⭐ Forgive Me | Loki

Requested by @Tk1223

Based on prompts:
8. "Your tears won't change my mind."
12. "There was never an us."

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The shouting match between you and Loki was getting intense. Loki was towering over you but you didn't take a step back. Rage was bubbling in your chest and you thought that you had enough.

"I'm tired of fighting with you."

You hissed. Fights were usual for both of you. Hatred was shown more than love. Rage was present more than adoration. There was no love in the relationship anymore.

"Do you even love me? Do you love us, Loki?"

Your voice cracked, tears started to pool in your eyes. You were exhausted, but you weren't let this fight stop without a solution. You wanted it to be a fresh start or a painful end; both ways were good for you as long as you could live a happy life back again.

"There was never an us."

He spat. He curled his hands in fists and tried to contain his burning anger. If Loki let go of it, it would be bad. Even if he was mad at you, he wouldn't want to hurt you.

"It's always about you, Y/N. I'm no one to you. You always think about yourself."

He said spitefully. You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms against your chest. You were a little bit hurt of his comment, but you knew he was trying to get on your nerve.

"So I'm the selfish one, huh?"

You responded. Your voice was harsh, you weren't going to let him get away with this. His face hardened, you always apologised when a fight became worse but this time you were different.

"You know what? I'm breaking up with you."

A tear rolled down your face as you said that to him. You quickly wiped it away and his eyes widen in shock. He was flabbergasted, but something inside of him said that you weren't going to leave him for real.

"I'm not going to let myself stay in this toxic relationship, Loki."

You took a deep breathe and went to your room to pack your things. You kept your tears at bay and started to pack. Your heart was heavy, but you knew you had to leave.

Loki scoffed and he thought you were joking until he saw you walked out of the room with a suitcase in your hand. His eyes grew wide and his lips quivered in fear.

Fear. He never knew he had one until today. His fear was you leaving him.

"I'm leaving. Thank you for everything, Loki."

Your words were wounding his heart. Loki was dying to say 'Don't leave me' but he was too proud of himself to say it. But after he saw a lone tear rolled down your cheek, your hand grabbed the door handle while the other hand was holding a suitcase--- he knew he loved you too much to let you go.

"Please don't go, Y/N."

His words stopped you. You felt a lump in your throat when his arms wrapped around your waist and his chin was rested on your head.

"Please.. Don't leave me."

He almost whimpered. You felt his body was a little bit shaking against you and no doubt that he was crying.

"Loki.."

You whispered, your hand was gripping the door handle tight to keep yourself from falling. You were crying as well. Loki hugged you from behind tightly, as if he let you go, you would disappear.

"I love you, Y/N. You're the only person that matters to me. You make me feel that I'm worthy of love."

Loki cried. You shook your head and told yourself to be stronger. This wasn't the first time he said that to you, yet another fight would rise and you both would be in a huge mess later.

"You are worthy of love, Loki."

You said, tears falling freely from your now red and puffy eyes. You let go of the door handle, just to take his hands off you.

"But I can't stay. Not anymore."

Loki shook his head in disbelief when you tried to get his hands off you. He knew that he was losing you.

"Love, please---"

"Your tears won't change my mind."

It took a real painful situation for Loki to shed his tears but it won't be affecting your heart. Loki took a sharp breathe when you said that. You were really leaving him.

"Forgive me, Loki."

You said and pressed a soft kiss on his cheek. Then you started to walk out of the house, and walked out of his life. Your heart was screaming for you to stay but your mind knew better.

You did what you were supposed to do a long time ago.

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