Breaking up/ Natasha Romanoff 🕸️🕷️

⚠️tw yelling and death⚠️

Jayne Backer pov.

"No Jayne!" My girlfriend yelled angry at me and raising her hand. My eyes widened and my heart started pounding hurtful.

I started nodding, realising that she really would slap me. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of the expensive wine. Without any care, I took a big sip and feeling my eyes burning, tears started to build up..

"Oh now you're drinking again!! Pathetic, just because we're fighting"Nat yelled even louder this time.

I took another big sip and looked her in the eyes, theres no more love, crave or care. Nothing was left.

"great, now you're not even talking to me" the tears streamed down my cheek.

She walked closer to me, anger in her eyes. Her brows furrowed. She pushed me against the kitchen counter and the bottle fell out of my hand. Shattered on the ground.Red wine spilled all over the wood floor.

"I don't have anything to say Natasha" I whispered.

She raised a brow and let out a chuckle. "oh so it's like always".

My heart arched and I clenched my jaw hurting "Its not like always!". I heard her letting out a rapsy chuckle "Yeah of course" .

I turned around and ignored her for the first time. "YOU FUCKING KNOW ME, OKAY AND YOU GOD DAMN KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I WENT THROUGH!" I shouted suddenly. Natasha went silent, her face falls in "I think we should break up. Were not good for each other" she said coldly. A shiver went down my spine and I already felt the well known lump in my throat.

"W-what?" I stuttered, amlost choking on air. She cant be serious now, just because we're fighting? No no no. We can go through that too.

"I think we should break up" she repeated and I saw tears building up in her eyes.

"no no no, b-baby we can-" she cut me off "No! Don't call me that! I'm breaking up with you! And that's just making it hard for me!" She fell onto her knees and started sobbing " I gave you all I had, you just tossed in the trash like Im not worthy" she cried out and glared at me when I wanted to say something.

"I fuvking gave you everything I had! I loved you! But I can't save us now" a tear slipped out of her eye, dropping down the floor.

"But we can't go like this anymore" she took a deep breath- "it's not as it was"

I nod, walking past her, to the door "I still love you, but if its making you happy, breaking up with me then goodbye Natasha." I spoke loud enough for her to understand me.

I closed the door behind me and get in my car to drive off. I didn't know where to drive so I just drove around, parking at our old spot. The spot where we met, where we had our first kiss and where we had our way.

"I miss you already" I whispered in the darkness.

"But it's too late" "I fucked up, again" my face fall and my shoulders sank into themselves.

"But once we said our goodbyes, let me let you go" my phone rings and I wanted it so bad to be Natasha calling me. But instead it was Tony.

"wassup stank" I tried to sound as normal as possible.

"hey, Nat told us and we told fury y'know. He wants to chat with you" - "now" he spoke nervous.

"Okay, I'll be there in 5" I hung up and walked back to my car and not even 5 minutes later I parked on the S.H.I.E.L.D HQ.

I went in and walked straight to Director Furys office. I knocked and stepped in after he said a loud "come in" .

The room was awful quit.

"listen Agent Backer, I wasnt a fan of your relationship from the beginning, because it would end where we are now" she sounded so different.

I furrowed my brows "and why wanted you to chat with me?"

"I taking you off the team" she spoke. My face went blank "What? Why!?"

"Because it would be weird, I hope you understand that"

I nod and swallowed hard "Yes director Fury".

"You know you can call me nick" he tried to sound funny but I wasnt feeling it. Not anymore.

"no, it would be unprofessional Director Fury, I'll go pack my stuff and be disappeared, I promise." I turned my feelings off and walked out of his office.

I shut his door and drove to the avangers compound. I already saw the modern jets and everything, everything I worked with. But not anymore.

I walked in and get in the elevator "J.A.R.V.I.S please bring me to the 6 floor"

"yes agent backer" the AI answered and brought me to my floor.

Yes Natasha and I had our own apartment but we still had our rooms here. We locked stuff in here. When I opened my door, I already smelled the Odor of blood and fights. I saw my fighting-suit, memorys rushing before my eye.

"Fuck this shit" I shook my head and walked further into my old room. I just packed the most important stuff, the knives I got from Natasha and that's it.

I walked to the living room and heard laughing noises. My heart aches "y'all better without me, I understand" I mumbled and decided to go now, without saying anything. No goodbye, no hi. Nothing.

I drove off and turned on my radio. I listened to Billie eilish.

Anger build up in my veins, I accelerated more and more and didn't saw anything because of my blurry sight, tears build up in my eyes. My thoughts went back to the good memories with the team, Nat and my family, before them all starting to hate me.

"I don't fucking care" I mumbled and swung the steering wheel to the right and crashed right into the side. The car flipped around and landed onto its other side. I felt something sharp pushing in my chest. Blood ushered out of my mouth. My head spinned around my everything went black...

Natasha pov.

Tears streamed down my face when Jayne left, I immediately called Tony and told him. He just told me to come over and get some rest. I hung up and got there.

I wondered what she does, if she's okay. If she's hurt the same as me. But its the better option for us to be friends not lovers.

When I arrived at the compound, I was greeted by the team, without her. I furrowed my brows and didn't waste a thought about it.

"Hey there our favourite widow" Wanda ran into my arms and hugged me tight. Jayne used to do that. Another tear slipped off my eye and I started sobbing again.

They tried to cheer me up and it went semi well but they tried their hardest. I cracked a small smile onto my lips when Wanda told me what she would do when vision would break up with her. She would eat ice cream all day and watching TV.

Not even a bad idea.

"Can might someone bring me ice cream please?" I requested and saw Thor jumped up and ran into the kitchen, not much later he came back with poptarts and snacks and my favourite ice cream.

So we started to watch movies and hours after, I amlost fell asleep like the others. But the News came and the reporter woman brought the news over that a car crash happend. When they showed us the car, I gasped for air and realised that its jaynes car!

"the sanitary couldn't do anything for her, she was brutally stabbed in the chest and was already dead when we arrived. The police said it was suicide" She spoke and I couldn't belive it. No no no, it must be a bad dream. She isn't dead and I'm just dreaming. . .

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