But apparently, you feel differently. I don't know Alex, I can't keep up with your mood swings and behavior and the jealous girls threatening me in the bathroom because they want you and I need to back off. Maybe I should because really, I can't keep up with your mood swings and your hurtful words. I deserve better than that. Maybe when you have a better hold on your emotions we can try again but until then, I think it's best we stay away from each other." I looked away from his wide eyes, glancing around the table as my vision blurred with unshed tears. "I'm sorry you all had to be here for that." And with that I stood up and walked out of the cafeteria, letting the tears fall as soon as my back was to them. 

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authors note, 

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