A house filled with people is having silence today, they lost their member today. After her ruksati to heaven, they all sat in silence.

House of khans is filled with many generations, elder couple are Rasheed khan and his wife kala khan, had two daughters and three sons. They have thirteen grand children, five girls and other boys.

Today their second son lost his wife giving birth became complicated and lost both mother and child. Everyone were excited to have new member in family. But lost one they already had.

Amjad khan is second son of khan family, he is politician, he loves his family, he once saw Hameeda in a function, then and there decided to have her as his, she rejected him saying politicians are not worth to trust, he spend one whole year in convincing her, she watching him all the way in one year gave in and had their Nikha, ruksati is done immediately.

Couple were so happy, everyone were teasing them always for there obvious love, years passed both started craving for children which Allah didn't blessed them, one fine day their prayers got blessed had a son, Manik. Amjad is happy but his wife is happiest on that day, she always dreamed about having lots of children for herself.

Manik became their soul, family loved him a lot, Amjad is content with life and politics, after four years his wife again become pregnant, couple were happy expected to have a girl child, but Allah took his wife away.

Amjad took his five years son arms and cried, his wife cried a lot for Manik at her last moments, she is worried about him most, Amjad promised her that he will keep him in heart like she did, but she was still worried. She died with worry about her son.

Amjad determined to shower his son with everything and love too. He didn't marry again, as he loved his wife too much.

Being house full of people helped Manik to move on easily with his mother gone, daddi and all ladies became more caring towards him, but his phuphi Arzoo Wahid is his favourite, she lives with them in house, her husband is working with Amjad, she has two boys and a baby girl, Arzoo loves Manik as she carried first after his birth, she used to keep him with her when ever her bhabhi needed a babysitting.
Now when he lost mother she became his mother, other children from family too made Manik happy.

Years passed. Manik became teenager. Some of his cousins started getting married, most girls. But recently his brother got married, bought his wife home. Being young couple the all found doing naughty things once in a while. Once Manik found his brother kissing his bhabhi, seeing it he felt so aroused, he couldn't control himself, so he took his phuphi daughter Nandini to a corner and started kissing her, she being a shy girl cried

Manik panicked "why are you crying? Bhabhi tho giggled after bhai kissed then why are you crying?"
"I don't know" she said while crying
"Don't cry I will give you dairy milk" he gave her his chocolate
She took it wiping tears
"Don't tell anyone now don't cry" he said again pecking her, she smiled. He too smiled.

Few days later, Manik got fight with a boy in basketball 🏀 court, came home in anger, Nandini is engrossed in her homework, Manik took her wrist and dragged her to corner and kissed with all anger, she when couldn't breath she pushed him away.
"Manik bhai I can't breathe"
"So weak" he said annoyed and kissed her till he felt his angry flew away. He again gave her chocolate and helped her in home work

Same way, when ever Manik is having any emotions he would dragged Nandini with him and kiss her to his content giving her  things she want.

Year passed Nandini had her mensural cycle started, she is been kept in room away from men for few days, she is been given classes how to behave with boys, how to cover her head, how to cover her body, how to keep herself safe from evil eyes.

Nandini when came to know everything she felt as if she did wrong by letting Manik kissing her. She cried in nights. She determined to stay away from him for ever.

Here Manik had different plans, he not able to see her for days made him angry and lost, now he is not that teenager, immature boy he is growing fast, his friends showed him some videos of sex, which made him excited same time it felt wrong too, he many times got excited and imagined doing them with Nandini but then felt wrong too.

After few days Nandini came out glowing, her beautiful enhanced, covering her head with hijab, wearing full covered dress gave him more attraction then before. She started avoiding him, which made Manik crave more.

Manik one night came out and sat with his Dadaji who is listening to old songs in garden.
"What happened barkurdaar? Why are you sad?"
"Daddu I want to do something very wrong, what should I do?"
"You will lose something which love most if you do such wrong things"
"Like?"
"Like.... If you do now some wrong things you may loose me, phuphi aur your abbu too"
Manik looked at him with frown "why will I?"
"Think if I take away your ammi photo from your room what will you do?"
"Daddu" he shouted in anger "I will never let that happen"
"If happens?"
Manik thought for moment and said "I will never talk to you in life even if you keep it back"
"Same way if you once do wrong things we too will lose trust on you and will never love you as we do now, may be we love you but we won't show our love to you"
Manik understood "so keeping trust is important"
"Yes keeping trust is by doing only right things is important, bad things lure us, attract us most but when time passes it will fades away. Where as right things may be tough to do on time but when time passes they will give you immense happiness"
"What if I did wrong?"
"Never do it again, and apologies to that person"
"If they talk to us then?"
"Wait till they find heart to forgive you pray to Allah to make them forgive you"

From that day on Manik came to his daddu room and started praying with him, asking everything he felt confused or wrong. Within no time his anger started to go away, he started respecting people, talking with manners taking care of people. But Nandini became his weakness,

Nandini other hand started grooming into beautiful and good lady. She lessons to everyone being youngest, she helps ladies with work, she cares for her elder clans, stays away from all boys in house, avoids Manik most. She is scared of him now.

Manik became leader in college, being handsome and basketball captain gave him more popularity and his fathers ideology made Manik good leader. Girls started acting weird with him, forcing themselves on him, trying for attention, being obvious made Manik hate them most. Admire Nandini most for being herself and keeping herself respect

Manik and Nandini now are not in talking terms but that doesn't mean they hate or hurt each other, a silent communication is always there, when he returns from Masjid from prayer he finds her saying Salam, when he returns from college he finds her with snacks and tea in hall, when he has any important exam, match or works she greets him all the best.

Manik too does things in regular basis, he always keeps chocolates, near her bag daily before going out, he always wishes her first in the evening returning , he brings special snacks which she likes once in while, he gives flowers to his phuphi daily, which she shares with all ladies and Nandini too.

Today is Eid, all cousins came home back for Eid who are staying away from home, daddi and daddu gave them Eidi, all started fight for it but laughed seeing candies along with gifts, whole house is filled with laughters. Manik father gave him car. Manik loves it.

When everyone are eating, one of his cousins said "next is Nandini's Nikha we all will gather back"
Manik stopped eating, he felt as it some one took his breath away, he never thought about it, where as Nandini got tears why she too don't know

"Yes, but before her we will do her two brothers marriage this year, daddu said, Manik felt relief. His phuphi said that she can't stay away from her daughter and started to cry, everyone got emotional, saying how girls has to suffer. When one of his cousin make fun of them by taking video and showing them again house filled laughter but two souls are silent,

Manik started thinking, he want to ask his abbu to get him married to Nandini, but still being in studies didn't get well with his idea, he started going to his abbu office daily and helping him in his party works along with phupha. Now his father is well know minister, this time he is planning to become chief minister. Manik too want to join in politics.

When Manik came home, it's late night, he attended a party meeting which his father want him to go, he is exhausted, his mind is filled with Nandini, he just want to hug her and sleep like baby, he is craving for her from some days, on other hand she is no where seen now a days, she is leaving home early as she joined some extra classes of dancing which she is interested, then in evenings he is coming late

He sat on sofa head held back, closed his eyes tired, when he heard some bangles and Payal sound, he opened eyes and turned towards steps found most beautiful sight, Nandini is her white salwar, head cover with dupatta her hair is seen, eyes are low, walking to kitchen. He got up, she didn't see him

Nandini is preparing tea, she felt someone presence at her back with fear she jumped Manik held her both hands "shhhhhh it's me"
"Manik bhai do you need anything?" She said trying to go away from him, Manik kept his chin on her shoulder closed his eye taking her smell in "it's been years I holding you, let me please, I am tired" he said with very tired voice

Nandini heart started beating fast, fear engulfing her, tea when prepared she with shivering hands poured into two cups, "take some tea you may feel better" she said in very low voice
"Let me kiss you once please I am craving from years"
"It's haram" she said moving away.
Manik got angry he kept his hand around her waist and moved her to him pressing "I am never haram to you" saying so, he lifted her chin and took her lips with hunger she is trying her best go away from him, but he didn't leave her, it felt so alluring and good, better than before, her soft body moving under him made him hard like rod, her soft plump lips gave him mouth full feelings, when she opened her mouth  to gasp at his hold on her waist tightened he entered his tongue and devoured her taste

When Manik felt her weak, he left her little giving her time to breath, Nandini looked at him with teary eyes, pushed him away and slapped tight, Manik held his jaw when Nandini tried to shout at him, he took her jaw and kissed her more, she is trying to runaway from him, his hold became tight

"You are and will be always Halal for me keep this in mind, I will make sure of it, never let my mohabbat down" he warned
"Haram hai yeh" she cried
Manik heart melted "don't cry Nandini"
"Why would you touch me always? Ammi said it's haram, Allah will punish me for sure" she cried
Manik hugged her to his heart and smiled for her innocence " nah mere jaan, he will never punish mostly when they are in mohabbat"
"Mohabbat is also haram, we should love our husband/wife not any other one"
Manik lifted her chin "will be my behgum?" He asked
She looked at him with sniffing and tears "do I have any choice? You tainted me" she said with hiccups
"God! Do you know what that is? Leave it! I am hungry please give me food"
Nandini nodded and made him pasta and gave him
"Sit with me" she tried to go
"If you go now I will drag you to my lap" he said with pout she sat faraway from him, he laughed

When he completed she spoke "if again touch me and come closer to me I will tell ammi about you" she threatened
Manik smiled "then she will make our Nikha soon"
Nandini looked at him with fear
"But I will stay away for some days, when I feel more tired or lonely I can't control so bare me" he said saying good night he left to his room leaving Nandini more scared.

Nandini brother marriage fixed, Manik learned one thing that because of this ladies over protectiveness, Nandini became naive and knowledge less about love and physical love, he felt so exhausted whenever he finds her running away from him. Whole marriage rituals he tried hard to make her fell for him but which is impossible always she rants haram, Manik slapped his forehead "after our marriage I may take years to make her mine with this brain of hers" he said to himself.

When walima happening, Manik found Nandini doing some work, she is so beautiful is that white lehenge, he always loosing his control seeing her, he is thinking a chance to have some moments with her, when he is passing by he heard someone taking Nandini name "she is still kid we need some years for her marriage" his daddu said
"We will let her study and ruksati can be always your wish" the other person said
Daddu tried to say something Manik came barging in "she will not marry anyone"
All looked at him with shock, his father came "Manik shut up and go away"
"Abbu! I am not going" he said with adamant tone
His abbu took his arm to throw him away but Manik "she is mine only mine" he roared
Daddu got up, Nandini father widened his eyes, Manik father slapped him "what nonsense are talking?"
"She is mine, only mine, I always had her for me will have " he said with anger
Daddu closed his eye, Nandini father almost slipped from his place, he came running out, when he found Nandini, he held her hand dragged her in, seeing this her mother came running, when he reached the room , he slapped her, manik took her in arms and roared at him "how dare you touch her?"
"She is my daughter, she is supposed to be her limits not be ...." He couldn't speak
Manik with disgusting face "what the hell???? I will kill you even if you think about her character, she is as pak as our Namazi,"
"Then what the hell did you say you had her?" Her father shouted
Nandini mother took her in her arms she is crying like hell
"Yes I had her in my heart"
All adults took deep breath as if they all forgot.
Nandini mother said "what is happening?"
"This barkurdaar is talking nonsense, he is saying Nandini is his, he is insane and I will not give my daughter to him" her father said in anger
Nandini started crying again, Manik got frustrated "why"
"You are behaving like insane person, you made my daughter talk of town by talking nonsense infront of outsiders"
"He was forcing you all to get her married"
"So?"
"So? Seriously phupha? Should I stand still watching it? I will kill or die if that ever happen"
"Whom will you kill?"
Daddu spoke "chup! No one will talk now, beti come here" he took Nandini to him and made her sit, gave her water she with hiccups took glass and drank.
"Now tell me beti daddu ko will you marry this gadha?"
Nandini slowly nodded with pout
"Why?"
"I have to"
"Why"
Nandini kept her down
"Leave her out of this daddu" Manik said with irritation
"I said stand there, now tell me why?"
"He is only one for me to make things halal"
Daddu frowned "what did he do?"
Nandini looked at him then with fear hung down her head "I said leave her daddu"
"Then you tell me why?"
"She thinks I did haram things with her which I didn't"
"Means?" Everyone shouted
"Means your daughter is such a naive girl god!!! If I marry her I may take years to make her understand her about what a husband does to his wife, so don't think anything nonsense" all looked at him with wide eyes
"Besharam behayad, how shameless you are how can be this shameless?" His father said in anger beating him
"What? Like seriously you are beating me for telling you truth?" Manik said
Everyone held their head, "Manik miya ya kya hai? Why are you making such sense?" His phuphi asked
"Phuphi I want Nandini as my qulb, for that I made all this, bottom line give me my amant to me," he demanded
"Yah Allah why did he become like this?" she said with worry
Manik father said "bin ammi ki bacha soch ka hum issa bagadiya"
"Hum Nahin mananga"her father said
"Then what will you do? Make our daughter a stack of laughter now? And what is wrong with him?" Phuphi asked her shohar
Manik giggled
"See he don't have manners"
"Chup! Just because of your ego I won't let my daughter suffer, so be prepared and you Manik miya you won't come near my daughter till I decide for her ruksati, now be presentable we need to take our bahu home" she took Nandini with her out.

All three men, started beating Manik black and blue, then fixed themselves and came out, Manik with smirk corrected his posture and came out giggling like girl thinking finally he got her to himself.

After two months Manik and Nandini Nikha happened with lots of Tamasha, Manik being Manik made things more difficult, he demanded one crore from his father and daddu to give his Nandini as mehr, then when finally everything ok, Nandini starting crying saying she had exams, Manik convinced her by making her prepare before hand.

Manik bought red lehenge for her, it's his second favourite colour. On Nikha day he is the first one to get ready and rushing others, all made faces seeing him this desperate, cousins teased him, he blushed, some showed pity saying he got dumb one, he just laughed away,

When Nikha happened he said yes within second, all laughed, after Nikha when he saw Nandini in mirror, he stopped breathing, he kissed her forehead and did prayer, "Yah Allah you look mesmerising qalb" he said looking at her to keep her this picture in his heart forever

Manik after that he always took her to everywhere she goes, college, shopping, to her friends house, he then made himself politician, he gave nomination for local MLA. As it's election time he became busy, still he always took care of her.

Manik father became chief minister and Manik became MLA, whole house is filled with media and people. Manik gave interviews and gave poses to photos. Then came inside house.

Nandini is in her room doing prayer, Manik didn't disturb, sat away, when she completed her prayer she smiled at him, "you look beautiful and pure when you pray, come" he made her sit and recite verses and blow her on head, "today I became MLA "
"Congratulations, I am happy but will you always have those men beside you"
Manik nodded
Nandini became sad "then I can't see you"
"I will never let them enter inside house, when we are alone , no one can disturb us, ok?"
She smiled
He hugged her kissed her, she blushed but slightly stood away
Manik left his breath "look Nandini, now I am your shohar, so I have every right to see you naked, touch you, kiss you, and do everything which no one can do, Allah gave us permission to do so then we can give a birth to a baby, which is Allah blessing for our life, so never stay away from me" he explained
Nandini said "that's wrong"
Manik in disbelief stood up "ok leave it, shall I ask for ruksati?"
Nandini blushed and said yes
"Wow she blushed but why? Allah what have I got myself" he said and kissed her again
"Come let's us have party with everyone"

After one month Manik asked for ruksati, everyone agreed. Manik came to his cousin "aapi I need your help"
"Manik you need help? Ok tell me"
"Aapi Nandini don't know what is husband wife relation she is naive, I tried to explain but she is not getting it, can you please help her, I don't want to scare her on our very first night, I can wait but this should happen one or the other day"
She laughed, Manik felt embarrassed, "I thought you did it already the way she blushed always"
Manik chuckled "even phupha too thought and gave me beatings so no big deal"
She smiled "I will" she assured

Nandini was given classes of love making, but she always tried to run away, her mother explained it, that how she can be in heart of Manik for ever , how she can be complete, how pure and nakk is this process. Nandini with shy and shame kept her head down.

In all this she started avoiding Manik, which made Manik panicked, oneday he came to her room. Nandini tried to run to washroom, he held her "why are you avoiding me?"
She nodded no
"Please Nandini if you don't want it, it's ok but don't go away from me"
She looked at him with worry "no no I am not going away from you"
"Then why are you not giving me tea, coming out to say bye, saying Salam in morning?" He demand
"I am feeling shy" she said looking down
Manik held her chin "look at me" he demanded she nodded no
"Please" he said
Nandini with force opened her eyes "I love you" he hugged her tight.

Next day Manik and Nandini celebrated their first night, Nandini being shy, she first was stiff but then she gave herself to him happily. Manik became happy soul that night but he always treated her like a glass frame, he never touched her hard.

Manik being MLA always busy but he always spent time with her. Then he made her complete her studies, he even appointed a dance teacher for her. Nandini felt lucky having him in her life

After four years Nandini continues pleading and crying, he agreed for baby. They had twins, which made Manik panic, as she is so fragile how can she give birth was his constant fear, but Nandini uterus is in best condition so she gave healthy sons.

Manik loves his sons but he loves qalb most, he everytime kisses as if it's his first kiss.