Yaaay.... Chapter 90 *_* Its a Record 

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Now, the Chapter

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Later that night, Anah couldn't sleep. She kept admiring Reyhan's sleeping figure. More she stared at him she felt something flutter in her heart. She had begun liking Reyhan, more than a friend but always restricted her feelings because of their friendship tag. But now, when he confessed that he sees her also as his wife, Anah has admitted to herself that she sees him more of a husband. She recollected the times he had stood by her especially with the recent fiasco. Anah felt blessed having him as her friend. She remembers how as kids he was the timid one while she had been the wild one. Now, he has matured so much.

Anah couldn't stop herself as she shifted closer to him. She admired his face from close caressing his hair, she smiled and leaned forward. She kissed his forehead and whispered against his forehead, 'Thank you.'

She then slipped out of the bed. Since she wasn't getting any sleep she decided to have some coffee and work. She glanced at sleeping Rey, carefully she checked her diaper and tiptoed out of the room.

Anah made strong coffee, as the aroma hit her nostrils she felt her brain cells wake up. She quickly tied her hair and walked into her study with the coffee mug; the same with a picture of her and Reyhan. She sat on the chair, arranged the trace papers and opened her laptop. She noted there is a mail. Her smile turned into a frown as she saw Ejaz's mail. Just when she had begun to move on he popped up again. She pressed her lips tightly debating if she should read his mail. Her fingers hovered over the mouse and after few seconds of deciding, she clicked on the open option.

Ejaz's mail opened, Anah picked up her coffee and brought it to her lips as she began reading the mail.

Anah,

I know no matter how many times I apologize nothing will change. I have been a total jerk. But trust me, I have been burning in a fire all the while without you. Every time I had wanted to rush to you, hug you and apologize but somewhere my ego stopped me. It overpowered my love for you. Nevertheless, I always loved you, I still do and will always do.

After the encounter in the daycare, I realized things will never be okay between us, like before. And my presence trouble you, so I have decided to go away from your life forever. I am going to London with Pinky, forever. She isn't adjusting here and was insisting to shift for a long time. I kept delaying but now I think there is no point in delaying.

I have never felt for anyone the way I feel for you, Anah. The moments we spent together were magical and I will cherish them forever in my heart.

I know it will be difficult for you but please try and forgive me. And please send me a photo of our baby. I am a very unfortunate father. I just want her photo and I will be content. Please, Anah.

Always be happy in future, and please forgive me.

I love you, Anah and will always love you.

Ejaz

Anah had tears in her eyes as finished reading the mail. She wiped her tears and quickly composed a mail to him.

Ejaz,

I accept your apology Ejaz. But you are late now. I won't be able to forget everything that I have been through. It will take me a very long time and I don't think it will be wise for us to wait till then. Whenever I see you I remember those dark days when I was facing all the harassment. It was too much. I needed you the most then, Ejaz. Only you. But you weren't there for me. And that I can never forget.

You are right, things cannot be same between us again. We are now married and our equations have changed.

Reyhan had been with me all the while when I was being slut-shamed by everyone, without thinking about his future he married me. Now, he has accepted me as his wife, he has a lot of expectations from me. I can't leave him. I can't disappoint him.

Ejaz I want to thank you for Rey, she is a beautiful gift our love gave me. The truth remains that Rey is a part of you and had you not been there with me, she wouldn't have been in my life and I would not have been married to Reyhan. So, for that, thank you.

The time we spend together was blissful and I don't regret a moment of it. Had the whole fiasco not happened yet we wouldn't have been together. There were a lot of complications in our love story. Our love was right but not our time. Perhaps we weren't meant to be, our love was meant to be incomplete.

So, this is it Ejaz. Final Goodbye. Take care of yourself and always be happy in your life. And please Ejaz don't be unfair with Pinky, she is your wife and she deserves your love. Please try and forget me.

And I am sending you Rey's photo.

Anah

Anah searched for best photos of Rey. She attached few photos of her, one when she was just newborn and rest all recent ones. She smiled sadly as she sent the mail. After the mail had gone she leaned back in the chair and sighed covering face with her palms. Her soft cries muffled behind her palms.

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Anah Admiring Reyhan *_* So romantic. She is realizing her feelings for him.

Those mails, guys *sobs* Wasnt it so emotional. 

Humari Adhuri Kahani. It hurts so damn much *heartbreak emoji*

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