I really don't know what to say or feel...not even for a second this thought cross my mind that i'll not able to see him again...

He was a gem..a gem of a person with no arrogance or attitude..

He was the only actor who used to follow his fans..this shows the beauty of his soul..

Sushant singh rajput..

People used to judge him too quickly..

Not a single person was able to understand his inner turmoil...

I will not lie..i was not a fan of sushant but i used to watch his movie...specially ms dhoni and chichore were my fav one..and i regret today that why i never acknowledged him..why i was so blind behind that so called star kids...

I m hating myself...My fav actress was shraddha kapoor but not anymore...because today i watched a video which was so so so heartbreaking...

That painful smile...which he gave when other people ignored him..i so hate this..

And i can actually imagine myself in sushant's place...he must be so hurt..i m crying while writing this..this industry does'nt deserve this gem..because he was selfless...

I m sorry sushant..i failed to recognize u...

I never thought that u were bearing this much pain..today i got to know how much cruel this world is...

There is no humanity..no love..the only thing that matters to all is power and money..and now i m hating this world...

And from today..i m taking an oath that i will admire u like never before..i will love u with all my heart..i know u are not here to see this but u are still in my heart..and i want to satisfy my heart which is crying from the time i got to know ur pain...

I never knew that this bollywood industry is so selfish..so cruel..

U never deserved this sushant and neither u deserve this sudden death...

Atleast u could have thought about ur father and ur pet(fudge)

I saw today in video how his pet was not eating anything as he was missing his master(sushant)..

I cried while watching that video where he was looking at sushant's pic...

Atleast that animal has humanity which we humans lost long ago...

Rest in peace sushant...

I wish i could bring u back...

This country and ur fans will always love u..

U are with us in our heart.. and will remain forever...

I heard today that one of ur fan committed suicide in UP as she was not able to take ur loss..

I don't know is it true or any rumor..

But sushant's death had left a worse impact on his fans and family..his SIL died as she too was in shock..and now this fan...

I don't know how to overcome through all this...i was not even his fan still i m feeling so much pain..

And i can't imagine how much his fans and family must be going through..

Just wanna say that plz be safe and don't take any drastic step..

Because in ur life the most important thing is ur life....

Think about ur family and friends before taking any step..

Because ur one step can destroy number of lives..

I love u sushant...

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