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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

i wanted to talk to you some more but idk why i'm so nervous :(

i can't bring myself to prolong the conversation

siguro kasi i can't just pretend we're okay when there's so much more needed to be said between us?

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

but it's okay

i will wait

i realize having this time apart is healthy for us because we can both deal with our thoughts without anybody influencing us

i just wish i'm not missing you this bad, baby :(

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

you know i tried cooking today

pasta and steak lang naman, the usual meal you'd make for me

it's bland af

siguro kasi it's not the food but the person you're with?

or the person i'm not with

sigh

how did i even spend the last months without you if it's this bad for me, huh?

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

my time here in italy's well spent though

my brothers are helping me make the most out of everything

they like to walk and run around and it's so nice seeing them run with the wind like that

no problems, just all love and happiness

i'm so envious of them

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

mom and i are still not okay

on speaking terms but there's just so much hurt that one talk can't just magically fix us all at once

still, i'm happy to be with my brothers

i've also been writing songs

and finishing maestra's piece

i'm picking up my life slowly

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

slowly...

but not completely...

coz i'm yet to find my way home

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e m i l i a🔒 @eafntbll • 1hr

you're that home, kai

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