Gun

I woke up with the heaviest eyes i could ever had, my head is aching and im feeling dizzy

" Gun, come down lets eat porridge" P'Liz shouted

" okay P', i'll just take a quick shower" i shouted back

I stood up from my bed and stretched my arms when Off's image appeared on my sight.

Good morning baby he said

It feels like yesterday he is smiling infront of me, i can still vividly remember how he hug and kissed me every morning, how we crawl and hugged each other while lying on his bed

I'm missing him so much

I returned back to my senses when i heard someone shouted outside my window, i walked near it and saw Oab waving at me, i waved back

His wide smile " good morning" he shouted

" Good morning Off" i shouted and covered my mouth instantly

I saw how Oab's smile slowly fade and he slowly dropped his arms. I run down and invited him to come inside the house

" hey! I'm so sorry" i said as i opened the gate

" its fine haha" he said while laughing and scratching his head

" come inside, wait for me ill just take a quick shower" i said

" okay then " he answered

Yesterday he texted me to join him go shopping, at first i was hesitant to accept his invitation but afterwards i accepted it since right now i need to divert my attention, i need to look for something that will help me to remove my thoughts about Off

" P' we will go to Siam square first, do you want me to buy anything?"

" Uhmm.. chocolates maybe" she said and winked

" okay then, will go ahead now" i said as we walked out the door

We rode Oab's car

" hey how are you now?" He suddenly asked

" uhmm. Getting better" i said as i stared at the window

" if you have something that is bothering you,  remember that i am here to help you okay" he answered back

I just nod my head in response

We arrived at Siam Square at 11:30, we went to the ticket booth to buy tickets, since the line is long i excused myself to go to the comfort room

" Oab.. i need to pee, i'll just go to the comfort room okay"

" okay"

I walked straight to the comfort room when i bumped someone.

" oopsss. Sorry " i said and bowed down to show respect

" its fine"

That voice, i immediately raised my head up when i heard his voice, and im not mistaken it was Off's voice, i don't know what to do right now, should i greet him?,should i hug him?

I was about to talk when he walked pass near me, he walked like he doesnt know me at all, he walked like he just bumped a stranger

I grabbed his arms to stop him, but he just slapped my hands in return.

He walked straight, not even giving me a glance

It hurts, i'm hurt, i can feel a hot liquid that is about to fall from my eyes, i hurriedly run inside the comfort room and  washed my face

I stared at the mirror while wiping my face with tissue.

"Is this karma? So karma really works in seconds" i faked my laugh

After i pee i went out and walked back to the cinema when i saw Oab talking with Jeed and..and Off

" hey what took you so long?" Oab shouted while running towards my location

" uhmm, sorry" i said i was shocked when he hold my hands and gripped it tight, i saw how Off smirk, i tried removing my hand but Oab gripped it tighter.

" are you going to watch this movie as well?" Jeed said

" yes" Oab answered

" what a coincidence  then, we are going to watch this as well"  Jeed proudly said as she wrapped her arms on Off's elbow

" let's go inside" Oab said

I was quiet the whole time so does Off, Oab is trying to feed me with popcorn but i dont want to eat

I am sitting next to Off while Jeed is sitting on the other side of Off and Oab is sitting on my right side, right now  Off and I are sitting next to each other

I cant focus on the movie because i know myself that even though its  dark here inside the cinema Off is staring at me, i can feel it and i can see it through the perepheral view of my eyes.

I tried to sit straight and keep my eyes  focused on the screen, i was on that state when i felt Off's hands touches mine, i was startled but i didnt remove my hand on his, i tried to look at him and  he is staring at me, his eyes are locked on mine, i gripped his hands and he gripped mine back, my eyes are  starting to water, is it because of the scene on the movie or it is because of the happiness that is over flowing inside me.

Off didn't forget me, he still my Off, he is still
My husband

" Hey Gun can you hand me the cola" I returned back to my senses when Oab poke my elbow

I immediately stood up that caused them to stare to me

" hey why?" oab said

" ill just go to the comfort room" i said

I can't control this feeling right now,  i walked out from them and  the tears that i am holding earlier crawl down to my cheek non stop

I hid inside the cubicle and locked myself inside

I was sobbing when i heard a knock

" occupied " i said while stuttering

" Gun"

I heard a familiar voice, i immediately stood up and opened the door, his face, this face that i missed for almost a week is here staring st me again, i was about to talk he pushed me inside and  kissed me torridly, i kissed back

This kiss, I missed this kiss, his mouth, his scent and his body, i missed everything about him

But this is wrong, this is all wrong

I immediately pushed him snd tried walking out from the cubicle

" hey" he said as he grabbed my hand

" this is wrong Off... you are here with your soon to be wife.. i dont want to be envolved
On this again, besides i have my boyfriend now please stay away from me" i continuously said and left him inside the cubicle

I run out from the cinema, i can't let my emotions rule me, i need to pretend like i dont love him like i dont missed him this is for my family.

I  recieved several line messages and missed calls from Oab.

" shoot i totally forgot about him"

I sent him a line message telling him to meet me at the  bar near his house

I alrrady ordered 3 beers when he arrived, i am ready to drink my 4th  bottle when Oab pulled it and gulped it continously

" hey what happened to you, why did you leave me there?" He said

" im sorry" is the only words that came out to my mouth

" its fine" he said and wrapped his arms on my shoulder

" so let's get drunk tonight then?" He said and offered a toast

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Teaser :

" help me!!!! Hel...p"  that was the last words that came out to my mouth before i lost my consiousness.

" where is he?!! What happened!!!!!" I shouted while looking for him...

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