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SAT | 11:11 PM

Milly:
Kuya?
I'm sorry for asking again but can you please check on Kai?
See if he's okay?

Kuya Evan:
Uy milly.
Ito si kai, kasama ko. Kararating lang. Umiinom kami.
Bakit naman di ka nagpunta sa show? Umasa pa naman...

Milly:
I was there. Just not inside.

Kuya Evan:
Bakit di mo sinabi? Hinintay ka niya.

Milly:
I'm scared.
I didn't have the courage to face him just yet.

Milly:
Why are you drinking again?

Kuya Evan:
Napapadalas nga eh. Siguro kasi wala nang trabaho to. Mas libre na siya magbantay sa wyld.
Tsaka di mo kasi sinipot.
Nasaktan. Natatakot na di ka na talaga babalik.

Milly:
:(

Milly:
I know I don't have any right...
But can you keep me posted?

Milly:
I wanna make sure he'll get home safely.

Kuya Evan:
Balikan mo na kasi. Usap kayo.
Mahal mo pa naman di ba?

Milly:
I want to...
I really really want too...
But is he still fighting with his mom because of me?

Kuya Evan:
Oo eh. Di niya raw mapatawad.
Dahil ba don, milly? Kasi unfair naman yata kay kai na nadadamay siya dahil lang sa mama niya?
Kaya ka naman ipaglaban nito eh. Sana bigyan mo ng chance? Sana wag mo basta-basta iwan.

Milly:
My family's broken, Kuya.
I'm messed up too. I don't know how to be okay right now.
I can't break his family for me.
I can't have him carry this burden with me.
I know Kai.
He will choose me.
And I'm so scared of taking everything away from him as a result of that.
What will he get in return? Just me who can't even make up her mind on what's really important for him.
I'm not what he deserves.
Even now, I'm hurting him.
How can I even hope to have him back?

Kuya Evan:
Parang baliktad kasi milly eh. Parang nung umalis ka, doon mo kinuha lahat paalis sa kanya. Sorry ha. Naiintindihan naman kita pero matagal ko na kasing kaibigan yang si kai. Kahit kay alliana di naghabol nang ganyan yan.
Wag mo naman sana saktan nang ganito kasi baka pwede nyo pa daanin sa usap. Di ito yung tipo na nagkukwento sa kaibigan pero sobrang bigat na siguro kasi naglabas na ng sama ng loob samin eh. Sinisisi niya talaga mama niya sa nangyari. Pati sarili niya kasi di ka niya napigilan.
Sige na oh. Please usap na kayo. Paglaban mo naman si kai. Di naman siya masaya sa pamilya niya eh. Mali ba kung piliin ka niya kung ikaw naman yung totoong nagmamahal nang tama sa kanya?
Mahal na mahal ka ng kaibigan ko. Wag mo naman saktan please. Usap kayo. Bigyan mo naman ng chance maayos kayo.

Milly:
I'm sorry...
I'm so sorry...
I really don't deserve him :(

2:45 AM

Kuya Evan:
Nalasing si kai. Pauwi pa lang kami.
Teka papatawag ako driver. Lasing na ko. Di ko siya mahahatid sa condo nyo. Doon daw gustong umuwi eh.

Milly:
Wait.
I'm at Lilac lang.
I'll take him home.

Kuya Evan:
Mag-uusap na kayo?
Kaso pano?
Lasing na to.

Milly:
I don't know. Bahala na.
Can you wait for me?
I'm on my way.

Kuya Evan:
Ok ok. Pasuyo na lang.