Touya turned the wheel around trying his best to avoid the bridge but it was no use. The car immediately crashed in, glass shattering as our bodies crashed in the front window.

I slowly started opening my eyes, hearing the sirens echo through my mind as I looked around the scene, is that my blood..? I groaned trying to move my body that hurt, yet it felt numb. "Okay don't move please, We're gonna get you out of here okay?" A woman said as she quickly walked over to me. "What's your name? Can you tell me your name?"
"I...Izuku..."

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My finger twitched feeling the sudden drop of water hit my skin. The sound of a man crying got my attention, my eyes slowly opening up as I looked to my side seeing the man bury his face into his hands as he sobbed, trembling as he cried.

Masculine, black haired, a full sleeve tattoo. I stared looking at each tattoo until I stoped seeing a woman's face, it was my mothers face...

"Dad...?" I mumbled. He lifted his head up fast and looked at me in shock before hugging me tightly, running his hand through my hair as he cried "you're awake! God you're awake...my baby boy..." he pulled away holding my face in his hands as he smiled.

"I'm glad you're okay, I thought I lost you" he said "what do you mean? Wait..." "you've been sleeping for months Izuku, That accident put you in a coma. I thought you'd never wake up" He wiped his tears away , smiling weakly as I looked at him surprised. "Really....for how long?" "4 months..."

My father hugged me until the doctor walked in, he talked to me telling me about what's happened and how my body was reacting. I put my arm over my fathers shoulder, slowly getting out of the hospital bed trying my best to stand on my own.

But it was too hard, my legs were in pain and so was my lower back. It hurt badly, my legs were shaking as I cried out immediately collapsing back in bed. "Izuku!" "S-sorry, I can't do it...my legs are weak" I said in disappointment.

The doctor looked at me, rubbing his chin until he called in a nurse. I gave it another go, trying to stand and walk but it was far too painful. I sighed looking down as my father comforted me "don't worry Izuku, you'll recover soon and be able to walk again" "yeah but...how long would it take? I don't want to be in a wheel chair for ever..."

His face sadden looking away from me in shame "I promise Izuku, you'll be able to walk again, for now you'll just have to start over" I smiled wrapping my arms around him as he pulled me in for a hug. I spent about two days in the hospital trying my best to get back at walking and learning how to use the wheel chair they provided for me.

My father decided it would be best for me to stay with him until I've fully recovered before I go back to school. But at this point school seemed useless, I've missed 4 months and I probably won't be able to graduate missing that much of school...I sighed grabbing my pen and continued to write into my journal until the door opened, my father walked in with a serious look in his face as he sat down "can we talk?" He asked. I nodded in response and pushed myself closer to him

"...when I got the call about the incident I was informed on the people that were in the scene, Compress...Overhaul...and Dabi, can you tell me why were you with him that day?" "I had forbidden you to ever come in contact with him ever again, yet you were in that car with him...do you want to tell me anything?"

We stared at one another in silence, biting my tongue as I fidgeted with my finger until I opened up "I...I know you said I wasn't allowed to speak to him, but I couldn't help myself...I'm sorry dad.." He reached over to my hand, taking it in his as he stared into my eyes "You're all I have left, I almost lost you...it's not safe to be out with Touya Izuku. And I'm not saying this because he's a rival but because he has rivals of his own, rivals that chase after him"

"But I...I love him" he looked at me surprised before looking down, letting go of my hands as he got up walking away from me. "Dad?" "How...? How can it be that you've fallen in love?" "Have you been seeing him this whole time?" I looked at my dad with shame in my eyes as he shook his head "I'm sorry dad..." I mumbled

"I can not allow this to happen..." "no dad please-" "You are no longer to come in any contact with that boy Izuku, it's for the best" "believe me if it weren't for the lifestyle we had...then I wouldn't be doing this"

I watched the door close behind him as he walked away, feeling my eyes get watery as I looked down to my lap before shifting my eyes over to the  picture of me and Shinsou on graduation day that sat on my nightstand. I really miss him...and my father was right, and I hate that he's right...with the lifestyle we hold upon ourselves.

It is almost impossible for Touya and I to be together, we can never go a day without having anyone getting hurt, or losing someone that was a part of our lives. Shinsou would've still been here if it weren't for compress, sometimes I wished we never went out that day, or even wish that he hadn't got hit, after all it should've been me...it was aimed at me...planned for me..