79 | 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞


As I kept admiring his posture I was interrupted by Wanda, she sat down near me with a glass in hand and a shot with a slice of lemon over it.

"So... You keep looking at him as if you had a crush on him or something " she elbowed be playful "and not as if he was your husband you know?"

"Keeping the romance alive I guess" I said taking a sip of my wine

"That's good!"

"What about Annie and Gabe?" I questioned looking over at the couple, who wasn't in fact a couple

"I guess Gabe will never gather the courage to tell her and Annie will never realize her feelings, it's been 20 years and they are still the same" she commented in a sad tone looking at our friends "it's like they keep playing with each other but it will never reach an end or... A winner"

Playing a game? That made think of something

"Hey can I ask you something?" I questioned

"Sure" she smiled all of her attention on me

"I have this friend. She knows a guy, and he keeps on doing things for her-"

"Things?" she asked not really catching up what I meant

"Yeah. Like gestures, kind gestures for her whoever he doesn't like to take credit for them. And she keeps asking me what it might mean... If his gestures have any double meaning behind them. However he is very cold to her, he is very irritating and is always messing with her. What do you think it means?"

"Hm- I guess if it's like, meaningful gestures for her, that she understands that are only for her and not an usual kind gesture like he does to everyone, if he makes sure it's specially for her then I guess it might be his way of exposing his feelings for her, he might like her. But- in other hand, if he is a mean person he can only be playing around with her, making these pretty features so she will fall in love with him and then he just bails off and let's a broken heart" she commented making me nod "He can be just playing games with her"

Playing games with her? Uh- that does sound like him

"But that would taking a look at thing in a very negative way. Maybe he does really has feelings for her but he is having a hard time telling her-" she kept talking and talking but I wasn't listening, I just kept thinking what did this all meant.

If I'm being rational and take a good look at all of this, then I can presume that Blaze is not the type of being the good guy he's not the good guy he never was so what is he up to?

I can't just let this pass away I mean I have left a lot of things that you did pass by me and now I am taking a good look at everything that he has done to this point, and I cannot take a good conclusion of everything I can't just let this pass away I mean I have left a lot of things that you did pass by me and now I am taking a good look at everything that he has done to this point, and I cannot take a good conclusion of everything-

Hm although everything that Vanda said about playing games might be quite true. I mean it fits perfectly into his profile. He's always up to a good game and he hates to lose what the hell is he trying to do now with me with all of this surprises and cooking for me and talking to me and getting close to my family I do not like this I don't like this at all because this is making me feel things that I don't want to feel. I don't want to be this person. I don't want to look at him and go head over hills I don't because I know that whatever I think that is going on in my heart is a lie. This is surely something behind it because that's what he is like.

I can't let this happen again I won't let myself do it. I can't just simply look at him and allowed myself and my heart to burst out,  I can't lose it over this guy, I won't let that happen.

I can't simply forget everything that he has made. I can't make him simply pass a new razor over this. What is it trying to do erase everything that he has done making me like him? What game is he playing?

If he is in fact, which I'm sure he is, playing a game with me, then I need to make sure to tell him that I am in. I won't lose this.

I need to be strong, I need to face him and make him stop this. If he doesn't stop this, I will make him regret everything Face him and make him stop this. If he doesn't stop this, I will make him regret everything.

For some reason, I feel like I am short of playing the bad guy role but I am not I'm trying to survive. I'm trying to protect myself. I am strong but I'm not that strong any can't keep on doing this kind of gestures that for some reason he doesn't want to take any profit of them.

What I mean by all this is that I can't let myself fall for him.

And for some unknowing reason He's trying too hard to please me, to be with me, to take my side, to cook for me, to go shopping with me, take care of me, take care of my family, to gather everyone that I love in my birthday something that I always wished for and I had never been able to do.

This amount of actions of good actions are driving me insane are making me look at him in ways that I do not want to annoying him. This can only mean games. If he is trying play with me than I am ready, I am ready to take him down, because I am not allowing myself to be a fool.

With my mind made up I drank the shot Wanda had brought and I walked towards him. I tried to control my breath, so my nervousness would leave my body.

He saw me get near, he raised an eyebrow probably wondering what was I doing, and quickly turned off the phone placing it in the pocket of his pants.

"What do I owe this honor?" he teased. I walked near the railing by his side watching the calm waters.

"Shouldn't you be working?" I asked not really caring about his previous joke

"I was just now" He said tapping on the pocket of his pants

"You allowed yourself to take a day to come to a yacht and not work as usual? What happened?" I took a small glimpse watching him turn to the water too.

"Are you worried?"

"Why did you help my mom?" I questioned

"Help your mom?"

"On making this... You lied to me, so you could guide me to my mother's gift, the yacht and the people..."

"Ah yes, well your mom asked. I am trying my best for her to like me" he smiled. He is lying, with all his teeth. My mom didn't plan this, my mom didn't ask for his help... He did this but he keeps on lying.

"What a shame she still hates you" I commented "maybe because you are such a bad liar"

I saw his face quickly turn to me "liar?"

"You made this, why don't you take responsibility for it? What do you want? How should I pay in return of what you did for me?"

"Pay me in return?" he snort "I didn't do it excepting a pay back?"

"Then why did you do it?" I asked looking at his eyes, his grey eyes watching me too

He didn't respond. He kept gazing at me as if the answer would appear by itself.

"What kind of games are you playing, Blaze?" I asked in an angry tone "This " I pointed all around us " this is against everything in the contract! What are you trying to do? Are you trying to make me look like a fool? Are you playing with me because you're bored maybe sad or lonesome? I am not a pinching bag for you to feel better you know?"

"Games? What are you talking about?"

"Why did you do this?" I asked again, but still no answer "hm- why did you do this Blaze?"

"Because I wanted to!" he responded firmly. The other people couldn't hear us since we were a bit far away and the music was loud enough for our discussion to be covered up.

"Bullshit!" I exclaimed "This goes all against what we agreed on, this and a whole load of other things you have done! So just as it that you are playing a sick game for me to fall for you so I can be the loser of this big fat game called fake wedding!" I exclaimed angrily looking at him

" you think I did this because I wanted you to lose over a game? " he throw off a smile "Unbelievable "

"Are you telling me you broke the contract because you felt like it contract because you felt like it so it's a game?"

"So it's a game?" he smiled to himself while I was really understanding his reaction. He finally looked at me, some water was gathering in my eyes for some stupid reason however I didn't let him notice, the dark night helped me
" you want a game? you are going to have a game!" he exclaimed

"What?"

" you said this was a game fine you found out I was desperately trying to captivate you and make you fall in love with me so I could winz... it's that the game you want? then that's the game you're going to have."

"What-" I tried to say

"First one " he said getting near my face "to fall in love with the other loses" our proximity made my chest tight "can you do that? Are you capable of playing such game? There are no rules-" his alluring whispering was interrupted by Jessica

"Elena!" she yelled caughting my attention "I hate you and your perfect life and your perfect husband!" she claimed with a pout "you are so hot!" she cried out looking at us

I felt his hand go over my hip and abruptly pull me into him, his groin area brushing my waist, making me almost gasp in surprise. "She really is!" he said, his lips brushing over my ears

"Oh my god I can't with you two! It makes me feel so single!" she yelled out walking away from us, one she was gone I looked at him surprised however he looked contented with a smirk on.

His eyes never left mine as if we wore in some kind of crazy contest. "What are you doing?" I asked afraid of his answer

"I am playing" he claimed letting me and taking a sip of his drink "May the best player win" he walked away leaving me there breathless and in absolute confusion.

I feel like I had just hit the bottom rock. I have brought this upon myself and now I am not really sure if I can do this but I have to I need to be better. I need to be the best player I can't lose this. I can't let myself lose this. My heart couldn't take this so I'm gathering all the forces that I need, and I am winning this shit!

Liking or not, Blaze Maxwell you are going to fall in love with me!

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