Gun

"Baby stop running" I shouted as I followed him running down the long stairs

Arghhh

" St.." I stopped talking when I rolled down from the stairs

" Baby" I heard Off shouted

I tried to stand up but I felt dizzy and lost my balance

" No..No..Fuck..I'm so stupid!" I heard Off shouted as he tried to lift my body up

He carried me like we are getting married and I felt how he slowly shook my body to make sure if I am still okay

" I'm okay" I said while stuttering

" I'm sorry" He said

I didn't hear the lasts words he said because I already lost my consiousness.

Off

Fuck this world, Fuck everyone, I hate it! why! Why! World, why do I need to suffer right now!

I kept on running and not knowing where my foot is leading me, My wife is still following me and stopping me but I don't want too, I want to remove all the pains right now

" St.." I stopped when I heard a loud bang and saw my wife rolling down from the 50 steps stairs, I immediatley run on his side and carried him

" Fuck Off, stupid" I shouted as I slowly shake his body to wake him up

" I'm Okay" He said

" I'm sorry" I said while crying

He slowly closed his eyes, I slowly lift him up and saw blood on the back of his head

"SHIT!" I shouted " This is so frustrating" I added

I hurriedly pull my phone out from my pocket and dialed Krist's number

" Hey mung, we already settled the problem here, you can just focus on your main problem" He said

" Mung, Gun lost his consiousness, he fell from the stairs because of me" I shouted. " Ambulance please" I cried

" what?, Where are you guys right now?"

" Near the hospital, I can't carry him and bring him there, my ankle is weak already I can't stand up anymore" I said

" Okay hang in there, we'll fetch you up" He said and endded the call

" Baby, wake up, I'm sorry, I'm such a jerk and selfish, sorry"

10 minutes later when I saw my friends running towards our direction

" Hey, what happened?" Singto said as he sat and tried carrying Gun's body

" Sorry" I said as I tried to stand up but I fall down again, My knee is numb and I can't feel anything

" Here let me help you, Babe go now bring Gun inside" Krist said

Singto run to the hospital while carrying the unconsious body of my wife

" What happened to you? What happened to Gun?" Krist asked

"  He...He..Fell from up there" I said and pointed the stairs

" Why?"

" He keeps..on..Fo..llowing me.. I'm sorry"

" Okay stop it now, you need to rest, you look so shocked" Krist said

He assisted me until we reached the entrance of the hospital

" Mung, Can you leave me for the meantime, I think I need to be alone" I said as he helped me sit on the chair outside

" Okay mung, Just call me if ever you need anything" Krist said and walked inside the hospital

Am I being selfish?

My mom died because of me and now my wife is in danger because of me again

Do I really need to feel and experience these pains?

The sky is dark just like the feelings i'm experiencing right now

It started to drizzle, I walked near the bench far from the entrance of the hospital, I sat and let the rain flows down to my body, Right now I need to remove all pains disappointments through crying

As the rain pour my tears began to crawl down to my lashes

I'm tired.

I stared at the sky and watched the rain pour down

" Mom are you watching me right now? Can you see how pained I am right now? Should I follow you now? What If I end this sufferings would it benefit me? Give me a sign" I said while sobbing

I stood up and started walking when I piece of plastic sticked on my shoe, I bent down and remove it, I was about to throw it when I saw a quote on it

" Fight, It's just challenges, you can do it"

Is this a sign?

I smiled and continued walking, The quote enlightened me, I guess this is my mother's way to tell me to stay strong

" Off" Krist shouted as he saw me entered the door

" Why you're so wet" He said and handed me his jacket

" How's Gun?" I suddenly asked

" He's inside looking for you" Krist said and started walking, I followed him

He entered the door where Gun is resting, I stayed outside composing myself

" Where's Off?" I heard him asked Krist

" He was following me earlier"  Krist answered

I took a deep breath before entering the door

" Here I am" I said

I saw the bandage wrapped on his head, he suddenly smiled after seeing me

" Hey why are you so wet?" He suddenly asked

" We'll give you space, we'll stay outside first" Singto and Krist said

" Thank you" I mouthed them

After they walked out, I immediately run next to my wife's bed and hugged him tight

" I..I'm sorry..I left you earlier" I said while crying

" Hey, that's fine, Stop crying" He said as he rubbed my back

He slowly lifter his head and stared at my face

" Stop crying " He said and wiped the tears on my eyes " I will never leave you behind, we will figth this together" He said and landed his lips on my lips

" I love you and  always remember that, If the time comes that everyone will leave you behind, Just remember that I am always at your side, that I will never leave your side, I promise" He added

" I love you too, and thank you" I answered and kissed his forehead

He's right, I should be strong I know that he will never leave me behind:

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A/N

Wuhoo it took me almost a month to recover and update this chapter, guys sorry for the slow update..I love you all

P.S i have another story that I wrote " Starlight" When I was blocked on updating this story I had another plot on my mind that i need to release that's why I made that story.. I hope you'll support it as well..

IMPORTANT: Guys don't be confused about the names of the characters.

Singto and Kong
Krist and Arthit

They are the same since on the story they want their friends to call them on thier real name which is Kong and Arthit. Since they are already on the other story " Lies between my tears" they wanted to have an eanderment and they call themeselves as Singto and Krist

Love lots