The officer decided that I should be there to witness Brendon being admitted into the asylum. The officer wanted me to feel safe, free.

"Mr. Urie, do you have any last words for Ms. Orzechowski?" The officer asked Brendon before he was taken inside.

"I love you, you know that right?" Brendon asked me as I tried my best to not show any emotion.

"Then that sucks for you because I don't feel the same way," I said to Brendon despite the fact that I wanted to scream my head off.

"Come on Urie, let's get you in there," The officer said as he walked Brendon inside the asylum.

It happened. I finally felt free. I've never felt that relieved. He was going to be punished for what he did to me and that's all I ever wanted.

I drove back home and saw Kylie crying as I pulled up into my driveway. She must have heard the news about Brendon.

"Sarah!" Kylie shouted as I stepped out of my car.

"Brendon's in an asylum! It's all your fault!" Kylie screamed.

"It's my fault? Brendon belongs in there! Don't you understand, Kylie? He never loved you and he never loved me," I said to Kylie as I immediately regretted my words.

"Y-You guys had a thing?" Kylie asked me, tears filling her eyes.

"Kylie, look. I can explain, okay? I know it seems like I messed up but I-I didn't have any real feelings for him. It was just some fantasy relationship that I knew was never going to happen," I said as I moved towards her for a hug. Kylie stepped away from me and tears ran down her face.

"I never expected you to do this to me. You are an awful friend Sarah. I never want to see you again so get out of my face," Kylie shrieked. I was begging for her forgiveness. I just wanted my friend back.

"I am so sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I never meant to put Brendon into the asylum. I know this is all my fault so please, what can I do to make this all go away? Kylie, please talk to me." I said as I chased after her, with tears running down my face.

"You want to know what you can do to make this all go away? You can be the one who tells my friends and family that I'm not getting married because my fiance got put into an asylum. You can find tickets to fly my parents back to Vancouver and you know what else you can do? You can rip up the plane tickets I had to go to Bora Bora because I have no one to go with anymore. So obviously, you can't do anything to help," Kylie said to me in one breath. Kylie walked back to her house and I did the same.

I slammed my front door shut and fell onto my bed. I cried so much that night. The worse thing about all this was that I knew no one was going to be there for me. I felt alone so I called up a friend.

hiii everyone !! i had so much fun writing this chapter tbh and i hope you guys like it. it's currently 1 am on october 23rd sooo it's officially the one year anniversary of sounds good feels good !1!1!1! i am so in love with this album so everyone should give it a listen if you haven't already :)