Weeks gone by, I haven't seen Touya but I've seen his messages. I never responded though, I didn't know what to say. Didn't want to get in trouble, it's already done enough damage anyways.

I've switched to online classes since I was ashamed to show up in the condition I was in. But to be honest I've lost all hope for school, there's no point in it anymore, I have no goal, no motivation nothing. Whenever my father leaves me on my own, I try to walk, try to stand on my own but it always fails.

He's probably caught on to this, he's noticed the bruises on my knees and legs from all the falling I've done. He doesn't say anything though, in fact he doesn't talk to me at all. He acts as if I am not there anymore, and it's all because of my stupid love for Touya.

His negligence has ruined me, I've never felt so alone. I miss my mother, her comforting words and hugs is all I need right now, but she's not here to give me that. After all, she was taken away from the same bloodline as Touya...I guess that's why my father is upset with my feelings.

It was currently late at night, I laid in bed staring at the message Touya sent me. He always leaves a message through the day, it often looks like this

Good morning Princess, I hope your day goes well, talk to me when you can okay?

Hi princess how are you? Hopefully you're doing good, have you ate? Are you still taking classes?

I love you

Goodnight princess, I hope to see you in my dreams tonight, love you

I sighed putting my phone down as I turned in bed looking at the wheel chair that sat in front of me. I hated it with a burning passion, I hate seeing it, I hate sitting on it, I hate touching it I hate everything about it. But I can't get rid of it, not until the day I die.

An idea popped in my head, but I hesitated not being sure if I should be doing this. But I gave in, and sat in the wheel chair, pushing myself out of the room, and out to the front door. I pushed the wheels until I reached the stairwell of the apartments. My breathing grew heavy as I slowly stood up, trembling as I held onto the cold silver bar.

My heart was beating fast, palms sweating as I lifted my foot up slowly taking the first step down. I stayed still, gripping tightly onto the bar as I brought my second foot down, I did it again with the second stair step. I thought I had done it, thought I finally fixed myself until I reached the third step.

That's when everything came crashing down, literally. I winced in pain as I sprawled out on the ground, my back was in extreme pain, and my legs were bleeding from the cuts I got on my way down.  "Izuku!" My father came running down the stairs to me, putting his arms under my body as he picked me up carrying me back up.

"What were you thinking? You could've had a serious injury" he said as he patched up my cuts. I stayed quiet, holding back my tears of disappointment. I thought I gained back my strength, but it seems like I had my hopes too high. My eyes stared down at his fingers, seeing the ring he still wore even after my mothers death.

I knew the story of my mothers and fathers relationship, it was a forbidden love. They've gotten eloped, and their parents disapproved of their relationship. Still they stuck together, and soon had me, now my father plays the role of his mother, being against my relationship with Touya.

I wish I was still with him, wished we never got divorced. I was just falling in love with him, was starting to like him. But it seems as if though we just seem to not be right for each other, maybe we're just not meeting at the right time..

"Are you okay? Does anything else hurt?" asked my father while looking into my eyes. I stared at his, his black orbs that shined under the moons light while my eyes grew watery. I can feel my tears drop down to my cheeks, as my lips quivered "Izuku? What's wrong?" He asked worried as he wiped my tears away.

I shook my head, repeatedly saying it was nothing but I keep crying. I couldn't stop, my heart hurt, it was getting hard to breathe "Izuku...why won't you tell me?" "I-I can't, you'll get angry" I said in between sobs. "Not this time, I promise. Tell me"  I sniffled wiping my nose with my sleeve as I hiccuped looking at him until I said the name of the man he hates.

"I miss him..."