I woke up with a start again. The same nightmare.

It had been three days since the meet up and nothing really happened. Exept Caspar coming out as gay. To be honest I knew. It was like he was hiding in a glass wardrobe. Although it did take him a couple rounds of truth of dare and a couple of beers, he did confess.

We were ment to meet up with the others again today, they had a little mate they wanted to show us.

" Do we have to go? " I grumble, walking with Caspar to the silver landrover.
" Don't whine. We're going. "
I give in. Once Caspar's small mind is set on something there's nothing you can do to stop him.
" Fuck you. " I mutter.
" If you want to. " He winked, putting on his seat belt.
I scowled and blushed a bright shade of red, putting on my seat belt, avoiding eye contact.
" You're going red. "
" S-so what? You said something embarresing, it's natural. "
He chuckled.
" You're asking for a broken nose. "
" You wouldn't touch me. In that way anyway. "
I went silent, glaring out of the window.
( #sasper )

After what seemed like forever we arrive at the foursome's house. That sounded dodgy.

I still can't believe...Caspar... Fuck.

I need to talk to someone. Other than myself. Who else is better to talk about this than a gay person?

Alright, plan is once I met this little friend of theirs I'll talk to Joe.

We get out and walk to the door. Whilst Caspar knocked I was making sure I wasn't blushing still.

An unfamiliar male answered the door, he looked like he was nineteen. He wore a grey tank top and black shorts. His blonde hair was combed back, revealing a blue glare.
" Who the fuck are you? " I glared at him, towering over him slightly.
" Ah. Sam, Caspar, you met Leo. Come in, the others are in the living room. "
Abbie led us to the living room where like Abbie said Mark, Joe and Alex were sitting, laughing.

I glare at Leo once more before sitting down in between Joe and Caspar, Leo sitting next to him.
I had this weird feeling in my gut.
" Sam, be nice. " Abbie chuckled, handing me and Caspar can of cider.
" Cheers. " We both said together. I had another weird feeling in my stomach.

I lean towards Joe, whispering so only he could hear.
" I need to talk to you. " He nodded and I took a long gulp of Cider.

After a couple minutes of catching up ( I wasn't paying attention ) I stood up, dragging Joe towards the stairs. We both sat on the same step, facing each other. I noticed Joe hasn't been drinking, so I can trust his words, right?
" So, what did you want to talk about? "
" Er... I... uh... Fuck it. I think I like Caspar. No homo. " He chuckled.
Wow, I was nearly in tears.
" So that was why you kept glaring at Leo? "
"... Y-yeah. I uh.. just want a chance to... today he kept saying sexual stuff and I kind of got... No homo though. "
" You need to tell him sometime. If we're being honest I think he likes you too. "

Silence.

" Let's go back. " I mumbled, staring at my hands. We got up and walked back to the others. I was going to need a few drinks for tonight. I was already on my third and a little light headed. And what makes it worst? Leo had a bright idea to go to a club.
" Fuck it, let's go. "