The weeding went just as planned, it was in fact the exact same thing as yesterday but now the church was more then full. There was a lot of fancy and expensive faces around the guests.

People that had appeared in Blaze's biography files and some sort of celebrities in the world of medicine and everything else. You could sense from miles away of fake these people were, I went to a lot of rich events since I married Blaze and even before at my dad's firm events yet nothing as compared to this. It's a whole level of hypocrisy and falsity.

After two hours of being in the church almost sleeping, the guests were finally moved to the big salon B where the lunch was being held. We have finally designated a table. The climate around me and Blaze was weird, I was not facilitating his life and he didn't want to break the ice, he wasn't speaking since we left the hotel room.

Our table was composed by Mary, Peter, Isaac, Fēn and Li. People I didn't know. I recognize the name Mary I guess it was a aunt? Oh the aunt that he escaped to...

"Look we are with your aunt Mary, that's good isn't it?" I asked breaking the ice, his face had seem to light up qt my question. Was he that happy to see Aunt Mary?

"That's good" he commented. We walked to our round table meeting Aunt Mary and her husband and son.

"Oh hello! Look it's my handsome nephew " Abeautiful woman said while hugging Blaze, he hugged her back with a smile and then Peter, his uncle, he shook his hand with Isaac and kissed Fēn which I presumed it was Isaac wife, damn I should've read those papers more carefully, they had a little stroller and that was probably Li in there.

"So who is this?" Mary asked smiling at me. She was the replica of Martha, they were incredible look a like.

"Aunt, This is my wife Eleonora. Eleonora this is Aunt Mary, Uncle Pete, Isaac, Fēn and little Li " Blaze introduced, I kissed everyone and we sat down to talk with each other.

"So tell me Eleonora how did you think that varying my nephew was a solid choice?" she questioned making me laugh. I sensed Blaze death glares and I tried to not laugh but how could I? "I know he is a bit of a workaholic. Never had the time to see his own aunt" she explain, I laughed to myself... His own aunt? He doesn't even have the time see his own mother...

"I am sorry, you know I am busy-

"Busy yes yes I know" she said with a sweet smile, that's smile reminded me of the first time I had met Martha. Were they twins?

"So how did you manage to keep such a pretty woman?" Peter asked Blaze

He looked at me for an instance and I was suddenly curious for his answer, I tilted my head curious for this outcome.

"Trying everything to make her happy is the goal" he answered making his uncle laugh

"Ah good man" Peter said while tapping his back. Next to me was Fēn, she was a very pretty woman her skin looked like it was made of glass, it shined so much and it looked like she was wearing no make-up too.

She was quietly talking with Isaac and looking over Li who was sleeping in the stroller in the middle of them.

"You could've told us about the weeding Blaze" his Aunt said " I would like to at least congratulate you and give you a present"

"I'm sorry aunt, everything was a bit chaotic" he said, I saw his aunt sad smile. You could see how sad she was for not participating in his nephew big day.

"Dont worry about it, it wasn't something we cared much about" I said referring to our wedding day " it was something very luxurious since Blaze is a celebrity. It was more of a public event than a wedding" I spoke thru fully, she seemed shocked but understood my words

"That is sad. You're wedding day must be one of the most important days of your life followed by your son's birth" Mary told us

"We will possibly make a one-year wedding anniversary, we would be happy to see you there" Blaze smiled making his aunt happy.

"I have heard great things about your wife cousin" Isaac said with a somewhat proud smile.

"You did?" Blaze and I questioned at the same time

"I have heard you stood up to Thomas" he commented making my eyes widened

Oh no.

"You did?" I questioned, he nodded with a smirk on.

"Believe it or not you're quite the talk around the guest and half of them are seeing as sort of hero" he said eating some bread

I looked over at Blaze, he shrugged his shoulders not really certain of what to say. I guess that wasn't the effect he was expecting but it was set of what I was hoping to happen, I throw off a little small victorious smile.

The lunch went pretty good since the company was pretty great to be with. They were actually normal people in all that mess. After the dessert, the dj started to play songs, from ballads to rock, to punk to jazz, the atmosphere in the salon was actually fun, people were dancing and laughing it looked like a real marriage.

People started to take their chances on the dance floor and it was getting very crowed over there.

"Can you take a look on Li so we can go dance?" Fēn asked me. I nodded happily watching them move to the dance floor. Li was about one year old she was a very fun and cute chubby baby, she was also happy and easy to entertain. She was by my side in a high chair happily painting my drawings in her sketchbook.

I was alone in the table with Li, since her parents went dancing and her grandparents went too while Blaze was jumping from table to table doing God knows what.

"Hey... turns out you're pretty popular" I heard a familiar voice said sitting down next to Li on the other side.

"Great. Can I finally have the daughter title? "I joked

"I don't think so, it's getting close tough" he joined while looking at Li's masterpiece

"You are good at this " he commented

"At what?" I questioned looking at him while I followed his eyes to Li "Oh no I refuse to have one of these"

"Really?" he questioned

"Yup it's a big no. I do accept being an aunt though" I commented making him smile. The party went on and after Fēn and Li came back, Uncle Peter invited me to dance. I happily accompanied him and when he finally left me I wandered around trying to get back to my place. I must have got lost with all the chandlears, round tables, gold vases and white roses because I was now far from my correspondent table.

I passed through the big window doors trying to reach the table where Li and Fēn we're however I got distracted by the amazing view of the sun outside, laying on the white and soft snow.

My curious peeking for the nature found Blaze and a woman with the biggest white dress in the party. Not certain of what to fell about that I walked to the buffet table hoping to get distracted with something else, but to my misery a cold breeze is felt making me shiver.

"What is it you are really dressing" I heard, it looked like Mary but it was actually Martha cold persona.

"A silk dress"

"Black?"

"Black"

"Are you going to a funeral ?" she questioned with a disgusted face, I was starting to not be a fan of my mother in law

"More or so yes"

"Ridiculous. How could my son marry this?" she questioned eyeing me up and down. I didn't gave her too much credit and she walked away at an angry pace.

I concentrated on the food in front of me and tried to decide what should I eat but my thoughts were interrupted by the white lady of the night.

"How is your day going?" she asked while taking a plate and choosing food

"Fine. What about yours? Is it everything you dreamed it would be?" I questioned her

"I guess I would change somethings"

"Imperfections make it perfect" I reassured

"I guess" she commented not really happy, was her mood changed because of the conversation between her and Blaze, the one I saw moments ago?

"So I never got to ask you but how was he on the 20th of October?" she asked making me frown " I know it's a hard day for him at least it was when we dated."

They did date. I must have made a surprised face due to her next reaction.

"Oh my you didn't know that did you?" she asked with a smile " I'm sorry, you see me and Blaze we had history... It's weird his wife not know about it. I'm sorry for that" she said not really sorry at all

"- but that day it's complicated to him. He would drink and it was a horrible night for him to sleep due to his condition"

Does she know? I thought it was only Dr.Phyllip and his mom and now me...what the hell

"At first is a but scary but when he tells you the reason behind all that is so much easier to understand him." she explained. Does she know about it? How well does she know him? She clearly knows why he has the night terrors and the trauma that provoked it. Shit. She is talking to me as if I knew anything of it which I clearly don't. I can't even think clearly with all of this new information.

"Didn't you felt the same?" she asked now looking at my eyes. What am I supposed to say? I don't understand anything that is going on, and back then at that awfully scary night I didn't either. I was so scared, afraid of taking care of other person, I can even take care of me how could I take care of another adult person. I tried my best to cooperate with whatever it was happening but shit I didn't know what the fuck it was happening, he could've giving me a heads up before we marriage like "hey we are going to marry each other and oh- by the way I have night terrors" . I would google it and maybe then I would be more relaxed I don't know, and then there's the fact that I tried to understand him, his dreams, his trauma, so I could help correctly but he never opens up to me so I am a but limited right here.

But he told her, and she thinks I know. It would make sense typically the wife should know those things. Now I am just playing the part of a fool in front of Sarah.

"I guess, I felt that" I responded, I couldn't say much.

"Oh no... I'm sorry honey." she said with a small smirk forming on her lips "he hasn't told you has he?" she placed her right hand as in a gesture of comfort but I could only see satire from her behalf "That's a shame it takes a long time for him to open up to people, he only tells that to truly important people guess he doesn't trust that much. It's sad to be married and not trust or other half. Don't worry I'm sure he will open up... He did to me... Maybe he will tell maybe he won't. Hoping for the best" she picked up her plate with food always smiling victoriously at me, and left in her big white dress.

I was left there it all this information and I could only feel frustration.

Eleonora you just made a fool of yourself.

And the best and weirdest part is that it wasnt my fault but his... He could've give me a heads up on all of this and I wouldn't make that stupid figure I just did.

Frustrated I walked to my table to grab my fur coat and walked outside to a little balcony full of snow where you could see the mountains and the soft snow falling from the sky into the smooth white snowy ground.

I thought about this whole messed situation.

First: they had something, they dated I should know that. Because of what just happened. What wife doesn't know t
His husband posterior girlfriends...especially when his ex is his brother's current wife.

Second: She knows he has night terrors which according to Blaze and his lies only his doctor and his mom knew about...

Third: not only she knows his night terrors she knows the cause of them...

And I... I just make a freaking fool of myself in front of her, a stupid wife and arhhggg if I see him I sware I could kill him right now!

" I have been looking all over for you" a voice I knew too well said

"Really? I have been trying to do the exact opposite" I answered. I sensed his figure move towards me when I notice his body was near the wooden rail by my side.

"What happened I saw you and Sarah talking?"

"Really? That makes two of us" I said sternly

"What happened?"

"Nothing much I just made a fool of myself in front of the bride" I responded

"What?"

"Turns out the bride actually knows a lot about you, more than your current wife here knows" I explained. I took a look at him and his eyes were already on me, glittering with a hint of... Concern? No it wasn't concern something else but concern, Blaze has no feelings on what so ever. "Sarah was very concerned about the 20th of October because she knows how complicated that night is for you, oh how could she not when she dated you for so long. She also told me how difficult it must have been for me when my husband told me his condition along with his trauma like he did to her... You know what happened? She found out I didn't know anything, she was stuned, how could a wife not know anything about anything she had just spoke of. In that whole conversation there wasn't a small bit that I knew of" I said angrily looking at his eyes, he seemed to held regret on his expression however I didn't buy it I was way to mad right now for that

"Look Blaze... I don't want you to tell me things you don't want me to know about but we agreed on some terms and conditions, so respect those like the good ethical freak you are." I exclaimed " you need to tell me the truth about some stuff so I am not caught off guard and I do not make a fool of myself! You don't need to tell me everything but at least make sure to tell me who the fuck knows about it and how should I respond back! Tell me half of the story, tell me a whole different story, tell me some keywords I don't care less just tell me something that is good enough to reply to people who actually know what is going on!" I responded mad, gosh I don't know why did this make me so angry and revolted but it did

"I am so-"

"I agreed to marry you but I did not agree on making a fool of myself" I said walking away and leaving him on the cold balcony. This whole trip was definitely something to forget.