" Let's go home" Off said while assisting me to stand up

"okay" i answered back

Right now i need to act normal.

We arrived home at 3pm, he helped me to sit on the chair in my room.

" i need to rest" i said, right now i can feel that he wanted to take good care of me, but then there is something inside me, i feel a bit of guilt, hatred and annoyance, i'm getting annoyed on his movements, is it because i remembered everything that he did to me?, the pain that he caused me to suffer?

" okay, i'll stay at the living room" he said, he is about to walk when i grabbed his hands

" yes, whats the problem ?" He said as he sat next to me
" stay with me please" i begged
" Okay" he answered

I laid down to my bed holding his hands, i don't know why i'm being this stupid,this softhearted,I just want him to stay on my side.

" I will stay on your side" he assured me

I gently moved next to him and kiss his lips, he was shocked but then he responded after

This kiss that i was longing for so long, the kiss that i know someone will take away from me.

I gently pushed him to bed and topped him, i sat on his abdomen and gently remove his clothes

" are you sure about this?" He said in calm voice

" yes" i answered and returned back kissing him

We are on the middle of making out when his phone vibrated

" shit...such a disturbance" he shouted " i'll just answer this call okay" he added and stood up

I nod in response.

After a few minutes he came inside my room rushing.

" hey what's the problem?" I asked him

" mom..my mom is in the hospital now.. i need to go and see her" he said in trembling voice

I don't know what to say right now, this is the first time i see him being scared like this.

" o..okay" i answered back

He didn't take 10 minutes to fix when he hurriedly run, he even forgot to say goodbyes to me.

Should i be upset right now? No.. i should not.. its his mother.. family comes first before anything else.

I stayed laying down on my bed when i heard my phone rung.

I saw mom's name so i immediately answered the call

" Mom? How are you?" I greeted her happily

I heard she cleared her voice before talking

" Uhmm.. ba..by...I" i stopped her

" wait mom are you crying?" I shouted and stood up from my bed

" Baby.. i got fired on my job..they told us earlier that the company needs to remove employees" she said while sobbing

" Okay mom..let's talk about that later, come home first" i said

" im on my way" she said and hunged the phone up

I released a heavy sigh, why do we need to face this problems, i was startled when my phone vibrated again

This time it's P'Liz calling

" Hello P'?"

" Gun i was fired on my job today, the manager told me that they need to hire better employees than me" she blurted out

" what? You as well?" I answered back

" yes, mom called me earlier that she was forced to resign as well, what will happen to us" she said i can feel that shes about to cry based on her voice

" i'm on my way home" she added and ended the call

SHOOOOOT WHAT'S HAPPENING

I was about to walk when my phone rung again

Unregistered number

" hello?"

" is this Mr. Gun Atthaphan" i heard a manly and scary tone of voice

"Ye..yes, whos this?" I asked

" Well i think you already heard the news right?"

What news?

" uhmm sorry what news was that?" I asked him i dont know what he's pointing about

" about your mom and sister" he said

" wait? Whos this?" I shouted

" I'm sorry i forgot to introduce myself, by the way I'm Emman Jumpol Off's father" he said and cleared his voice

Off's father?

" what can i do for you?,and how'd you know about my mom and sister?" I raised my brows

I heard he cleared his throat several times before speaking  " well i own the coffee shop where your sister is working and also i fired your mom on our company as well" he blurted out

"And why the hell are you doing this to us what did we....." i stopped talking when i remembered something

He's father of Off and he can do anyrhing he wanted to do

" hello Mr. Atthaphan are you still listening?"

I returned back to my senses when he talked

" ye...yes"

" here's my deal,bring back my son to me, and i will give everything you wanted"

" what if i  wont do that?" I answered back

" well it's up to you if you wanted to live on street, just a snap of a finger your house, that house where you are staying right now will be a memory on you" he laughed  " i have lots of eyes checking on you, on your movements" he added

I was stunned on my position until he ended the call, shoot what's happening to me, to us.

I didn't notice that i am crying right now, i wish i could bring back the time that i havent remembered anything yet, i know i can fight Off back to his parents, but how am i going to do this now, my family is already involved.

My phone rung and i saw Off's name on the screen i took and aswered it

" hey? Im already at the hospital" he greeted me

I wiped my tears and tried to speak on my usual tone " uhh..how..is your..mom? Is she okay now?" I asked him

" she's fine now, the doctor told me that she was suffering from LBM and lost lots of water,thats why she fainted, how about you are you okay?" He asked

I took a deep nreath and gripped my phone, my eyes are like broken faucet now, i controlled my voice

" AAHH.. me.. yes. I'm okay.. why..a..re you asking?"

" are you crying?" His voice raised up

" no.. why would i" i faked my laugh

" I'll be home later okay" he said

" okay i will wait you" i ended the call and slummped my body on the floor, i continued crying.

It really is hard pretending like you never knew the person you loved the most but it is more hard to accept the fact that you need to let them go because you need to save your family.

I love him, but what can i do? Its hard to fight with his powerful parents, in just a snap of a finger he can ruin my life he can ruin everything, me, my family and us.

Off you know how much i love you right? But this is the best for us, for your soon to be family and for your own family.

I'm sorry i loved you, i'm sorry i wanted you to be mine, i'm sorry i lied to you, i'm sorry i'm so messed up but most of all, i'm sorry that i let you go.

I laid my exhausted body on the floor, letting my body to ansorb the coldness of the floor, the light rays coming from the window and he shadows of the trees that simply symbolizes he pain that im experiencing right now, the black shadow that symbolizes my aura and my atmosphere.

"Lord please help me, help my family and help us. You onow how much i love Off from the past until now". I prayed in silence the water in my eyes are continouosly flowing, my sobs exhoed the whole room, the whole black room.

Where is my strenght? What happened to me?.

What am i going to do!!!!

A/N

Thank you ja 😘😍😘😍