Zindagi Ki raho kyu asan nehi hoti
Kismat humesha sabki mehrban nehi hoti
Kisi ki zindagi hoti hai khushiyo se bhari
Aur kisi ki kismat main Khushiya dastak deke bhi nehi rukti..

Manik faints.. They quickly got manik and drove to the hospital for a check up.....

On the otherside Nandini cooks the meal for both her and for manik.. Her smile was constantly playing on her lips. Not even for a second it left her face....

Kehte Hain Khuda Ne Iss Jahan Mein Sabhi Ke Liye
Kisi Na Kisi Ko Hai Banaya Har Kisi Ke Liye

She remembered Manik's teasing, his smile, his silly fights and then his confession in court......

Tera Milna Hai Uss Rab Ka Ishaara Maanu
Mujhko Banaya Tere Jaise Hi Kisi Ke Liye
Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta
Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta
Kaise Hum Jaane Hume Kya Pata
Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta

In the hospital Doctor takes some tests...

While Nandini was sitting on a chair staring at the door...saw manik entering

"Manik tum aa gye" Nandini said staring at him dreamily

"Sssshhhhh" said Manik and put his finger on her lips.... Both were lost in each other....

Manik ask Nandini for dance, Nandini looked towards him and placed her hands in his hands...

Manik pulled her towards him and hold her waist where as Nandini hands were on his shoulders...

They were totally lost in each other...

Manik moved towards his face and kissed her cheek.... In return Nandini closed her eyes....

She opened her eyes and see Manik is nowhere... She look here and there and then smiled.....

Tu Humsafar Hai, Phir Kya Fikar Hai
Jeene Ki Wajah Hi Yahi Marna Issi Ke Liye
Kehte Hain Khuda Ne Iss Jahan Mein Sabhi Ke Liye
Kisi Na Kisi Ko Hai Banaya Har Kisi Ke Liye

Nandini starts doing work in kitchen just to kill time... Manik come and hold her from back, she shivered due to their proximity, he placed his chin on her shoulder and said I LOVE U Nandini....

Meharbaani Jaate Jaate Mujh Pe Kar Gaya
Guzarta Sa Lamha Ek Daaman Bhar Gaya
Tere Nazara Mila, Roshan Sitaara Mila
Takdeer Ki Kashtiyon Ko, Kinara Mila

Nandini turn to see him but he was not there.....

Sadiyon Se Tarse Hai Jaisi Zindagi Ke Liye
Teri Sauhbat Mein Duaayein Hain Ussi Ke Liye
Tere Milna Hai Uss Rab Ka Ishaara
Maanu Mujhko Banaya Tere Hi Jaise Kisi Ke Liye
Kehte Hain Khuda Ne Iss Jahan Mein Sabhi Ke Liye
Kisi Na Kisi Ko Hai Banaya Har Kisi Ke Liye

Finally the reports were analysed and doctor realise that he has an ultra big tumour in his brain, which is the reason for his headaches and blurred visions at times.

Tere Milna Hai Uss Rab Ka Ishaara
Maanu Mujhko Banaya Tere Hi Jaise Kisi Ke Liye
Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta
Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta
Kaise Hum Jaane Hume Kya Pata

She slapped her forehead and goes to her room to change her dress. She wore a a pink floral knee length dress which was simple but she was looking adorable in that.....

Kuch Toh Hai Tujhse Raabta
Tu Humsafar Hai, Phir Kya Fikar Hai
Jeene Ki Wajah Hi Yahi Hai Marna Issi Ke Liye
Kehte Hain Khuda Ne Iss Jahan Mein Sabhi Ke Liye
Kisi Na Kisi Ko Hai Banaya Har Kisi Ke Liye

Manik knocks on the doctor's cabin gaining his attention and then enters

Manik- doctor kya hua h????

Doctor looks towards his reports...

Doctor- Manik the reports are not gud..

Manik- (in anger ) hua kya h mujhe???

Doctor- Manik I m sorry but you have brain tumour

Manik gets paralysed with the news...

Manik after some minutes said "kya main thik ho sakta hu"

Doctor- We will try our best Manik

Manik- mere bachne k chances kitne h

Doctor- its 10% only but we will try our best.......

Manik just moves backwards and leaves....He was walking on road like a dead body.. The only name which was on his lips and his mind was of Nandini...

Manik was walking on the lonely streets... It seems his sense organs had stopped working....

"When you give your hands to someone, you're also handing over your life to that person" Manik remembered and tears rolled down his cheeks.......

He remembered when for the first time he saw her and their fight. A slight smile come on his face....

He remembered their first kiss which was the result of bet but actually the most lovely thing happened in his life.......

he remembered the night when they have to spent together and when she played the paino for him......

Tears were rolling down his cheeks....

It seems that he was living those moments again.....

All d time that he spent with her, her smile, her talks, her each and every thing was like magnet which was attracting him......

"Kaise, kaise rok paunga main khud ko, kaise door jaane du tumhe kaise" manik shouted and kneel down on the road....

"Toh phir zindagi bhar k liye rone k liye akela chod dege, hmm" said Manik's heart...

"Nhi..... Main.... Aise...." Stammered Manik

"Toh phir door jaane de usse" said his heart

"Door.... Mujhse door" said Manik

"Hmm.... Tujhse door.... Tere pass jyada time nhi h aur tere jaane k baad voo akele pd jayegi isse achaa voo koi aur life partner dhundhe jo uska saath de sake" said his heart

"Pr voo mujhse door nhi jayegi" said Manik

"Toh tujhe khud usse apni zindagi se jaane ke liye kehna hoga... Usse esse dikha ki tu usse pyaar nhi krta aur voo sab ek natak tha bass... aisa kuch kr ki voo tujhse pyaar nhi nafrat kre tujhse"
"Nafrat....." Manik said

" Hmm uski nafrat achii hogi kaam se kaam tere jaane k baad koi hoga toh nhi tere liye rone wala, voo khush rhe jaha bhi rhe........." Said his heart

A trail of tears fall down from his cheeks

Manik stands up and said "hmm main itna bura bnuga ki tum mujse nafrat karo, mujhse kabhi bhi pyar naa kr sako.... Mere jaane k baad tum rona mat Nandini.... Bhagwan kare meri khusiyaan bhi tumhe de de aur tum hmesha khush raho jaha bhi raho"

He wipe off his tears with his hands....

He imagined Nandini standing near him and smiling

Hum Hain Iss Pal Yahan, Jaane Ho Kal Kahan
Hum Miley Na Miley, Hum Rahey Na Rahey
Rahegi Sadaa Yahan, Pyar Ki Ye Dastan
Sunenge Sadaa Jise,Yeh Zameen Asmaan...

Nandini wipes off his tears and nodded as no and he smiled in return.....

Rang Dhal Jaate Hai, Din Badal Jaate Hai
Raatein So Jati Hai, Raahen Kho Jaati Hai
Pyar Khota Nahin, Pyar Sota Nahin
Pyar Dhalta Nahin, Haan Badalta Nahin

Manik's pov
Mujhe maaf kr dena Nandini main ab tumhe rulaungi pr abhi thoda sa rona zindagi bhar rone se achaa h.... Main tumhe hmesha khush dekhna chahta hu..... Toh kya hua, tum meri saath nhi hogi, tum jha bhi raho khush raho yhi dua h meri aur yhi arzoo...........

Sometimes we take decisions just to make our loved ones happy but what are you doing to yourself?...manik is doing the same he is thinking about Nandini but the love that nandini has for him...will nandini ever hate him?...aur agar kar bhi Li nafrat toh kya woh nafrat kar payegi..? Kya woh yeh ehsaas so pyaar ka usne mehsoos kiya woh bula payegi...? Think wisely...yes manik is doing this in favour of nandini but he is not thinking that love is a pure feeling where no matter what you do it stays in your heart...it just happens.... its an advise please take decisions positively with no hurt or any emotions but look at the picture in each and every angle....you will start to take wiser and reliable decisions for not only short term but long time period....

Written by Rashi
Edited by Noor
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