Hi guys! Before you all read the promo let me tell you that I am a pure Muslim! Whatever I have written in the following promo it's all what Google told me or what my literature tells! Am sorry in advance If I wrote anything wrong! Please it's a humble request try not to bash me!
Do read the note below the promo!

Promo:

I didn't knew for how long I kept kneeling in front of the god until I felt my knees aching.

I was here for her...

I was here to pray for her come back...

I was here for....for?

Was I acting selfish? I never come here when I should have to make god happy but now I was here for her..?

What will god think of me?

I was kneeling in front of him and was praying for her? Not for His forgiveness but for her forgiveness?

Suddenly I felt a pat on my head and I opened my eyes. The vision went blurry I never noticed that my cheeks were wet...

"Aren't your knees aching my child?" It was the Priest. I stared at his face and he smiled affectionately. "Are you asking for something precious?" He asked again and held my hand making me get up. He made me sit on a bench and gave me a glass of water to drink. I quietly drank.

Yes I was asking for my life....

"You look disastrous! Would you like to share anything kid?" Father asked once again caressing my hair and I felt a lump again forming in my throat..

"Father! I..! I have committed a sin!" I spoke lowly and extreme sadness washed over me.

"Sin? We all commit sins son! Ask for Christ's forgiveness! He will forgive you!" Father said softly and I shook my head....

"Father! I don't want Christ's forgiveness! I want HER forgiveness!" I pleaded holding his hand tightly and he nodded in understanding it gave me courage to speak more.

"Yo-you know she made me believe in god! She forced me to come to church! She forced me to lit up all the candles here! And now! She is angry! She is hurt! She asked me to let her go I did!!! But now! I can't accept it! Bohat yaad aati hai!" I ranted frantically and Father smiled..

"Then confess your sin!" Father said casually smiling all the time and I stared at him again..

"You mean THE confession?" I asked in a scared tone and Father nodded!

Was I ready to confess?

Was I ready to tell god that I was a heap of dirt? I know god knew what I was but I had to confess verbally..

And Yes! I will! I will confess! If it brings my Nandini, my Shimmer back I will...

I got up and walked towards the Christ sculpture again. I took a deep breath and started..

"I am Manik! A Mafia......

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Author's Note:

Love is selfish! Love is a thing that forces you to change your priorities! Love is a thing which makes you hungry! It forces you to CONFESS! Confession is not easy! I myself is a dirty and full of sins! I don't have the courage to confess what I have inside me! But still I will try my best to depict what Manik feels! Let me tell you all that I have some different kind of association with Manik's every character I have wrote! I love to write his POV.

Lastly! I hope it will not be boring for you all! Trying something new! Something different! And I will request you all to accept new things! Am not here to shake or judge your or mine religious beliefs but we all should be aware of other religions! Ok lovelies! Pardon me if I hurt anyone here!

And most importantly Please do listen two songs on my behalf!

1-Rooiyan By Farhan Saeed Butt

2-The Heart Wants What It Wants By Selena Gomez

I will be using any of the one in next update! Or may be both!

Love, Mawara