Part 12:

"you bunked my lectures.. I will bunk our marriage..." he smiled and left. And my world crashed down.

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I rushed to our room crying my heart out. My fate was laughing at me. Me, Hiya who was never sad all her life, led her life on her conditions, always pampered by her parents today has lost everything..!!! yes..!! I had accepted him and I was ready to fall for him. But he left me. He hurt me. I was broken..!!! I never loved anyone in my life other than my parents and my friends... I never faced a 'heart-break'..!!! I had always made fun of my classmates who faced break-up naming them emotional fools... and today I was paying for my laughter, as If Mayukh had revenged me for them...!!! why Mayukh why???? Where was my fault??? What did I do..!!!! I don't know when I slept wailing... My slumber broke hearing mamoni's voice.

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"Our Barbie doll is too much in love in love with her husband" teased thamma at the lunch table.. yes indeed...!!! for her grandson I was indeed a doll, whom he played with as and when.. I still was in daze why did he do this to me..!!! just cause I bunked his lectures??? Why??? Was not he responsible for this??? And....wait..!!! he has been nurturing this hatred for me for bloody 3 years..!!!! a few tears made their way again... I excused myself from the dining room and retired to my room, when my phone sang his name.

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"hello"... my voice shook... he chuckled.. "I reached Bangalore safely my darling wife"... "Mayu..."... "ahaan... my baby wife... I am sure you are not happy that I landed safely??? You must have prayed to crash my flight..." he tried being sarcastic, I could sense he was veiling something, but right now I was too upset to utter anything...!!!! "why are you quiet Mrs. Roy???" he chuckled again.... "why did you do this to me...??? what did you mean by bunking our marriage..!!!" my voice choked... but my husband... "HIYU... YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY NA...!!! NO MATTER OF YOUR 'I AM SINGLE' STATUS... ITS FUN ROMANCING YOUR COLLEGE EX RIGHT..!!!! AND NOW THAT YOU ARE MARRIED, AND YOUR HUSBAND AWAY, YOU CAN CONTINUE YOUR ROMANCING WITH HIM, AFTER ALL HE IS YOUR COLLEAGUE NOW.!!! THAT'S WHY YOU WERE RELUCTANT TO MARRY ME NA????" he spit all his venom in a go...!!!! what????? What the hell..!!!! what non-sense is he speaking.. and where did this Rangon come in-between us..!!!

"Mayukh.. what the shit you are talking about??? How can you taint your own wife's character????" I cried... "Kano kharap lagchhe kotha gulo shunte...?? (WHY FEELING BAD TO HERE THESE WORDS).. jedin amaye bleeding obosthaye chhere gechile sedin kharap lageny??? (THAT DAY WHEN YOU LEFT ME BLEEDING, DIDN'T YOU FEEL BAD THAT DAY)... my ears burned..!!! I lost my thinking power..!! what the hell is he talking about!! Wasn't his words enough to shoo me away that day!!! I pleaded... "Mayukh.. do me a favour... KILL ME..!!!" I hung up.. my vision got blurred....