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-You're not bad-

Natasha was obviously having old memories flood back onto her mind. Ever since the fight with Ultron, she hasn't been the same.

Steve, being a great Captain and her boyfriend, decided to go check on her. When he finally found her he talked softly "Hey Nat, you okay? You seem a little...I don't know...off?"

"I'm fine Rogers. Don't worry about me. I'm an assassin remember?" She tried to joke back.

"Nat, I will always worry about you. Even if I know you'll be safe.."He trailed off and recollected himself "You are my girlfriend. It's kinda my job. Ya know? Protective boyfriend? Keep you safe? Any of that ringing a bell?"

She laughed "I know. But, to be fair, we are not like normal couples. I am not weak, I can protect myself, and I don't think fighting aliens and battling Hydra is considered "safe"."

Steve grinned "You have a point...It's just that... You've been different since that Maximoff kid messed with your head."

Natasha's smile faded and she looked down at her bed. "I'm not good Rogers. I'm not an enemy but-"

"But you don't think you're a good person." Steve finished.

She sighed "I'm not a good person."

"Nat, that's not true."

"Yes, it is!" She snapped "Do you realize how many people I've killed?! Do you realize how many I've hurt?! How many parents have died?! The children will grow up without a mother to hold them, without a father to teach them! I did that!"

Steve nodded, he knew she'd continue and it's best not to interrupt her.

"How many kids I've killed...just to make their parents suffer...just because that was my mission. My job." She hesitated for a second before letting out a quiet whisper "...My Life..."

Steve sat next to her "Ready for my tangent now?"

She chuckled and nodded, He always had something to prove her wrong.

"You are not a bad person. The things you've done...they are in the past. Yes, you've killed many people. We all have." He said referring to the team "We have all hurt many people. At least now you don't do that. You're on the good side, Natasha. It's not your mission, it's not your job, and it's not your life anymore. No one thinks any less of you because of your past. We have all had problems. We all care about you and we won't ever use your past against you. I promise."

She looked as if she could burst into tears, it was so unlike her to cry though. Steve wrapped his arms around her and just... Held her. No one has ever done that for her before. No one was ever there for her when she was down.

It was only him...

Only Steve...

Only Hers...

(: The End :)