The look in your eyes was heartbreaking but Thor's heart was already broken. He pulled you into his arms and you cried into his chest, allowing your tears found their way upon your face.

"Please tell me this is not true."

You whispered, tears dried on your face. Thor squeezed your shoulders and looked you in the eyes. The gleam in your eyes was gone, and it was replaced with sorrow.

"Forgive me, Y/N. Loki is gone."

You shook your head in disbelief and dropped on your knees. You put your head in your hands and cried. The pain was too much for you to bear.

"No, no.. This cannot be true."

You mumbled under your breathe, hoping that Loki would come to you and tell that it was all a cruel joke. But it was a reality--- your Loki was gone.

"Hey, I'm Y/N!"

You introduced yourself to the God of Mischief. Loki rolled his eyes and avoided your gaze. But you nudged him and grinned.

"I work with Tony."

You continued, trying to make a conversation with him. Loki frowned and looked at you with questions on his mind. Since he arrived at the tower, no one talked to him except his brother.

"I didn't ask you."

He said smugly. You sighed and put your hands on your waist.

"I know but you're lonely here so I thought you need a friend."

You offered him a sweet smile. Loki couldn't deny that your smile was making something inside of him stirred. But he kept a straight face.

"I don't need a friend, mortal."

He hissed. You shrugged and patted his back softly. He glared at your doing. You dared to touch him?

"Y/N, where are you?"

You heard Tony called out for you. You shouted back at him before looking back at Loki with a wide smile.

"I'll talk to you later, Loki."

You clutched your stomach as tears rolled down your cheek freely. Thor kneeled down and pulled you into his arms but you pushed him away.

Thor almost winced at the sight of you. Tears streamed down your face and there was rage burning in your eyes. Thor has never seen you like that before.

"Y/N.."

"Thanos must die. I can't live knowing that son of a bitch killed my husband and win. I won't let him win."

You gritted your teeth and curled your hands in fists. Thor kissed your head and held you in his arms. He tried to calm you down but your anger was too much.

"You need to kill him, Thor!"

You cried. Thor nodded and swore to himself that he would fix the situation. He wanted to see you smile again. He had lost everything in his life, except you.

"Brother, you smile more often now since you're courting Y/N."

Thor said, earning a groan from Loki. He hated when Thor was trying to talk about his relationship with you.

"I mean, that is very good for you. I know she makes you happy."

Thor put a hand on Loki's shoulder. Loki looked at his brother and a smile found its way on his face. Thor was right, you made him so happy.

"Y/N is special, Thor."

"I know."

Thor hushed you when you started to sob. Tears welled in his eyes. He missed Loki too. But he knew the pain that you were going through was bigger than his.

You put a hand on your stomach and Thor frowned when you did that. He finally got the clue and a tear escaped his eye. He looked at you and you nodded weakly.

"I'm pregnant."

Loki grinned when he managed to make you laugh at one of his remarks. You laughed so hard that you fell on the floor. You were a mess, but somehow he felt loved when he was with you.

You managed to get him felt everything that he had never felt before. He helped you up when you stopped laughing. A smirk was painted on his face.

"You're so funny, Loki."

You commented, a grin was plastered on your face. Loki was looking into your eyes and lost in them. He felt comfort, and he knew that you were the one.

After all he had done, finally he found you. He found his home in your arms.

"What?"

You asked. Loki didn't say anything. He pulled you in for a kiss. You quickly snaked your arms around his neck and he kissed you to show how much he loved you. You didn't need words to know his love for you.

"You're--- You're pregnant?"

Thor stuttered. When you nodded, he sighed deeply. Loki must be so happy to know this news. He pulled you closer to him and let you cried. He knew you needed to let it all go.

"I need him, Thor.."

Thor shut his eyes tightly and nodded. He couldn't do anything to help you. He knew you just needed someone to listen to you.

"I know, Y/N. I'm sorry."

Loki looked at Thor with watery eyes. He knew something was wrong but he won't let it get to him. He had to be strong, for you.

"If anything bad happens to me, can you promise me something, Thor?"

Loki asked. Thor looked at his brother with a frown. He wanted to say that Loki was being weird but he just shut his mouth when he saw tears pooled in Loki's eyes.

"Promise me you'll take care of Y/N."

His voice cracked. Thor nodded and that was enough to make Loki breathed of relief. He knew Thor would take a good care of you when he was gone.

"I'll take a good care of Y/N. I promise."

The Avengers filled the room with smiles and laughter. You were lying on the bed while smiling at Thor who was holding your newborn child.

"He is so adorable."

Natasha commented, a soft smile appeared on her face. You thanked her and chuckled. The Avengers took turn to hold your baby and it almost made you tear up. They were so happy to meet the newborn.

"He has your eyes, Y/N!"

Clint said, making you proud because your son had your eyes. Tony came and smiled at the baby.

"I'm the godfather. No one can say otherwise. Right, Y/N?"

Then Steve glared at Tony.

"What about me?"

Steve asked, followed by the others. Thor was laughing at the scene. He knew he was the godfather. He didn't need to argue about that.

"He looks just like Loki. His hair, his nose.."

Bruce said, wasn't realising that you were in tears. When he noticed that, he quickly apologized.

"No, it's okay, Bruce. I'm fine."

You smiled. But they were still worried about you. They all knew how hard it was for you to face this alone.

"I just.. I just think that Loki would.. He would be so happy to see his son."

You smiled sadly. Thor tried to cheer you up and he suggested another topic to talk about.

"So... What's his name?"

Thor asked. You looked at your son and smiled. He brought a light upon your life. He was really a gift for you.

"His name is.."

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