" hey are you alright mung?" Singto said as he entered my room

" Uhmm sorry, it was so sudden that i called you, i know you are busy sorry!" I said as i bowed down

" hey hey buddy, it's fine we are best friends remember, you don't need to be sorry, you helped me last time so i think it's my turn to pay back those debt " he said as he tapped my back

" thank you"

" so what do you want to know ?" singto suddenly opened the topic, i'm not sure if i'll be telling him what's inside my heart and mind right now.

" err.. it's.. uhhh about our circle of friends, can you tell me more something about you guys" i said as i bowed down, right now i really wanted to know what's between me and Off but i think i might not be able to accept it.

" aww hahah of course, first.. here" then he brought out a photo album from his backpack " i'm always carrying this one, since i discovered that you lost your memories" he added

I took the photo album and i turn the pages one by one

" what's this?" I pointed

" awww this.. haha i remembered that time when you were bullied by krist and his gang, you were running wet outside the school gate, that was our first encounter, we reenact that one before we graduated" he said

" and this?"

" that one, when krist and i fight hard that almost lead us to breaking up, we went on that bar and we always sing our hearts out, that was the first time we had a heart to heart talk, you were my guardian angel and you will always be" he said as he held my shoulders

I know it's hard to remember every single details that we had, but i promise you that i will , we will help you through it" he assured me

" and how about this? Rome and Pick who are they?" I asked, i felt a little bit of happiness when i pointed the picture

" oww that, that was our nickname 6 years ago, they call me Kong, they call Krist as Arthit, we call you Rome and Pick for Off, Pete for Tay and Kao for Newwie" he said as he slowly turned the page.

" here" he pointed a group photo, a photo which you can see how happy we were. Sitting on a bench near a soccer field

" this was our last picture after we graduated.. look how happy we are, it's like we are a family here" he said and genthly wiped the water that about to came out on his lashes

" Are you alright?" I said as i handed him a tissue

" yes..yes.. it's just that i'm missing the old us" he added

We both stopped talking when we saw Krist standing on the door

" BABY..are you okay?" He said as he walked near us.

Baby i will take care of you
A sudden flashback appeared on my mind.
Who's voice was that?

" hey gun? Are you alright?" I returned back to my senses when i felt thst singto is shaking my shoulders

" uhhm yes. Yes"

" i asked if you want to come and join us? Krist is inviting us for a dinner party" he added

" Okay. I think it's better for me to get along with you guys so that my memory will be back the soonest.. but wait i need to call Oab and ask for his permission first" im ready to dial Oab's number when Singto pulled the phone off my hands

" Don't do that... don't trust him" he said in his scary tone of voice

" why?" I asked

"None.. just don't.. we will wait you downstairs okay" he said as he handed me back my phone and walked outside my room

I changed my clothes, i saw a sweater with a mickey mouse design, i suddenly remembered that Oab sent me this few years ago as a birthday gift, i should wear this. I walked down to our living room when i saw my friends waiting for me

" hey that's a nice sweater" Tay shouted as he give me a thumbs up

" isn't it?.. Oab bought me this one a few years ago as a birthday present for me" i said as i walked down the stairs

I saw their smiling face turned into a serious stare to Off which is already facing down

" hey.. what's wrong?" I asked

"None" Off said and walked out from the house

I followed Off walking when we saw Oab walking near us

" where are you going Gun?" He said as he stared at me and Off

" we are going to have fun why? Do you have problem with that?" Singto shouted

" should i join with you?, you don't know this people, what if something will happen to you, no one will take care of you after" he said and held my hands, i felt a bit of irritation

I saw off folded his fist

" what the hell are you talking about?! We knew him for 6 years do you think we are going to let someone hurt him?" krist shouted

" Duh! You already hurt him right? Especially you?" He said and pointed Off

" hey what's happening here?" I stood up infront of Oab

" Thank you for showing your kindness towards me Oab, but i need to get to know this people, i need to know my past" i said " you can go home now" i added

" but..."

I stopped him from talking " it's fine i will call you if something bad happened but i guess i will be safe the entire night i have my friends here and i know Off will not let anyone hurt me" i said and wrapped my arms on Off's elbow, i saw how shocked he was " right you will not let anyone hurt me?" I said

" of course" he said and gived out a smile, that was the first time i saw him smiling.

That smile??? I think i already saw it before.. a sweet and caring smile...

" let's go" Off said and pulled my hands

We walked pass to Oab and rode his car

Off is still smiling while driving

" hey hey mung.. i missed that smile" Newwie teased him

Off slowly bite his lips to prevent him from smiling but even though he does it, i can still see that he cant hold it long. At the end he still smile very wide. I can feel the positive vibes he had

He's very cute.

He is busy driving when his phone rung.

" uhhmm Gun can you check who's calling?" He said

I took his phone and checked who's calling

"Err...wife?" I said and handed him the phone. I felt a little bit of pain inside me, it's like i was pierced with a sharp dagger i felt that my heart. Hurts.

" WIFE??!!!!" my other friends shouted in chorus

" SHIT!!!!" Off said and stopped the car " i'll just answer it okay" he said after parking the car, he starred at me before walking outside

" does Off has a wife?" I asked as i play my fingers

" yes he does" Tay shouted positively

I saw how Newwie pinched and eyed him

" nah, it's fine " i said as i swing my hands sideways

" I'm sorry! I don't meant that way.. his wife is YO..." he stopped talking when we saw Off entered the car and started the engine

The smile on his face is gone, he looked so stressed right now

A defeaning silence attacked us. I can't take the atmosphere when i suddenly speak

" can we play a song?"

" go ahead choose whatever you want" Off said

" i'll connect my phone " i said as i plugged my phone on his speaker

" This song is my favorite, whenever i listen to this i feel so releaved, i don't know why but there is something  inside me giving me hope to know where this song came from" i said as i played THE LOUDEST SILENCE *theme song of TOL*

I saw my friends smiled after i played the song, i guess they also know this song

" hey that song is the theme song of.." Newwie stopped talking when Off eyed him

" that's a wonderful song to hear, where did you heard that?" off asked me

" when i first opened my eyes at the hospital this is the first sound i heard, mom told me that i always play this music, so when i opened my phone i didn't take long to search this song since i only have 5 music saved on my phone" i proudly said

I saw how they nod and smiled, Off glanced at me and released a sweet smile.

Am i getting there?

I think i'm starting to know the truth.

We stopped on a music cafè bar.

I will be safe with this people i know it.

A/N

Ayieeee  kiss miss please 😍😍😘😘😘