Part 20
(Ashley's p.o.v)
I went back home and saw Hongbin's shoe on the front door. "Ashley you have to apologise no matter if you're right or wrong. Just leave the rest and drop your pride." I said to myself. I entered the house and saw Hongbin on the couch. I slowly went to him and sat beside him. He opened his eyes and stood up. "Hongbin wait." I said and grabbed his hands. He stopped. "I'm sorry if you feel that I'm lying to you. But I swear I never do anything he pulled me when I was on my way to the toilet. Leo saw it. He was there. Please Hongbin. Please trust me this once." I said. I can't hide my tears no more. It streamed down my cheeks like rain. And at the same time it starts to rain. "You were the one who loved me." I said. He looked at me. "Do not test me. There is no change you know it." He said with his cold eyes staring at me.
"We broke up two years ago. He's nothing to me." I said.
"You can't use the word 'break up' so thoughtlessly. Why are you crying like a child? Christ, my heart hurts more." Hongbin said.
"We can talk this out. Please? I'm not ready to leave you." I said.
"You were born without me. We used to hate each other. We were nothing before. That means you can live without me. Us hating each other is better than us loving each other. I'll leave tomorrow. I hope you're better off without me." Hongbin said and pulled his hand away.
That's some deep meaning over there. He walked up the stairs to our room. "Why do you do this to me when I start to love you?" I whispered. "Why?!" I shouted. It felt like my whole world collapsed. "Us hating each other is better than us loving each other." I said. Ashley Kim. This last time, show him that you really love him. I ran upstairs and pushed open the door. Hongbin was by the closet packing his clothes. I pulled him and placed my lips on his. Let this be our last, so I won't regret anything when you're gone. Let me show you how much I love you now, for the last time. And let this be our last kiss before you leave. I don't want to let go. I tilted my head and take more of him. Tears streaming down my face. He never kissed back. I pulled away and looked down.
(Hongbin's p.o.v)
Ashley entered the room and kissed me. I was shocked. She tilted her head and took more of me. I can feel her hot tears on my cheeks. I never kissed back. She pulled away and looked at the ground. I slowly pulled her Chin up and placed my lips on hers this time. I never want us to end. I started to love you. But us hating each other is better than us loving each other. I pulled her to me more. She answered the kiss. I want us to last, but life did not let us. If this is my last with you, I want to feel more of it. I don't want to regret anything when I leave. I want you to be happy, without me. I will always care for you, even if we're not together and even if we're far, far away from each other. I hope you're happy when I'm gone. I love you. I pulled away and looked at her. I stared at her for some time. Her tears kept falling and she didn't even opened her eyes. I wiped her tears and hugged her. I never want to let go. After she hugged me back, I let go. "Ashley, I want you to be happy after this. Don't look for me. Erase me.... from your life." I said and swallow the lump in my throat. I took my bags and went downstairs.
"Hongbin, please.... no." Ashley said. "As much as I don't want to go, I have to." I answered. "You lied. You promised me you won't leave me through thick or thin. Why are you leaving me now?" She asked. "Because I need time. We need time. You need to live your life without me." I said and went outside. As I stepped outside, Ashley pushed me aside and stood infront of me. I looked down. "You stay. I'll leave. It's me who started all this after all. Bye." She said and leave. I looked up and looked at her shadow slowly faded. I went inside the house and shouted. I wish you're happy Ashley Kim.
(Chungha p.o.v)
I was watching a drama when I heard a knock on the door. I went to look who's outside and saw Ashley. I opened the door and let her enter. "Yah why are you here when it's raining heavily?? Wash up first, I'll let you wear my clothes." I said and brought her to the toilet. After 10 minutes, she went out of the toilet and sat beside me then placed her head on my shoulder. I could feel wetness on my shoulder. I asked her to face me. "What happened?" I asked. She broke into tears. "It's all gone. It's over. He won't love me back anymore..." she said. "He left you?" I asked. "Yes. It's all my fault. If only I would have Not went to the toilet alone, this won't happen." She said. "You love him don't you?" I asked her. "I hate it when I start to fall for someone and they suddenly leave me." She answered. I placed her head on my lap and let her cry until she's asleep. Suddenly I got a call from Hyuk.
"Hello?" "She's with me." "You settle him I'll settle her." I said and ended the call. "Two days more and we'll graduate. Please give me your smile." I said to Ashley who's asleep.
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Hi guys!!! Two chapters!!! Sadly,, this is the last chapter:(
Just kidding Hahah. See you guys in the next chapter!! -Author-nim
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