"Y/N, where are you?"

Loki walked into the library to find you. He had to spend his morning in a meeting with his father and his brother, and now he wanted nothing more than to be with you.

"Y/N, darling, please do not hide."

He was tired and he wanted to see that sweet smile of yours. He heard your giggle and he quickly saw you.

"Hi, Loki."

You greeted him as soon as he saw you. He sighed happily and a smile creeped on his face. The burden on his shoulders lifted up a bit when he met you. You always managed to make him feel calm.

"Hi, love. Oh I've been looking for you everywhere."

He said. You chuckled and watched as he plopped down on the couch. You leaned against the wall, smiling as you looked at him.

"How was your day?"

You asked. He rolled his eyes and groaned. Just by his gestures, you knew he had a bad day.

"I just want to see you. You keep me sane, Y/N."

He chuckled. You shrugged and was going to say something but stopped when you heard someone was coming to the library.

"Loki!"

Thor boomed as he walked into the library. Loki groaned and shook his head, not liking the idea that his brother was there with him.

"What do you want, Thor?"

He hissed. Thor looked around and noticed that Loki was alone there in the library.

"You need to go out sometimes, Loki. You can't just keep sitting here alone. It doesn't help you."

Thor advised. He was getting worried about his brother. Loki stood up and looked at you before looking back at his brother.

"I'm not alone, Thor. And I don't need help."

He warned. Thor shook his head in disagreement. He couldn't stand any of this anymore. His brother really need help.

"I love to be here. Books are my comfort. Y/N is my love---"

"Loki, stop!"

He yelled. Loki was taken aback, but he kept his face straight. He won't let Thor got under his skin. He turned to look at you and you smiled, melting his cold heart.

"She's not here with us, Loki. Face it!"

Thor felt the agony of losing you as well, but he knew Loki was far worse than him. Loki has been talking to you, while you weren't even there.

"Thor, what are you talking about?"

Loki raised his eyebrows. His anger was bubbling inside his chest. How dare his brother said something like that? You were always there with him.

"Y/N is dead. She's gone, Loki."

Thor has been watching Loki for months now. He had enough. He needed to wake him up from his imaginary dreams about you. You were gone and Loki had to accept it.

Loki's eyes grew wide as the words rolled out of his brother's tongue. He shook his head and glanced at you. You weren't smiling at him. Tears welled in your eyes and it made Loki's heart ache.

"Shut your mouth, brother! You have no right to talk about her like that."

Loki was furious. It took a whole lot from him not to punch Thor on the face. Thor sighed heavily and shook his head. He just wanted to save Loki.

"Please, brother. You need to let her go. She's in a better place now."

Thor said, before leaving him. Loki stood there, not knowing what to do now. He looked at you and noticed that you were crying.

"Y/N, my love, why are you crying?"

He was worried about you. You smiled sadly at him and shook your head.

"Thor was right, Loki."

"What?"

You walked towards him and caressed his face with your cold hands. You shut your eyes tightly and let him wrapped his arms around your waist.

"You have to let me go."

Loki felt as if his heart was ripped out of his chest as he heard your request. He shook his head violently and tightened his grip on your waist.

"No, Y/N! I love you, and only you. I don't know what to do without you."

He cried out. You wiped away his tears and kissed his jaw softly and buried your face into his chest.

"Who are we to fight our written fate, Loki?"

You asked whild drawing circles on his back with your finger. Loki felt your tears on his clothes but he didn't want to let you go. He wanted to stay that way forever.

He felt complete with you.

"No, Y/N.."

"I love you, Loki. But we can't keep seeing each other like this anymore."

It was painful, but it was the truth. You looked up at Loki. His eyes were red and puffy.

"I'm not here. I'm in your head and you need to let me go."

You spoke softly. Loki took your hands in his and kissed your knuckles, showing how much you meant to him. Every single thing about you--- he loved all of them.

"I love you, Loki. We will meet soon, but not now."

You smiled. Loki kissed your forehead lovingly and lingered there for awhile. He inhaled your scent and promised himself that he wouldn't forget you.

"Do I have to let you go?"

He asked. You nodded weakly.

"Yes, my love. You have a life to live. Live for me, and I'll always be here---"

You put a hand on his chest and smiled at him.

"In your heart."

You said, before fading away from his sight. Loki didn't want to let you go, but he had to.

"I love you."

Loki woke up in the middle of the night, sitting up in his bed, panting hard as he looked around his room. He was alone and no one was there to comfort him.

"Y/N, where are you?"

He almost whimpered as he remembered you. He put his head in his hands and cried. He won't let his walls crumbles but behinde the closed doors, he was vulnerable.

"How long do I have to live without you?"

He was alone. He waited the day that he could finally be with you again.

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