Manik's POV..

Next day I was standing on the road which she will be taking for coming back from the school. I was determined it was first and the last time. Yes one last time. 9 days passed exactly doing the same telling myself that yes it was last time but I couldn't resist myself from following her again and again each day I craved for more. I used to follow her on the road till she reached her house safely.

It was another cloudy cold noon of January my wrist watch struck the 2 pm exactly and it was time for her to come.

I rubbed my palms together to warm them it was freezing, too much coldness. I adjusted my hoodie on my head again to hide my face. The road was quiet stranded. Trees all around the road I was standing with one of the tree leaning my back with it. Suddenly I saw Nandini walking down the lane with her white stick it ache my heart realizing the fact once again that she was blind but she was walking confidently it made me smile. I stared at her. She was wearing a red frock which ended up little below her knees, with a long overcoat, a pair of long black boats saving her from cold and hair were open covered with a very cool black cap. She was looking very cute. Her nose was a little red due to cold. Cheeks were flushed. Eyes were filled with Kohl and lips were coated with red lipstick.

How could I don't kiss you Bella Simmer..?

With her every step she walked closer to me and suddenly today for the first time she stopped exactly beside me.

Sh!t! She must have heard my breath. I held my breath. She turned her face here there and I noticed extreme sadness in her eyes. She shook her head and walked forward. I released my breath when I estimated that she shouldn't hear me. Then as usual just like other 9 days I walked behind her with a distance of at least 15 steps. Hands in my hoodie pocket and I walked leisurely as if I didn't had any work to do in life. I just wanted to make sure that she reach safely to her home after that I will go back yes. She was taking very careful and slow steps. No one can predict that I was following her cuz my style was so casual. Suddenly I saw a truck storming towards her I waited for her to move away but she froze on her place.

Sh!t...

I run to get her and grabbing her arm I pulled her away. I stumbled and my back hit one of the tree while she almost fell in my chest clutching my sweater tightly eyes closed. Hell scared...

"Ero cosi spaventata per voi..!(

I was so scared for you)..!" I whispered heavily holding her as close to me as possible.

Having her in my arms felt so perfect. She fit in my arms so easily..

"I knew you will come!" She whispered in my chest, throat almost choked with emotions she snuggled in my warmth more and I let her snuggle as I also was not ready to let her go this time. The incident scared the shit out of me. What if something happened to her?

"You ok bella?" I asked softly trying to break the hug..

"No! Please! Don't let me go! Hold me tight please!" She freaked out when I tried to move, leaving no choice for me but to hold her tightly..

Having her in my arms! I felt like the journey I was traveling for I got my destination! The fire that was burning me since last 20 days suddenly calmed down! At that moment I wanted nothing but her! I wanted to feel her close to me! I wanted to inhale in her scent! I wanted to drown in her jet black hair! I wanted to kiss her until she begged for more! There were so many things which I wanted but! I knew I was wrong! She and me can never be US!! But I flowed in moment...

"Shhh! Am not letting you go..!" I whispered in her ear and slowly took off her cap to snuggle in her hair. I inhaled in her hair tracing my fingers in them which made them messy but who cares. I nuzzled in her ear and heard her sigh. I knew whatever I was doing was not correct. I shouldn't be giving her hope but I can't help it.

When you have a beautiful girl in your arms you can't resist yourself to get cozy with her.

"I capelli sono belle..!(Your hair are beautiful)" I praised her nuzzling more in her and she broke the hug slowly raising her hand just to palm my cheek. I smiled as she traced my features like last time she did. I wasn't surprised that she recognized me either I was happy. Suddenly her expressions saddened.

Oh no! Please smile..

She pulled her hand away and tried to free herself from my grasp. What happened?

"What happened bella?" I asked softly not letting her go and she turned her face away..

"Leave me!" She whispered pressing her hands on my chest to free herself.

"Leave you so that you run over by a truck again?" I asked pulling in her more in to my body.

I know I have no right on her. Whatever I was doing was wrong but it felt so right. All that 'haq-jataana' was freaking awesome. Feeling her petite frame against my rock hard one was a secure feeling.

"So? Why are you acting like you care?" She suddenly shouted and anger flared in my eyes too..

"Bloody damn it! If I wouldn't have cared na tou I wouldn't have saved you either!!!" I too yelled holding her shoulders tightly..

"No you don't care!" This time her voice has defeat. Her head was low! Extreme sadness...

"I do Shimmer..!"I said cupping her cheeks.

"Then when I asked you whether you will come back or not why you said no?" She asked in a determined voice fisting my sweater front in her hands. I guessed she believed in confrontation...

Bool beta..! Speak up! Where is your Italiano lost! Moron!

When I didn't spoke she punched her fists on my chest angrily trying to vent out her frustration. Trying to tell me that she was angry. I was feeling myself a school boy scolded by a teacher.

Whatever it was. It felt amazing..

"When you asked to kiss me tou kiya q nahi!!!?" She again yelled and this time I looked at her shocked. The pain and sadness ripped my heart away. Tears were floating in her eyes. "Just because I was blind you backed off?" Her loud voice turned into a whisper. Pushing me in to hell.

She wanted that kiss????

"Hey hey! Cara mia! I didn't backed off cuz of your blindness!" I tried to explain all the time trying to cup her face but she shook her head furiously wriggling in my grasp..

"You are liar..! Liar..! Kya lagta hai tmhy that I don't know about you following me from last 9 days?" She again shouted slapping my chest and I was shocked. She knew that I was following her..

Jumping out of the fire into a frying pan! Bravo..

"Shhh! Nandini Murthy listen to me..!!!!" I yelled trying to get her attention but it looked like she was very hurt..

A tough nut to crack..

"No! I won't! Let me go! You have already hurt me a lot!" She spoke again, tired to fighting cuz her resistance was getting low..

Shit mahn! I didn't do anything intentionally.

"Shimmer!" I again tried this time a little coaxing tone.

I can bear anything but the tears in her eyes..! Naaahhh!

"Don't call me that!" She complaint sniffing all the time like a baby and I smiled.

So cute..

"Are you sure you don't want to be called Shimmer?" I asked naughtily and she lowered her head shyly biting her bottom lip.

Hey! Don't do that! I am already losing it..! Don't bite your lip..

Well her shyness was my answer what she needed was clear like water. How cool na! I came here just to see her one last time and now am standing with her in my arms. I very well knew where this conversation will lead to but it was all so right. Every frame was perfect.

"I didn't kissed you not because I didn't wanted to! But because I thought I was taking advantage of you being blind!" I confessed sheepishly and there was a red tint of blush on her chubby cheeks.

I so wanted to bite those cheeks until they become sore with my bites. Manik! Language baba! Control..

"Is this too late? Or the offer is still valid??" She whispered softly yet shyly playing with my hoodie zip. Wohoo! I wasn't expecting such a bold move. My hands were still over her hips and hers on my hard toned chest.

"That means I can kiss you?" I exclaimed loudly and she giggled. Suddenly everything settled down! All the pain we both were holding being away from each other flew away! Giving us an hint that we both needed each other!

We were still standing along the road tree. I dragged her hastily into the woods deep enough so we were away from the road. She kept being dragged with me without a protest. I finally stopped near a tree and pinned her roughly with it.

She let out an excited squeak and I smirked. I left her one hand and it immediately encircled my neck while the other was still pinned by me. I eyed her lips and her breath was wild. With free hand I reached her lips..

"Le tue labbra..!(Your lips.)!" I whispered seductively and rubbed her lips with the pad of my thumb.

"Manik..!" She let out a breathy moan and I smirked..

"Manik what?" I groaned in her ear huskily..

"Please..!" She begged...

"Please what mio caro..!" I whispered tugging her earlobe between by teeth and she gasped loudly..

"You make me go crazy bella..! Tell me what you want? Please what?" I again groaned and she inhaled a sharp breath..

Alarms were ringing in my ears but I ignored them. I was losing it! Though It wasn't right for both of us.. Our closer was a Destruction! But I gave in the moment. I forget everything! It was just US!

"Kiss me..!" She whispered almost collapsing but I held her tightly against me..

"As you wish bella..!" I whispered drowned all the way and without any further delay I placed my lips on her petals. She shivered badly and I left her hand. She reached my hoodie cap and pulled it off my head while I tortured her lips. My one hand cradled the back of her neck and other was on her waist. While she kissed me back kneading my already messy hair. Her fingers felt so caring against my hair. Fire crackers were busting in my head. Never in my wildest dream I had thought that a kiss can bring so much of magic. Magic and dizziness. Only God knows for how long we kept kissing it felt that there was no tomorrow. We broke apart finally gasping for air and I rested my forehead against hers with hands still there, eyes still closed. Suddenly she tug my hair again..

"Again..! Please..!" I heard her whisper.

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Next part in morning :)