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"hey buddy, you good?" Louis asked while I nodded at him. "You seem...stressed," he said looking at my shaky leg

"I'm good"

"Really?" he asked looking at my finger constantly tapping the small table next to me. We were in the two beige armchairs next to the fireplace, all I could do was look at Ella laughing and giggling while playing a board game. Julia and Dennis went home with Charlie and Malory, Linda and George too, Ester and Arturo too, Paloma James and the kids even Mr. and Mrs. Hart went home already, even Uncle Joel. Half of her family was gone.

It's 4 in the morning and all that's left is Diana, Connor, Francesco, Jennifer, Jada, Louis, and their kids who are sleeping on the couch besides telling them there were plenty of guest rooms. Please, Lord, take them out of here.

"Are you sure?" Louis kept questioning me

"Don't you think it's late?"I asked looking at his face, he seemed surprised but then he tilteld his head trying to understand me. I looked quickly at Eleonor signaling him my reason for him to get out of my house.

"Oh...." he said with a smirk "Should I help you?" He teased me, and my face dropped I wasn't in the mood for the jokes, I was almost exploding "Ok calm down" he laughed he got up and woke up the kids "The early years of marriage are wonderful"he told himself

"C'mon guys get up" he looked at his wife who was happily playing "Jada... we better get going, it's 4 in the morning"

"Already? " She questioned quickly getting up and reaching all of their coats "Let's go then" I watched Eleonor looking at me with ceases eyebrows probably wondering if I had anything to do with it, so I gave her clue while looking at her friends hoping she would do the same to them.

She smiled at my persistency " Yep it's getting pretty late" she said"

"Oh please we would get home at 7 in the morning out our clubs day's" Jennifer commented making me roll my eyes

"Yeah- but we don't have the same age we did back then" Ellenora tried to convince her

"It was like one year ago" Jennifer said looking at Ella with a frown, she was a bit drunk and I was clearly seeing she didn't want to go away soon... my last resource is my assistant. He would do anything for me, right? I mean I am his boss... He is my only hope.

"Hey Connor" I called him and he quickly came. I got up looking at the fireplace when he got by my side

"You called Mr. Maxw- Sir- Blaze. I'm sorry force of habit" he apologized

"Don't you want to enjoy this vacation time with Jennifer"

"Ahh - yes"

"Then why aren't you with her?"

"But I am with her"

"No Connor... I mean alone with her"

"ohhhh- you're right" he sad looking back at his girlfriend "She is pretty drunk too" he said while I heard her deafening laugh

"Yeah. A bit"

"I should go then. Thank you, sir- Mr.- Blaze, for your advice"

"Sure"

He turned around and walked to Jennifer whispering something in her ear, she giggled happily and they dressed their coats quickly saying everyone goodbye and leaving. Good- Only three to go.

These three were going to be quite difficult since Diana and Miles looked like two lost puppies watching Francesco and he wasn't making it easier for them he had a quite flirtatious personality.

I walked near them with my hands on my pant pockets and I watched the trivia board game. "So who's winning?"

"Ellie is missing only one cheese" Francesco said

"Oh really?" I asked with my hopes up looking at the colors of her cheese it was only missing... pink. I smiled in contempt

"It's missing the entertainment category"Francesco commented as I gave a breath of relieve because she was pretty good at that category

She only needed two houses to get that category question, she blowed the dice and rolled them to the table, they stopped once they touch the fabric of my pants, I looked down softly and saw a six on it so I took a step back making the dice fall.

"Oh no" Miles claimed.

I got down to get the dice and placed them over the table with the side of the two dots pointing upwards. She clapped her hands as Francesco took out a card of the entertainment category and asked her the question.

"Whitney Houston's hit "I will always love you," was originally written and performed by which musician? " I quickly smiled at the question knowing she would get it right

"Dolly Parton!" She exclaimed happily

"That's right!You're good at this" he mentioned while Miles grabbed his arm

"Yeah- but we are still missing" Miles said pointing at their cheeses

I looked at her happily smiling to her cheese full of colors. She really loved trivia pursuit, she also really loved to win.

"Well the game is over" I said hoping they would leave but Miles and Diana had other plans

"No! We should totally redo it, or end or cheeses!" Diana said while flicking her lashes at Franscesco, he throw off a soft smile and a nod

"Si, porque no?" He said in his Italian accent
Yes, why not

I was trying everything for them to leave but they simply wouldn't, I saw Elleonora getting up and taking her glass to the kitchen sink, she was happily washing the dishes not really caring about my struggle.

"Aren't you guys tired of playing this?" I asked them

"Hm true..." Miles commented "Maybe we should play something else" he suggested making me face palm myself mentally

"How about truth or dare?" Diana proposed, I looked over at Ella dancing around the kitchen while washing the dishes with that tight perfect red velvet dress

"Or Never have I ever?!" Miles offered

"I like both" Francesci answered while my eyes couldn't leave her, I was totally completely under her sleep-

Then in a frame of seconds my eyes catcher her, the brown chocolate eyes that I loved, they stare at me deeply penetrating into my soul, she smiled showing her dimples and then bit her under lip as the sweet smile left her face-

That's it.

I'm done.

I clapped loudly getting everyone's attention "I can't do it anymore" I said looking now those three "I am out of here, if you want to stay great for you... you don't even need to clean anything just leave when that thought comes to your mind-" I said watching her by the kitchen with her eyebrows ceased. I walked around the table getting as close as I could to her

"Are we being bailed out?" Diana questioned

"Do whatever you want- but I just can't wait any longer" I said now in front of her "I'm getting insane"

She laughed at my words and I quickly held her hand pulling her through the room till the stairs

"Whrre are you going?" Miles asked

"Unwrapping my Christmas present" I said climbing the stairs the quickest I could "Have a good night" I said

"Night guys" she tried to say but I was quicker, because once we got upstairs I took her arms bridal style and guided us to my room.

"Are you that impatient?" she asked as I closed the door between us and laid her on the bed, she lit up the light leds of the bed and placed her phone on the bedside table.

"Impatient?" I asked as my hand ran through my head in desperation "I have been nothing but patient this whole night"

"You look-"She tried to gather the words she wanted while looking at my face

"Desperate?" I said while taking deep breaths "Yes. I believe so"

"Then we should solve your desperation "she said biting her lip. I just wanted to grab and -

Trim Trim

I took a deep breath, mad that the world was working against me. She picked up her phone and placed it over her ear "Oh- you sure?"

I couldn't help but be next to her and hoping her attention would advert to me, so I took my warm sweater, and all that I was left with was my bare skin.

I felt her intense gaze laying over my body, she was examining me as if she never had seen it before

"Yes- I understand."

I climbed to the bed and I crawled to her " Yeah- okay"

I finally reached her face and I started to linger small kisses on her shoulder and I softly moved to her neck "Should I tell them that you're busy?"  whispered into her soft skin

She gave a sharp breath "No- I. Yes go on I will talk to you later-" I quickly grabbed her phone and looked at her surprised eyes

"She's busy" I simply murmured in a harsh tone voice, I hung up the call and placed the phone on the desk while looking at her the whole time.

She gulped in her own saliva probably due to my actions. She looked at me withose dark chocolate eyes, she examined my chest, my arms and finally my abs.

"Do you like what you see?" I asked wondering what was going on in her head.

She didn't say anything, she simply held onto my neck and pulled me downward to her, locking her soft plump lips into mine.

I smirked at her actions "who's impatient now?" I asked between kisses

"Shut up" She demanded as she kept on kissing me quite aggressively.

We separated to breathe and I finally took my time to watch her under the dim lights. She was beautiful, the most beautiful, I couldn't believe how lucky I was but mostly how she had me wrapped around her finger.

Her eyes, her lashes, her nose, her lips, I knew them by heart yet I was always eager to look at them. I could trace all of her body with my eyes closed but I still wanted them open afraid I could forget any detail.

When I'm with her there's this anxious feeling, the feeling that I might not see her tomorrow, that I might wake up and this all a dream. This is too good to be true - my mind tells me, and now standing in front of her lying down on this bed I know how it feels, how this can all seem nothing but a dream.

I started to undress her as carefully as I could, as my fingers brushed her skin my heart thumped, my chest hurt, and my brain stopped working.

Yet I couldn't stop but to take everything, to take that beautifully red dress and showing-

- a stunning black lace lingerie that made me forget how to breathe.

"Do you like it?" sh questioned tilting her head as I looked at her

"Do I like it?" I said to myself "Do I like it?" I snorted "I am crazy over it! You look- GOD Elleonora!" I said taking my hands to my head and getting up of the bed, she stood there with a smile in very sensual pose while looking at me walking from side to side. "If I like it? Have you took a look at yourself?! You look absolutely stunning- how am I- how are you- GOD! You can't just put that on, you have no one idea the things I want to do to you" I said breathing heavily as I tried to keep my eyes from her which sincerely was impossible.

She stoop up kneeling on the bed "Then show me" she smirked, I tilted my head at her cockiness

"What?"

"Show me" she said crawling over the edge of the bed where I was standing "the things " she got close to my ear and whispered softly "you want to do to me"

My eyes looked at her instantly, and without seconds thoughts I grabbed her hips and lifted her up. Her legs embraced my torso, and my lips devoured hers.

I couldn't help but not touch, not kiss her, not be with her. I have came down to the conclusion that I may be sick, or totally crazy.

I am crazy for her and everything she does.

It's like I breathe her.

This isn't healthy, this is far from normal. Is this what they call love? Or am I just going insane.

Or is this woman making me insane? She has trapped me in a way no one else has, in a way I didn't even know it was possible.

I bend my beliefs and my morals for her, all that I knew ... changed when I met her.

I came to the conclusion that I don't know myself anymore... because this isn't me... is it?