Gun

P'liz keeps on stopping me from drinking, i don't know how many bottles of beer i finished, krist and singto didnt stop me, they watched me drink and cry, i know they wanted to know the truth but i can't tell it, i don't want them to get involved on this

" Gun.. let's go outside" P' Jay said

We both went outside leaving P'Liz and my friends on the living room

" want some" P' Jay said as he offered a cigarette

" P'liz dont want me smoking  P'" i said

" just one stick. It will help you to think well" he said

i took one cigarette and light it up

" want to hear a story?" He suddenly said

" uhhmm.. go ahead" i said

He puff his cigarette before speaking

" before. My parents doesn't like your sister to be my Girlfriend, so we hid our relationship for almost 3 years and a half" he started

I was stunned staring at him

" i know that you were surprised, my father wanted me to marry his best friends daughter, but i didnt follow his orders, you know what i did?" He asked me and faced me

" what P'?" I said

" i run" he said and shrug his shoulders " i knew in the first place that Off loves you, i saw it, your sister saw it on his eyes, see he even left his family for you right" he added and patted my shoulder

" I know P' but what can i do if my enemy is powerful?, he can do anything what he wanted, in just a snap of a finger he can take away my happiness, which is he already did in the first place"

"Uhhmmm" he put his pointing finger and thumb on his chin while thinking

" what if you do something for him, for them, prove yourself that you are not a piece of trash, show them your capabilities" he said

" how to?"

" go find any hole regarding the soon to be wife of Off, you know what i mean right?" He said and winked

" oww yes" i answered happily

We went back inside the living room, P'liz and my friends are happy playing truth or dare

" Hey Gun, come join us " Krist said and pulled me to sit on his side

He spin the bottle infront of us until it stopped on my area.

" truth or dare" Krist said

I want to say truth but i know that they will ask me regarding Off and I's situation right now

" Dare" i said

" Call Off now" he said

" what?"

" baby that's not part of the game" Singto said

" but its a dare baby" Krist uttered " Okay gulp that beer in a second then" krist said and rolled his eyes

Hahahha, i want to bursts out laughing on his reaction

I took the beer and gulped it in a second

I don't know what time we ended the only thing i knew is that my whole world is spining

i crawled up to my bed when i felt something sticking out from my pillow, i immediately stared on it and saw a picture frame of me and Off smiling.

I stared in the picture frame not knowing that im already shedding tears

" I'm sorry Off, i'm really sorry i cant fight you back" i said ang kissed the picture frame

I took my phone from my pocket snd dial Off's number, i miss him, i miss his voice

As i press the call button all i can here is that the line is unreachable, did Off blocked or deleted my number on his cellphone

I laid my tired and frustrated body on my bed.

Off

" stop i bothering me! I don't want anything!" I shouted

Ms. Kemi our maid keeps on insisting me to eat, i don't have appetite, i want to die right now, i want to end my life right now.

" UGHHHHHH" i shouted and throw the bottle of beer thst i was holding

I can't still imagine how Gun fooled me, how he used me and pretended that he cares for me, i stopped from drinking my beer when i heard my mom's voice knocking on the door

Right now i lost everything, but stilli havemy mother, i hurriedly stood up and opened the door for her

" Son? Are you alright?" She said as she walked inside my room

My room is messy, broken bottles sre scattered on the floor  my hands are covered with dry blood

" mom.. my room is messy" i said and teied pulling her outside

" come sit beside me" she said after sitting on the edge of the bed

I followed her and sat on her side

She held my hands " wait for me here" she said and stood up

I remained sitted in the bed when she came inside carrying a medicine kit

" your hand" she said and pulled my hand

She cleaned the wound on my hand

" Do you really love him thst much?" She suddenly speak

I don't know what to answer on her question

" if so.. why did you left him?" She added

" i did not.. he let go of my hands, he broke his promises to me" i said

I felt a light grip from my hand

" Tomorrow Jeed and her family will come visit us for your marriage"she said

I stopped and stared at her

" Mom i can't do that" i said

" but we can't do anything it's your father's choice" she said

I can't marry someone i never felt the word love is, i don't want to be stocked on a situation wherein i cannot help myself to breath

" Mom help me please" i begged

" i would love to, but your father is powerful than me son, in just a snap of a finger he can ruin everything.. you know that right?" She said  " i will go now, please prepare yourself for tomorrow" she added before walking out from the room

Tomorrow will be a nee day for me, a new experience for me, what am i going to do.

Marriage is for two lovers, for couples who feel the love and care from their hearts, not just someone who you dont even know the background is.

I walked near the window and picked the bracelet that Gun gave me earlier.

But how am i going to survive from this shit if i, myself will not help me to stand up, in the  first place Gun is the one who let go of me, who leave me behind

I stared at the bracelet " you chose this one, you decided to play and fool me, i hope you find happiness with your boyfriend" i whispered on the wind

I placed the bracelet on my cabinet " this is the only thing that will remind me of us, that will remind me of Gun.

I crawl back to my bed and laid my body down, tomorrow i will change me, i will change the Old Off that everyone knew, tomorrow i will bring back the old Off Jumpol 6 years ago
(Remember that Off is one of the bully from the story of krist and singto " lies between my tears" where all started " — promote haha

I will wake up the sleeping devil inside me, he slept for too long already, it's time to bring him back to life.

A/N

Devil Off
Angel Gun

Fucking Off's father....!!!!!

P.S: did you guys watched the radio guesting of our love birds? They KISSEEDDDDDD ARRGGHHHHJJ SO SO SO SWEETTTT

I LOVE YOU ALLLL