•||Ch19: I Will Not||•

||Mishal POV||

I smiled as I wrapped my arms tightly around a soft and fluffy pillow which had same scent of Zayaan. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the other side of bed and frowned when I didn't see him beside me. I sat up slowly and removed the duvet. I stood up slowly and went to the washroom.

After using washroom, I entered in the closet and saw Zayaan was tying his tie. He looked up at me and walked towards me slowly. He stood in front of me and moved his right hand to my face and creased it softly and gently.

"I will pick you at 6," He told me, softly.

I leaned in his touch and looked in his eyes in confusion.

"I have a surprise for you," He answered my unasked question.

I nodded my head and slowly took a step towards him and wrapped my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around me back and kissed on my head. I put my head on his chest and listened his heartbeat which was like a melody for my ears. I didn't know how long we were standing like this but his phone ruined our moment.

He sighed in frustration and unwrapped his one arm from me and pulled his phone out of his pocket. I pulled myself away and looked up at him who was looking at his phone with narrowed eyes.

"I have to go," He told me and stepped back after kissing me last time on my forehead.

I watched him disappearing out of the closet in disappointment then turned back to change my clothes. I changed into comfortable and loose clothes and went down for breakfast. I entered in the dining hall and greeted amma bi who was sitting on the table and waiting for me.

"Today I told Rauza to cook everything your favorite," She told me, happily with a smile.

I smiled back at her and sat on her left side. Amma bi served me breakfast and filled my plate with everything. She kept ignored me when I stopped her.

"You have to eat everything and I want your plate finish in 15 minutes," She ordered me, strictly.

I nodded my head slowly and tried to finish everything on my plate. The shocking thing was my plate was empty in five minutes and I was more hungry. Amma bi must had felt my hunger because she put more food in my plate.

"Start waking my son at 3 am," Amma bi said with a smile.

I looked at her in confusion and thought why would I have to wake him in the morning.

"Silly girl, start making him run here and there for your late night carvings," Amma bi said with gleaming in her eyes.

"When your dada was alive, I always made him running here and there for my late night carvings. And that time the shops and markets were 5 km away from our house," Amma bi told me and giggled to herself as she recalling all her memories.

I looked at her with a smile and admired her beauty. Her face was glowing, her lips have a warm and soft smile and her eyes held mixed emotions specially a longing look. I quickly left my plate and got up from my seat and went to hug her. She cried silently but quickly wiped her tears.

"Oh my Allah! Here I am crying for him and it must be piercing and killing his soul," Amma bi whispered and smiled brightly at herself.

She grabbed my hand from her shoulder and kissed my palm. I gave her a glass of water and sat back on my seat on her left side.

"He always hated my tears because according to him, my eyes are just for looking at him softly, not for crying," Amma bi told me while putting her glass back on the table.

"He was always ready to kill anyone with his gun whenever I cried," She added and started eating her breakfast in silence.

We both ate breakfast in silence and every second later, I glanced at amma bi who was eating silently. After our breakfast, I and amma bi went outside in the lawn and sat on the comfortable chairs.

"Did he ever confess?" Amma bi broke the silence and asked me.

"Who? And what?" I asked in confusion.

"Did my grandson ever confess his feelings?" Amma bi asked me with a frown on her face.

I pressed my lips together and slouched my shoulders but the last night flashed in my mind and a little smile stretched on my lips. I was the only one who confessed the feelings last night but I saw the fight for feelings in his eyes last night and I knew one day he would confess his love.

"Did he?" Amma bi asked me again and placed her hand on my shoulder.

"He didn't but I believe that he will one day," I whispered, slowly and quietly.

Amma bi didn't response but hummed softly and quietly. While sitting in my silence, my mind drifted to Zayaan and his plan for tonight.

"And what about you?" She asked me, softly.

"I did," I whispered, quietly and felt amma bi placed her hand on my shoulder.

"He will confess soon," She said with an encouraging smile.

I was silently wishing for that to come soon. After sitting outside for five minutes, amma bi made me to go to my room and had rest. I went back to my room and took rest.

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There were 1 hour left till the clock stoke 6. Slowly, I stood up from the bed and went inside the closet. After a healthy lunch, amma bi again made me to take rest and wasn't letting my mind to drift off anywhere else specially towards the last night incident.

I was looking through my clothes when I heard amma bi calling me. I went back to the room and saw her standing in the middle of my room with a bright smile.

"You must be thinking about what to wear?" She asked me with gleaming eyes.

"Yes," I whispered.

She nodded her head and walked inside my closet. I followed her silently and sat on the comfortable sofa inside the closet and watched her looking at my clothes. She pulled out a dress and walked to me. I stood up and she handed me the dress and told me to change in it.

After changing into the dress, I walked out of the closet and looked at amma bi who was grinning. She made me sit on the bed and walked back inside the closet and came back with my beauty box.

"Let me do your makeup," She said and started doing my makeup.

Once she was done, she told me to see myself in the mirror which I gladly did. I was shocked to see myself because I didn't know amma bi could doll someone up too beautiful.

"So...?" She asked me and stood behind me as I stared at myself in the mirror.

"Wow!" was the only word I uttered.

She giggled and grabbed my hand. She pulled me with her gently and I followed her. She took me down to the hall where I saw Zayaan just entered the house from the door. Zayaan stilled when his eyes fell on me and stared at me.

"Isn't she looking beautiful?" Amma bi asked him and pulled him out of his daze.

"Beyond the beautiful," He whispered, quietly but I and amma bi heard it.

I felt my cheeks turned into pink and amma bi beside me giggled at him. She slightly and gently pushed me towards him.

"Have fun!" She said and I heard her footsteps faded away.

I looked at Zayaan who was still looking at me and slowly put his hand forward for me. I put my hand on his and he slowly pulled me towards him and moved my hairs away from my face and tugged them behind my ear.

He placed a kiss on my forehead and took me with him outside the house to his car. We both sat inside the car and enjoyed each others company in complete comfortable silence.

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I looked outside the window and quickly rolled down the window. I closed my eyes and let the fresh air hit my face. I opened my eyes slowly and stared the green mountains in awe. It was like I was going in heaven where everything was so beautiful.

"Where are we?" I asked him.

"To our family house," He replied, simply.

I moved my head in his direction and looked at him in confusion. Family house in mountains!

"These all mountains belong to my family and between these mountains there is a mountain on which a family house is built. This whole area is called Arash-e-Gul," He explained me.

I nodded my head in shock and quickly closed my wide open mouth when I regained my normal self from a shocking self.

I didn't know how long he drove but I was getting tired and feeling exhausted. I leaned my head against the window frame and closed my eyes with a tired sigh.

Suddenly, I felt myself being carried in someone's arms which made me tensed but the warmness and familiar scent relaxed me. I snuggled more into the soft yet hard and warm chest of Zayaan and smiled to myself.

"How long it took us to reach?" I asked him and put my hand on my mouth as a yawn escaped from my mouth.

"5 hours," He said which made me quickly opened my eyes and looked up at him in shock.

My eyes quickly softened as I looked at him and memorized each and every little thing about his face features and slowly moved my hand up to trace his face. I felt him getting relaxed and a smile stretched on his lips as I traced his face features.

"Aren't you hungry?" He asked me and glanced down at me.

My stomach growled loudly and gave him answer which made him smile more. I looked from him at our surroundings and saw him entering in a beautiful wooden house. Whoever constructed this house made sure to make it look stylish yet elegant and airy.

He placed me on the couch and left me with a kiss on my forehead. He disappeared somewhere while I looked around the beautiful hall. Behind the couch was sliding door which led to the lawn and the wall right side the couch was made of glass from where you could see the other beautiful mountains and the clouds which were touching them.

"Mishal," I looked from the wall at Zayaan who sat beside me and put the tray between us.

He took the spoon and fed me with his hand with a smile. While eating from his hand, my heart felt eased.

"Please don't break my trust in you," I whispered staring in his eyes.

"I will not," He whispered back and fed me silently.

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