Eighteen

"W-why would you say that?" Sora whispered and looked up at me. I just hushed her and looked back at her mom.

"I won't take her to the amusement park but could I please borrow Sora for a few minutes? Since this is probably the last time I'll be able to talk to her.." Which was absolutely true and thinking about it made my heart shatter.

Sora's mom's face softened and she nodded. "Okay, Sora knows the address to our house so you can drop her off, alright?" I instantly nodded, feeling myself smile, for real this time.

Her mom soon left and it was only me and Sora. We both moved to a much quieter place and I searched for the right words to say to her.

"I'm very mad at you." She mumbled and looked down at the ground. I glanced at her and sighed. "Sora, try to understand. If you were to throw a fit then I'm sure your mom wouldn't ever let you see me. Besides, she was getting mad and there's only one week left so the chances of your mom letting us go to the amusement park is close to zero, okay?" I tried explaining it to her in the simplest way possible and it seemed like she understood.

"Sora, I want you to promise me something." I took a deep breathe and tell her the words I've been meaning to tell her. "I like you a lot. I'll miss you a lot. And please promise me.. promise me that you'll remember me and when you come to Korea you'll come to the amusement park. I'll still be working there so you'll know where I'll be waiting." I sadly said and looked down, biting my lips to stop myself from bursting into tears. It was really hard for me to say just those words.

"Jungkook." She locked her hands with mine. "I promise you that whenever I'll come to Korea, the first place I'll come to, is the amusement park." She said and smiled at me, her smile seemed very distant and sad.

Turns out her smile was just a cover and soon she burst out crying and hugged me. I couldn't control myself and let a teardrop slide across my cheek. I hugged her back and picked her up in my arms.

I continued to hug her as we both let out our tears, as we both spent the last moments with each other and as we both shared our love for each other.

We both stay at the same position. Sora in my arms, her arms wrapped around my neck as I carried her. I pecked her cheeks and swayed her slowly in my arms. She couldn't stop crying at all.

"J-jungkook, please come to the a-airport to visit me.." She asked me in between her tears. I closed my eyes, taking in her words. I thought about it deeply for a moment and sighed.

"I can't, Sora. I'm really sorry." I said, knowing that it'd hurt her a lot.

"But why?" She unwrapped her hands and looked at my face. I couldn't look at her face, it was filled with tears and her eyes were swollen and red.

If I come to the airport, I'm not sure if I'll be able to let you go at all..

"Sora, it's so hard for me to accept the truth and let go of you now, imagine going to the airport and not being able to leave you. Because I'd know for a fact that the moment I'll let you go, you'll be gone at that instant. But if I let go of you now, I know that you won't be gone. You'd still be there for a while before leaving. And that'd save both of us a heartbreak." I smiled and finally looked at her. She was biting her lips, as tears continuously cascaded down her cheeks.

"Sora, sweetheart." I wiped the tears with the palm of my hand. "Please stop crying like this, it hurts me a lot."

She sniffled and wiped some of my tears as well which made me smile and peck her cheeks once again. She smiled and pecked my cheeks as well.

"I like you, Jungkook. I'll miss you a lot." She muttered as she looked at my face.

"I like you too, Sora. Just remember that I'd always be here for you, waiting. My arms will forever be open for you and if you ever want to look for me, you know where to find me." I smiled and kissed her hand then gave it a light squeeze, knowing what'll happen next.

"No! That tickles!!" She laughed between her tears.

I love you, Sora..

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