She shifts as a choked sound leaves her mouth. She has been strong for a handful of days. Since she left she has been keeping strong and has not yet been able to let go of her complete pain. But for months she has been sitting with these feelings of fear. Feelings of uncertainty. Feelings of resentment. Feelings of helplessness. She has been feeling and still feels so much that she doesn't know what she feels anymore, that's it. Life punched her straight into the face. She feels so much that now it even rises above her body and is wider than herself.

She has no idea how to get out of such a large embrace other than to surrender.