Requested by Yavanna80

Song- Human

Artist- Christina Perri

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I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

When Clint broke up with you, it was hard. It happened so sudden; it made you start questioning yourself. Were you too outspoken? Did you not give him enough attention? Or maybe you smothered him with too much? The truth was, it was none of those things. Clint broke up with you because he wanted to keep you safe and he was convinced breaking up with you was the only way to do that.

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

Every day you'd plaster a smile on your face and tell everyone that you were fine when in reality, you were dying inside. Every night you would cry yourself to sleep.

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

You were convinced that you could do it; convince your broken heart that everything was fine but with each passing day it got harder and harder.

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

You still loved Clint but every time you saw him, it was like a knife was twisting in your chest. I guess the fact that it hurt so much only meant that you truly had something real.

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

That was the problem with being human. You couldn't turn off your feelings. Sure after the first month, you had convinced everyone that you were doing okay but as time passed, it was clear that you weren't.

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

Clint was hurting too. He tried dating someone else to cope with losing you but she just wasn't you. She wasn't like you in any way at all. This wasn't working; this wasn't helping like he thought it would.

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

This break-up was deeply affecting Clint too. Every time he saw you he was wracked with guilt. He saw what this was doing to you and he couldn't take it any more... he had to get you back.

I'm only human

I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

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'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

Clint had hurt you so deeply but you wanted him back. He had a lot to make up for but he'd do anything just to get you back. Clint loved you and he'd do anything to have you back. After many months apart, you were finally back together.