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TUE | 3:34 PM

Tita Cecilia:
https://www.grandnuptials.ph/wedding-churches-philippines/

Milly:
Hi Tita! What's this po?

Tita Cecilia:
Magagandang simbahan sa Pilipinas para sa kasal nyo.

Tita Cecilia:
Pero kung ako ang masusunod, dito kayo sa Spain.
O di kaya sa Greece o sa Italy.

Tita Cecilia:
Maganda sa Santa Maria.
Kami ng tito mo, sa Barcelona kinasal.
Pansin ko di ka sumasagot pag tinatanong kita. May balak ka naman pakasalan ang anak ko, hindi ba?

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TUE | 3:38 PM

Tita Cecilia:
Sumama ka na rin sakin sa doktor ko.
Kailangan mo nang simulan alagaan ang sarili mo kung gusto mong magkaanak kayo.

Tita Cecilia:
Mas maaga mas maganda. Nang maalagaan nyo nang maayos habang bata pa kayo.

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TUE | 3:50 PM

Milly:
Hey boys...
Anybody free to hang?

Ollie:
Me.
Sup?
Where's Kai?

Milly:
Still at work. I don't wanna disturb him.

Ollie:
Oh.
What's the problem, Mills?
Something on your mind?

Milly:
I'm kinda stressed 😩

Spiro:
Anyare dude

Milly:
Nothing.
I'm just... getting pressured.
All these talks ab marriage and kids.
I'm getting stressed out.

Ollie:
Who's pressuring you? Kai?

Milly:
No. Never him.
His mom tho :(
I understand naman but :(

Spiro:
Puta ikaw
Ikakasal
At magiging nanay?
Lokohan ba

Ollie:
Ey, dude. That's not very nice.
Mills can be a good mom too. Have you seen her with kids?

Spiro:
Oo pero relasyon nga sinusuka nyan eh
Kasal pa?

Ollie:
She's dating him now, isn't she? 😕

Spiro:
Haha sabagay
Protective nito puta

Spiro:
Ano na ba lagay
Ayaw mo pa rin ba ng kasal, dude?

Milly:
Why, have you changed your mind ab it na ba?

Spiro:
Gagu bat ako
Di naman ako yung may relasyon ngayon haha

Milly:
Hay. Idk, Spirs.
Pag ba in a rel na, dapat ikasal na rin kagad? Is it a requirement?
What do you guys think? I need a guy's input siguro.

Spiro:
Lol hindi
Kakasakal pag may kontrata
Di basta basta pwede tapusin pag may nangyari

Ollie:
Hmm. I dunno.

Ollie:
I'd want to marry her if I'm in love with her though.
I think that's the respectful way to go about it. And the best way I can show my love and respect to my girl.
Shows I'm serious enough to settle down. It'll secure the family too, legalities and all.
Also, marriage is kinda sacred to me. It's a vow before God. But that's just me, Mills.
What does Kai think about it?

Milly:
Back when I first knew him, he implied the same thing.
That he wants to have a family.

Ollie:
But you don't want one?

Milly:
I want one, Olls.
I want kids. I love kids.

Ollie:
But?

Milly:
I'm terrified of it.
Of the prospect of it.
Spiro is right. If anything wrong goes down...

Ollie:
It'll be harder to get out?

Milly:
No, not that.
If anything wrong goes down, I'm afraid I won't get to pick myself back up again.
Marriage is like the ultimate thing I can do w someone and I'm just... so scared of it.
Marriage didn't save my family from breaking apart :(
I trust Kai but idk if I trust this. Or myself. Or the future.
I can't fight the feeling off.
Plus I don't rly want children if I'm not even sure of me.
How can I love them if I'm like this?

Ollie:
Hey...
It's okay...
You don't need to if you don't want to...
I'm more worried you think so little of yourself. Don't, okay? You're good.

Milly:
I'm such a mess, aren't I? 😩

Ollie:
Not at all. But what's wrong if you are?
I can be a mess too.
You even bail me out of my shit most times.

Spiro:
Pati ako
Tara shat
Kailangan ng maboteng usapan nyan

Milly:
Not in the mood to drink but yeah...
I'm okay. I can deal w it.
I just need to destress, I think.
Everything's been so unfamiliar and uncomfortable lately. I need to get back to something familiar muna so I can get my bearings and think this through.

Milly:
I'm scared to talk ab this w Kai.
Feeling ko if I do, baka bumigay na ko even tho I'm not 100% ready and I know he'll never ask it of me.
And I don't want him to feel like he doesn't deserve the commitment din.
Everytime I reject the notion, I feel bad for him.
I know he understands but I feel so bad.

Milly:
I miss the days when I'm aloof about everything.
It feels like now that I started to allow myself to feel, that I'm feeling everything so strongly again.
Fear included.

Ollie:
And that's not wrong.
That's perfectly normal and perfectly human of you.
Let's go out, okay?
My treat.
May race din ngayon. Let's hang there for a bit to unwind.

Spiro:
G mag-aayos na ko
Tawagin ko na rin yung tropa

Milly:
Thank you, boys. I love you both.

Ollie:
Gotchu, Mills. Let's talk in a bit.