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He is driving silently back to house. His actions has gotten himself in twist. He has no idea what he did few minutes before. Even though deep down he knows he wanted to do this since long, his subconscious isn't ready to accept this. He was not supposed to return to path to hell. He had sworn he would never believe a woman again, never feel for one let alone form a relation with one. But he has no idea when Naina slipped past his barriers and got him.

He wants to forget everything. He was not supposed to be same old again..never. he was Naushad rizvi who had brought naina here becayse Naveen had asked him. They shared nothing but a surname or a house. He never thought of things with her... But right now...Naina is the name his lips unknown to himself chant silently. And he has no hold on this.

Naushad speeds her car up. They had brought her car because she was not in mood of getting ice cold in his jeep. She was sneezing since morning and refused to have medicines. Seeing her stubbornness he had to bring her to have soup. Saira was left with Khala...and her absence twisted things. With saira he believes things would not go so far....

Naina on the other hand is bit overwhelmed, bit surprised and more blushy. She can see him thinking over and over. Thats what he does. Always. Thats who he is. Cautious. She has no problem with that. But her heart longs for two words..anything from him. Even a shut up would do. Though Naushad has decided to ignore her and go silent as well.

She sighs. It was same and will be same. She cant force him all of sudden. Its not that he will not open up but rushing things would end these moments very soon. She can get hurt. She can ruin his mood or She can ruin the bond they are sharing right now. She decided to wait...and she knows this wait is also pleasant one..

When they arrive home, its her who gets in house first leaving Naushad surprised. He after parking her car carefully which she is really fond of, decides to roam before going to bedroom and facing her.

He wastes his one hour either in checking already shut doors, moving curtains and in kitchen opening fridge then shutting it. He even dusts cushions on couch in drawing room.

When he returns bedroom he is surprised to see her wide awake. She is reading something.he gets his cue and silently climbs on bed. Though she turns and passes him a small smile dropping his heartbeat then racing it. He feels childish.

He settles himself and ignores her. She is reading her novel whole time. When he cant take it more, he clears his throat. She is still involved in her novel.

'Naina..' he finally calls her out. She looks up and again smiles a little.

'Wo jo...Hum aapse...Hamara aisa koi..' He sighs. Meanwhile she is looking at him with big hazel orbs.

He shuts his eyes.

'Whatever happened in car was mistake on my part. I promise I wont repeat it. I never meant to offend you.'

When he opens his eyes, he can see bit disappointment in her eyes. He tries one more explanation but she giving him smile shuts him up.

She goes back to her novel and he is left astonished. He was supposing she would say something or retaliate but she did nothing. He is still sitting in same position. Naina after whole three minutes twenty five seconds turns towards him and he wants to bang his head on headboard. She gives him again a soft smile and bids goodnight. Naushad has no other option than going back to his side and lying silently.

Till morning his demeanour is changed. He neglects Naina like plague. He declines her offer of setting his plate on dining table. He picks Saira hurriedly and drops her at school though little girl has eaten his head by punching her questions back to back. Whole day he is fighting with himself and work. When he returns he again seeks opportunity of not meeting her. But a big blooper comes when Saira suddenly wants to lie next to Naina on her side. Naushad turns his face away and whole night he is on his left. In morning he gets a good muscle strain leaving no other option than her.

Naina offers him massage but he rejects. Having no other option she forces him to sit down on carpet and rubs moove on his neck. Naushad can feel electric shocks rippling through his body. Whereas Naina is humming something while working on his neck. He has sudden urge of punching people...all people except the ones present in this house. He is agitated and irritated. Though he right now cant express his anger as she is working serious good. He has no idea when he drifts to sleep hearing melodious lulbay.

Before Naina can move him or herself to adjust his neck in her lap, Saira has jumped on couch.

'Abbu kyu so rahe he? Aise to Saira soti he.'

'Tumhare abbu ko neck me pain tha. Ab aap ye batao ki homework kiya ya nahi?'

'Nahi. Teacher ne bola tha pahle jaakar khelna phir padna. Aur Aaj sunday he. Sunday ko holiday hota he.'

Naina knows her baby very well.

'Agar rat me cartoons dekhne he to abhi homework karo..'

Saira makes faces but gets up to bring her school bag.

'Saira. Khala ko bol dena ki mera lapy de de. Please..'

Khala comes with her laptop and Saira with her school bag. She sits next to Naina while Naushad' head is still in her lap. His mouth is ajar.

'Naina. Dekho abbu ka muh khula he..'

And she cant stop herself from giggling which makes Him stirring. She pats his head and he goes back to sleep.

'Shhh. Shor nahi karna. Aapko abbu ko neend ki sakht jarurat he.'

'Saira ko bhi he. Saira ko sona he.'

She glares and girl goes back to her work. Meanwhile she is reading some articles.

When he feels he is falling from a cliff, he suddenly jolts up almost knocking Naina' laptop away and scaring saira.

'Sorry..I just got startled.'

'Its okay. Did you have a nightmare?'

'No. I am fine.' And he gets up. He goes to bedroom, washes his face. Watches himself in mirror. Studies himself and then decides to punch the mirror. Soon he is the one who is picking pieces from ground silently. And he is also the one who calls one of his orderly to ask how to set a mirror. He knows if Naina sees this wall without mirror, she will understand things and he will have no option than voicing his irritation out if he sees in her eyes. So better would be fixing this broken mirror. He makes sure he gets no cut. Nothing left behind. He locks his washroom and thinks of excuse.

His mind is running like a deer and colliding. Overall its doing Brownian motion. He is angry and irritated. Angry because he was not supposed to kiss her and irritated because she didnt react. He decides to have coffee. He makes for himself but suddenly coffee is enough for two. He brings both cup to couch where Saira is doing nothing but breaking graphite of pencil back to back. He hands cup over to Naina and puts his on table. Then picks saira up and puts her on side. He sits in between saira and her. Then he is the one guiding Saira and observing her. Next to him she is lost in her laptop.she is reading some thing and moving her toes. He almost jumps when her heel touches his back. He doesnt react and then her heel makes his life hell by moving itself and rubbing fingers on his back. Since when couch become so big for three people, he wonders.

Spending time with Saira is good for his mind. It drifts less. But saira is tough to deal with when she is not studying. She tricks him many time. Sometimes she hides and he has to see whole house thrice before he finds her under study table always. She throws his articles. She wants to go outside but right now its hazy. He keeps her inside. Saira gets him on his toes but he is happy as he doesn't think of her again.

He keeps himself busy on Sunday. He keeps himself busy on every day..but he knows he never is away from her. She is running in his memories like background music. Her face always pops up. And now a days he can smell her like he never did before. He doesn't know how he got to know that she wears this particular fragrance. And he can now feel her anywhere if she is present.

He knows he is running but he knows why. He knows he cant escape her but he knows why. And when he knows the answers they scare him.

He is fighting a battle he will loose and it has gotten his inside in twists...

He slaps his table when during all these thoughts his mind suddenly imagines her in that car again...but this time in dark thundering atmosphere.

He wants to go away but at the same time he wants in...Complicated isnt it!