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WED | 10:23 AM

Neve:
Hi, be! Good luck sa gigs today.
Baon mo ha. Wag mo kalimutan kainin. Sana masarap pa mamayang lunch time kahit malamig na.
Yung soup sa thermos, wag mo rin kalimutan.
Ingat kayo ni Ollie.

Milly:
Thanks, Nev.

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Ollie San Martino
WED | 11:34 AM

Ollie San Martino:
Kasama ko si Milly. May livestream kami kasama si Dani. Baka gusto mo manood.

Kai:
Saan?

Ollie San Martino:
Account ni Dani sa Youtube mamaya. 2 pm.

Kai:
Sige. Manonood ako.

Ollie San Martino:
Di ko sasabihin kay Milly. Baka mailang.

Kai:
Never thought we'd end up like this. Naiilang ba siya sakin?

Ollie San Martino:
I don't know, man. All I know is she's been staring at your texts. Lalo na kanina sa kotse. I don't even need to look to see that it's your messages.

Kai:
And?
How did she look?

Ollie San Martino:
Hurting. I'm sorry, man.

Kai:
Ayos lang.
Baka dapat tigilan ko na muna siya.
I'm probably pulling her back when all she wants is to move on.
Hindi ko lang alam pano siya pakakawalan nang di siya tinutulak palayo sakin.

Ollie San Martino:
I'll try to talk to her today. See where her head's at.
It's hard second guessing like this.

Kai:
Don't force it.
Ayoko siyang masaktan lalo.
Just be there for her.

Ollie San Martino:
I feel so sorry for the both of you.
Right person, wrong time.

Kai:
I can wait.

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Ollie San Martino
WED | 3:55 PM

Ollie San Martino:
Nakanood ka ba?

Kai:
Oo.

Ollie San Martino:
Nangayayat no?

Kai:
Di kasi kumakain nang tama.

Ollie San Martino:
Kamusta ka? Now that you've seen her?

Kai:
I don't know how to answer that.
I'm obviously not doing better.

Ollie San Martino:
Thank you, dude, for loving my Mills the way you do.
And really, I'm sorry for the two of you. Naipit lang kayo pareho. It's not right she's pushing the people who love her when it matters but I can't fault her din :/

Kai:
Di naman ako galit sa kanya. Naiintindihan ko. Masakit lang hanap-hanapin siya pero ni hindi ko siya pwedeng puntahan kasi alam kong di ako makakatulong sa pinagdadaanan niya.

Kai:
Ang hirap lang intindihin bakit pati ako binitawan niya. Pero naiintindihan ko. Iintindihin ko.

Ollie San Martino:
I'm so sorry. I wish I know the answer. I don't think even Milly understands herself well.

Kai:
Don't be. I knew it would hurt like this when I decided to love her. Di ko lang akalain na ganito pala kalala.

4:16 PM

Ollie San Martino:
Mills asked for a roadtrip. We're hitting the road.

Kai:
Saan kayo pupunta?

Ollie San Martino:
Tags lang. Do you wanna convoy? I won't tell her.

Kai:
Hindi na. Sa susunod na lang.

Ollie San Martino:
Sure?

Kai:
Yeah. I don't want to intrude on her privacy like that. 

Ollie San Martino:
:/

8:12 PM

Ollie San Martino:

Kai:
Salamat.
Pakiuwi na lang nang maaga.

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WED | 11:11 PM

Kairos:
It's getting harder to wait for 11 just to have an excuse to text you.
I keep wondering if I should continue. If I'm only making it worse for you. If I should stop and leave you be now.
I feel awful knowing that you've made your decision and I'm only forcing myself on you.
It's even more awful seeing everyone stay at your side while I can't. Ako dapat yon.
Tayo dapat yon.
Ang sakit na, Milly.
Ang sakit na kailangan ko pang makibalita sa iba. Ang sakit na sa litrato at video na lang ako nakikibalita sayo makita ka lang.

Kairos:
But I can't let you go just yet.
I'm sorry for not respecting what you want.

Kairos:
Mahal na mahal pa rin kita.

Kairos:
Hindi pa kita kayang isuko.
Ituro mo naman sakin kung pano kasi hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko alam kung pano.
Ipipilit ko pa rin hanggat kaya.
Hanggang sa bumalik ka na.

Kairos:
I'm sorry for loving you this selfishly.